Li Tifu slept until eleven o'clock, as if he had slept late after not getting enough sleep in the past few days, he used to get up very early, even if it was not a working day, he would not get up so late. Straightened and stretched out of bed and slowly got up, went to the bathroom and began to wash. The speed of brushing his teeth can be described as a "absolute" word, it is not an exaggeration, he brushed for ten minutes, and his beard was shaved very carefully, which is not at all like the previous style, Li Tifu is like a different person today, and his style of doing things has completely changed. You say he's changed a lot today, but it doesn't look like it's either. He still had an indifferent look. Do you see that nothing has changed in him? His style today is not at all like his previous style of doing things, and the clothes he wears today look decent, and Li Tifu usually doesn't care about what he wears.

Li Tifu went out today in a new and different style from his previous style, and walked straight in the direction of his father's cemetery, and on the way he met a flower shop, and went in to buy a bouquet of irises. Li Tifu didn't know what kind of flowers to buy, so he asked the store manager, who told him that irises symbolized freedom, ideals, hope and Palatonic love. Li Tifu felt a little better when he heard the first few words, and finally when he heard the words "Palatonic love", he asked the store manager what was the matter of Palatonic love, and the store manager told him:

Plato love is a spiritually pure love that pursues heart-to-heart communication and reason.

After hearing this, Li Tifu decisively bought this flower.

Li Tifu's behavior today and the direction he is going to make people have to think that he has something special to do today, but they can't guess Li Tifu's thoughts, so he can only tell us.

Li Tifu carried a bouquet of flowers, which looked particularly eye-catching on the road. On the way, he felt that he was looking at himself every time he saw someone, which made Li Tifu a little shy and timid, and finally Li Tifu couldn't stand it anymore, so he walked close to the edge of the road.

The nostalgic cemetery has also arrived, and Li Tifu quickly found his father's tombstone this time, the reason why he used the words "found" is because although Li Tifu came here last time, there is no sign here, or a street sign, and the tombstones are neatly placed horizontally and vertically, and many of them cannot be seen. I can only find the first few lines and locations I remembered last time, and sometimes I forget it, or the direction of coming in is different from the last time, and it is indeed a bit difficult to find the tombstone I want to find.

Li Tifu smiled and went to his father's tombstone, and after greeting his father, he put the iris in his hand in front of the tombstone of Umar.

Father, how are you? I didn't know what kind of flower to buy, so I bought you this flower, I heard that this flower symbolizes hope and freedom, and the color is quite pertinent, purple and blue. I decisively bought this flower, I hope you like it. That's right! Father, I have also heard that this flower symbolizes love, a plato noble love, and I thought! Isn't this the flower I want? My love for you, my respect for you is beyond words. I love your father.

After Li Tifu finished speaking, he kissed the flower placed in front of the tombstone, he originally wanted to kiss the tombstone, but it was not appropriate to think about it.

How have you been!?

Li Tifu looked at his father's tombstone and the surroundings and continued to speak:

I'm curious about one point, Father! Why is it that the area around your tombstone is always so clean, while someone else's tombstone is messy and not so clean? I also noticed this point last time. I thought about it for the last time! Think that the people who have received your help and received your favor when you were alive are specially cleaning up for you as a kind of reward for you! I believe! Noble and virtuous people can be respected by others when they go there! Alas! Father, what a wonderful person you are!

I've been having a hard time these days than I was a few days ago, and a lot has happened during this time, and I've been thinking a lot about it these days, and I've been thinking about a lot of things, why I've become the way I am, why my life has become so boring and boring, and what is it that makes me the way I am now. I'm sad and uncomfortable, is my life called life now? Father! No freshness, no fun, boring, what a boring way of life, except for work, still work.

Maybe you didn't know that I hated you before, and I hated you, and I didn't understand what you did at that time, and I once thought you were my enemy, really, father! I even treat you like a stranger. You always lost your words, you always let me down when I needed it most, especially when you didn't attend my parent-teacher conference, you didn't care about me and our family, and you didn't care about me, it broke my heart deeply, and I was really sad at that time. Slowly, I experienced some things in my life, and I gradually understood that as a man, sometimes the choice is not in his hands, he will really do things that he can't imagine, and sometimes he will do things that he hates and hate. I also understand that this kind of thing is really difficult to avoid as a man, and I can feel this deeply, and I can empathize with you even more, father! I don't hate you anymore, I don't hate you anymore, but on the contrary, I admire you now, admire you. I slowly understood your involuntary body at that time, and also understood your persistence, a kind of attachment to ideals. I've been thinking about a point lately, which is why you behave those things, and why would a good and kind man ignore his family and children! Apparently I found the answer in the end. The answer must be that choice for the sake of one's lifelong ideals and great ideas. I obviously found your answer, and I understood what you were thinking, Father! Although I don't know what your lifelong ideal is, my dedication and dedication to your ideals deeply touched me, father! What a reverent, what a great spirit. I am deeply proud to be your son, and I really want you to live like that, Father! As a man with ideals, how can he have concerns! How can you be dragged down by your family and affected by your family!

As I slowly understood your behavior and your choice, I began to feel very confused and dissatisfied with my mother's behavior. Look! Father, as the saying goes, every successful man will definitely have a sane woman behind him who supports him and pays him silently. I don't know if this passage is true or not, but it really doesn't fit for you. Mother knows that you have that lofty and great ideal, but she does not support you, does not care about you, and points fingers at you, if I remember correctly, Mother did not even shed a single tear at your funeral, and did not see a trace of sadness. I guess you also know that your mother doesn't like you and doesn't have true feelings for you, so you didn't care about her before! I think that's it. And you see, father! The way my life has become what it is now is also caused by my mother's irresponsible attitude. If she had dissuaded my choice a little more and said more, would I have fallen to where I am now? Obviously not, I will study hard in school, get admitted to a good university, find a suitable job, I will definitely earn a lot of money, and my life will be a hundred times better than now. I used to think that I worked so hard and worked so hard for my family and ideals, but now I realize that my ideals don't seem to be here, and I feel that my ideals are not even possible to be realized here. If it's for the sake of the family and the mother, I don't think it's even more necessary, I really don't want to work hard for such an irresponsible mother, to work hard, to support him, I don't think she deserves me to make such a sacrifice, father, really!

I decided, Father, that I wanted to follow your example and follow my ideals. Even if I may not be able to do anything in a big city, I may not even be able to afford to eat, and my head will be bleeding, I will never retreat, how can I know if I don't try! Right, Father! I believe that the future must be full of surprises and unknowns, how can I hesitate for the sake of momentary fear! I don't want to run desperately for a few thousand dollars, every day in a busy life, every morning without washing my face, just not to be late for safety education in the morning. My life should be blooming, not consumed, and I should be a passionate, noble person. I think father, life should not always be busy and tired, life should be better, life should be more exciting. There should be a lot of good things in life, life should not be like this, it should not be so busy, life should be enjoyable, it is the joy of perseverance and success on the road to the ideal. I still have a lot of dreams to accomplish, Father! I still want to go far, far away, to see the outside world, to meet many, many interesting people! I shouldn't be so bound by life, living in a situation where nothing makes sense and I don't have a clue every day.

I don't know what else I'll do if I leave this factory, but I want to give it a try, Father! I don't want to live like this anymore, I don't want to.