In the past two or three days, although Li Tifu has already diagnosed himself, he has already recognized himself. I still have some apprehension and anxiety in my heart, and I don't know what caused it. As the days passed, Li Tifu's feeling of depression became stronger and stronger.

Li Tifu began to worry about Bahar and Umaier, or more precisely, about himself. Wumaier had been in the hospital for so long, not a single news had come, and they hadn't been home for days, which made Li Tifu start to speculate about the reasons why they were in the hospital.

Could it be that my father is really seriously ill!? Am I really doing something wrong!? Probably not, I didn't do anything wrong, but it's possible that I did it a little too much. My father's illness is caused by myself, should I go to the hospital to see him, or visit him! It shouldn't be! How could it be with a gentle push! Should I visit the hospital? But my father has treated us like that, do I need to see him? Didn't he do it to himself?

Li Tifu also wanted to see what was going on, but his firm and arrogant thoughts never let him do it. His steadfastness and arrogance always told Li Tifu that he was doing the right thing. Although Li Tifu also began to have some worries about his father, that firmness still prevented Li Tifu from doing so.

After some time, it was Bahar who called from the hospital. The mother and son chatted for a while about the situation at home and some topics with each other, and then hung up the phone. Li Tifu had a little urge to ask about his father's condition during the call, but Bahar kept asking about the situation at home, which gave Li Tifu no chance to ask about Wumaier's condition, and Bahar never mentioned the topic of the hospital and Wumar's condition during the call, which made Li Tifu even less impulsive and thoughtful. In this way, Li Tifu's concern for his father disappeared temporarily.

After a few days, Li Tifu's urge to find out more intensified, and Li Tifu began to worry about Wumaier and his condition.

How? Going to the hospital? Li Tifu didn't want to do it a little, on the one hand, he felt that he was doing the right thing and there was no need to go! But on the other hand, I want to know my father's condition too much, and I want to know why he has been lying in the hospital for so long. In the end, Li Tifu thought of a way to lose both fish and bear's paws, and cooked to visit Bahar, and by the way, also to see Wumaier's condition.

Li Tifu has spent more time with his mother since he was a child, so Li Tifu has naturally learned to cook well, and these days Li Tifu and Aihetamu cook and eat at home, and after Bahar got that disease, Li Tifu always cooked for the family when his mother fell or was sick.

Li Tifu made Bahar's favorite ramen, and after thinking about it, he only brought one meal with him. Li Tifu didn't want to be exposed, so he deliberately didn't bring Wumaier's share.

The hospital is not very far away, Li Tifu walked for about ten minutes and arrived, it was a hospital with one building.

When he entered the hall gate of the hospital, Li Tifu found that although he knew that it was the hospital, he did not know Wumaier's ward, and Bahar did not tell him that Kenneng would not come to the hospital for Li Tifu. Li Tifu stood in place at a loss, not knowing what to do and who to ask.

A doctor came over and asked Li Tifu who he was looking for, Li Tifu looked at the doctor and was stunned that he couldn't say Wumaier's name, and it took half a minute to slowly say Wumaier's name.

The doctor didn't ask anything else, and after saying "follow me" to Li Tifu, he walked up the stairs.

Li Tifu was very confused and a little afraid, so he said Wumaier and let himself follow him, Li Tifu was thinking about whether to go with him, and finally followed the doctor.

The doctor didn't say a word to Li Tifu along the way, and kept walking towards the front, and Li Tifu didn't dare to ask a word. In this way, he went up to the third floor, and the doctor walked to a ward in the corridor and suddenly stopped, signaled that Li Tifu was in this room, and left.

Li Tifu felt very incredible and a little scared, but he didn't show it too much, and after saying "thank you" to the doctor, he stood outside the door and didn't dare to go in. After standing for about five minutes, he knocked lightly on the door. Li Tifu was very scared, and his eyes looked straight at the crack in the door.

The door opened, and it was Bahar.

Li Tifu saw that it was Bahar's hanging heart that finally came down, and the two looked at each other Bahar with a somewhat incredulous expression, and finally it was Bahar who signaled to let Li Tifu come in, and Li Tifu came in slowly.

When Li Tifu came in, he saw that it was a small room, only Wumaier and Bahar. When he entered the ward, he quickly handed the lunch box in his hand to Bahar.

Bahar took the rice bowl and asked with a smile, "What kind of food did you make?" Baby".

"Your favorite ramen, Mom!" Li Tifu also said with a smile.

Bahar took the rice bowl and looked at Umaier with a look of extreme disgust and asked, "Ah! Do you eat or not? Li Tifu also turned his head to look at Wumaier when he heard this, both of them were waiting for Wumaier's reaction, Wumaier did not answer, it looked like there was something to study on the roof, and kept looking at the roof, without any other superfluous reaction.

Bahar said angrily and irritably, "I'm talking to you! Do you want to eat or not? ”。 Umaier still didn't answer.

"You're lying like this, moldy," Bahar said, picking up his bowl and starting to eat. While eating, she was asking Li Tifu about the family and started talking.

Li Tifu chatted with Bahar about some things at home, and both of them talked and laughed. Li Tifu chatted and felt that someone was staring at him all the time, so he squinted and observed Wu Maier, who still looked upwards as he did just now, "Are you thinking too much" Li Tifu thought.

Bahar also noticed that Li Tifu was observing Wumaier, so he shifted the topic to Li Tifu's favorite topic to talk about.

"Baby, I've been admitted to that high school!" Bahar said.

Li Tifu realized that he had not yet told his mother about his grades and the high school he was admitted to. He talked about his achievements and small achievements with relish.

Li Tifu is also extremely satisfied and enjoys the content and process of what he said, and the boredom caused by his mood in the past few days has disappeared at this moment. Li Tifu's face was full of smiles brought by happiness and satisfaction, and satisfaction brought by achievements.

After Li Tifu finished speaking, he looked at Bahar with a smile, eager to get a satisfactory affirmation and recognition. Bahar also lived up to his expectations and responded to Li Tifu with a proud and satisfied smile, and also praised and praised Li Tifu's achievements.

He was overjoyed to see Bahar's face with a smile and affirmative satisfaction, and he was glad to bring such good news in front of his mother. Li Tifu and Bahar talked about a lot of happy things, talking about how hard he would work when he reached high school and get into a good university.

Bahar also listened to Li Tifu's every word with extremely comfortable and relieved eyes, which made Li Tifu feel the joy and happiness that he had not seen for a long time.

"Mom, it's getting dark, I'm going back, and I'm going to cook for Ahtamu!" Li Tifu said.

"Hmmm! Also, it's not too early, so you can go back too! After Bahar finished speaking, he got up and took Li Tifu's hand and walked out of the hospital gate together, and Li Tifu also held Bahar's hand tightly and walked out together. Li Tifu went outside to say goodbye to Bahar affectionately, and then walked in the direction of home.

Along the way, Li Tifu was in a surprisingly good mood, humming his favorite song and secretly laughing thinking about the good news he brought to his mother. It's just that this high state didn't last long, and it was still interrupted by myself who was easy to think too much.

As he walked, he suddenly remembered that Wumaier had not said a word when he was chatting with Bahar, but when he told Bahar about his results, and he had not expressed a trace of pride.

After Li Tifu thought of this, the high emotions and joy in front of him disappeared. Li Tifu himself was also very curious about why he had such negative emotions when he was so happy, and why he thought of these things that he had and didn't have, but that negative emotion had filled his mind. The joy and joy of the moment are gone, replaced by the loss and resentment that comes with it.

These resentments do not come from Wumaier's indifferent and indifferent attitude towards himself, and Li Tifu is not unexpected, nor has he had any expectations, and has become accustomed to it. It's just that Li Tifu never expected that the things he was proud of would be worthless in the eyes of Wumaier, and he was not worthy of his joy.

Although Li Tifu has eliminated him in his heart, he still has a trace of fantasy and expectation in his heart, "Dad's indifference is not due to real indifference, but from his busyness and lack of time, that time did not participate in the parent-teacher conference because Dad was too busy to spare time, and the achievements I achieved in school this time were also missed by him after he was drunk, so there was no way to listen, let alone give affirmation and recognition" Li Tifu thought about these and sighed resentfully.

"It's all the result of my own thoughts. People just don't care, it doesn't matter. what he gets, he approves, gets his affirmation" Li Tifu was disgusted that he had that kind of expectation and fantasy.