"I'm sorry," he kept repeating, and he was already in tears.

"I should have been the first to celebrate and give you affirmation, but now I can only treat you with this attitude, sorry for the child," Wumaier said, tears streaming uncontrollably.

Bahar entered the ward and saw Umaier quickly wipe away Umaier's tears, Bahar didn't say anything after wiping it, just quietly watched Umaier waiting for Umaier to speak. Maybe what people crave at this time is not comfort, but the company of someone and someone who is willing to listen. Bahar knew this, too, and did not speak, and waited quietly for Umair to speak.

"You know what? Children are most eager for their father's approval at such times, especially boys," said Umaier in an extremely sad tone.

"And I didn't give him a hug, an affirmation, when he needed it most, you see what a failed father I am!" Once again, Umar shed tears of regret.

Bahar quickly wiped away Umaier's tears and said, "Don't say that, we just can't help it, and the child will definitely understand our mind and will understand."

"I thought that if I made money, it would be easy to get into the management of the company, and I would definitely have a lot of time to spend with you, but in the end, the management brought me not only busyness, but also endless desire. Thus neglecting the care for you and the care for the children," Wumaier said, with a long sigh.

"Do you think it's worth it?" Wumaier said.

Bahar wanted to say something to comfort him, but he didn't know how to say it.

Umaier continued, "For the sake of a banquet and a dinner table, plus the relationship between colleagues, subordinates and subordinates. I really lost a lot, and I forgot my original intention, what I worked for, what I made money for."

"How disappointed Li Tifu is in me!" Umaier burst into tears, sighing.

Bahar still couldn't say a word, didn't know how to say it to Umar, didn't know what to say, but listened quietly to Umaier's words, wiping away Umaier's tears.

"I think you know that my idea is very simple and pure, which is to pay off the debt early, and after that," Wumaier said with a long sigh.

"I've forgotten what I thought in the first place," Umaier said, smirking self-deprecatingly.

Hearing this, Bahar felt compelled to speak, so he said, "Don't think like this, you didn't treat my old and sick mother, and you wouldn't have fallen to such a point, it's all my fault, plus my weak body has dragged you down, these are all caused by me."

"I'm the one who says I'm sorry, you've done so much for me," Bahar said to Umaier in a very warm tone, his eyes already full of tears.

"What are you talking about?" Wumaier said.

"No, this is my truth, you have made such a great sacrifice for me, and I am really sorry for you to see what happened to you," Bahar said, holding Wumaier's hand tightly.

Bahar paused for a moment and continued, "I'm really sorry for you, for making you sacrifice so much for me over the years"

"Don't say that, these are what I'm willing to do for you. It was you who gave someone like me a warmth and affection, and it was I who I want to thank you," Umaier said as he began to shed tears.

Bahar couldn't help but shed tears when he heard this, these are tears of happiness and pride!

That night, Umar's blood pressure machine kept ringing, and Bahar was woken up. Umar was twitching, his head was shaking, and his mouth was foaming white. Seeing this, Bahar quickly woke up from his deep sleep and quickly ran to the nurse's office. Within seconds, Bahar entered the room with two nurses. When the two nurses saw Umar, they thought the nurse was beginning to caress Mr. Umar's breasts, and the other nurse ran out, and within a minute came in with a needle in her hand. Watching the nurse give Umar an injection, Bahar's heart ached, and then a nurse motioned for Bahar to wait outside.

Outside, Bahar clasped his hands together and prayed that nothing would happen to Umar, as what had just happened was beyond Bahar's acceptance.

After a while, a nurse came out and told her that Umaier's condition was now stable and that she needed a full body check-up tomorrow morning. Bahar's hanging heart was at peace. When asked what caused her, the doctor told her that they didn't dare to make a presumptuous diagnosis now, and they would only know if they had a physical examination tomorrow. The doctor also told Bahar that he could not enter the ward, and that a nurse would stay by Umar's side at all times and would take medical action as soon as he had symptoms.

Bahar gestured and sat down on the bench closer to the ward, he had been very frightened just now, and now he didn't feel any sleepiness even though it was late at night.

Bahar was woken up by the people in the hallway, and he didn't know how he slept last night, and when he opened his eyes and looked at his watch, it was already (9:00).

Bahar quickly got up and went to the hospital room and gently opened the door, seeing that Wumaier was still lying on the hospital bed. Without staying long, he quickly walked to the office of Isar, the immediate doctor of Umar.

Dr. Isar saw that it was Bahar, and after greeting him, he motioned for Bahar to sit in a chair. It seemed as if he knew what Bahar had come into his office for, and he didn't show much surprise, just sat down at his desk naturally.

"Doctor, kid, his father?" Bahar was in a hurry and spoke first.

"Your husband isn't doing very well right now!" Dr. Ahtam said.

"Just tell me! I can accept that "Bahar looks serious."

"Your husband has a heart attack"

"How so? Why is he? ”

"It is directly related to his current physical condition"

Bahar didn't speak, and continued to look at the doctor to finish the rest of the sentence.

"Mr. Umar may have had a mild heart attack before, but now his body has become like this, the organs in the body are out of balance, the blood circulation is poor, and the blood vessels in the heart have become smaller, resulting in insufficient heart supply and heart failure," Dr. Ishar sighed.

"I'm going to have heart stent surgery next Wednesday," Dr. Isar said.

"Can it be cured completely?" Bahar asked quietly.

Aisar looked Bahar in the eye and said, "We will do our best."

Bahar let out a long, meaningful sigh, looked into Dr. Isar's eyes, and after about half a minute, asked, "I... Can I enter my husband's hospital room? ”。

"Yes!"

"Thank you!" Gul Abahar got up and walked out, and when he was about to go out, Dr. Ishar said, "Your husband should not be too excited, and don't be overly emotional these days."

"I see!"

Bahar emerged from Dr. Isar's office and stood in the hallway for a moment. Now Bahar doesn't know how to explain to Umaier, how to deal with him, and most importantly, he doesn't know how to tell him. But Bahar was unusually calm, not pessimistic, and did not cry bitterly. These experiences have tempered Bahar's heart. She herself knows that she can't cry, she can't grieve, crying and grieving can't solve the problem. Now Bahar is only thinking about his husband, and his husband has already faced his own experience very calmly, how can he be worthy of his husband's bravery if he can't be strong as a wife? It's just that Bahar is very embarrassed and doesn't know how to tell Umar about this illness. His dear husband had suffered enough, and now he had to face this dirty disease again.

Bahar kicked his breath, holding one hand against the wall and walking with difficulty, and the step Bahar took now was as difficult and heavy as walking tens of thousands of miles. When he arrived at Wumaier's ward, Bahar quickly cleaned up his tired body and heavy-looking face, opened the door with a smile on his face, and entered.

"How's it going to be yesterday!?" As he spoke, Bahar took a chair and sat down beside Umaier's bed, picked up the banana in the bag from the cupboard next to the bedside and began to peel it.

"It's okay," Umair didn't laugh at Bahar, looking serious.

"That's good," he said, and said that he stretched out the peeled banana and motioned for him to open his mouth.

"I'm not hungry now, let's eat later!" Umaier didn't open his mouth.

"Okay!" Bahar put the peeled bananas in his original bag.

Both men were silent for a moment, Bahar still smiling at Umar, whose eyes were slanted to the lower left as if he was thinking about something important.

"You're talking to the doctor!" Wumaier begins.

Bahar looked at Umair with a smile still before he said "yes".

"What did the doctor say?"

"Just say you're overworked and need a good rest!" The smile on Bahar's face faded considerably.

"Tell the truth!"

"Ahh Bahar didn't understand what he meant, and after looking at Wumaier's eyes for a while, he understood that he had to say it now, and there was no need to hide it.

"The doctor said you have a heart problem," Bahar said, observing the eyes and facial expressions of the Observer Umar, pausing for a moment before saying with great difficulty, "Surgery next week."

There was a moment of silence and silence, and Umair and Bahar looked at each other for a long time.

"I guess that's the case!" Wumaier said.

"Huh!?"

"Surgery next week? When! ”

"The doctor said Wednesday"

"You're answering my question now?" Bahar said.

"Huh!?" Umair looked at Bahar expectantly.

"You've had a mild heart attack before, is that true?"

"Did the doctor say that?"

"You answer my question first?" Bahar said.

"Probably!"

"Huh!?" Bahar was puzzled.

"Every time I was overworked before, I would have a slight tingling sensation in my left chest when I was too excited, I guess it might be a heart attack!" Wumaier said.

"Then you know it's a heart attack, why didn't you go for a check-up!" Bahar said in a somewhat angry tone.

"I didn't know it before, it happens occasionally, not so often, and I don't know until now that it's a heart attack," Wumaier said.

"Then you should go to the hospital for a check-up!" Bahar was furious.

"I only found out now! Besides, is it necessary for me to go to the hospital for a check-up? "Wumaier looked a little anxious.

"You should at least go to the hospital for a check-up"

"Alright. Okay, don't talk about it, listen to me first? Umaier said.

"I've been wondering for a long time why I've had these misfortunes, why I've had these encounters, and I've figured something out when you say that," Umaier said.

"I don't understand what you mean?" Bahar looked at Umair with puzzled eyes.

"You'll know now," Umaier sighed.

"Maybe that's my fate! There may be no accidents in life, and some may be inevitable. When I first learned that I was paralyzed, I didn't show any sadness, but I had some complaints in my heart. I'm not complaining about Li Tifu, I'm just complaining about the misfortunes and encounters that life has brought me, I began to hate life, and life has played such a joke on me" Wumaier said with a deep sigh.

"When I used to have tingling, I thought I might have a heart attack, but I can't admit it, you know? I don't want to admit it, so I didn't go to the hospital, I just said the same as you, on the one hand, I don't think it's necessary, on the other hand, I don't dare to face it, and I don't dare to admit that I have a heart attack, I hate this dirty disease that life has brought me, I was worried that I couldn't continue to protect you, continue to protect you."

"But today I suddenly understood, it turned out that life secretly gave me a gift and an opportunity at that time! It turns out that life is not as cruel as I thought, and this is really in response to the proverb 'everything is the best arrangement'" said and laughed.

Bahar looked at Umair with puzzled eyes, not understanding what he meant, but he didn't dare to interrupt him, so he continued to listen to the finished story.

"After I entered the hospital, I began to be afraid and worried, and this worry and fear I didn't have before, even when I was the most sad before, when I felt the most tired, I didn't have this kind of worry and fear, even if I was tired, even if I felt difficult, I could regain the courage to cheer up when I thought it was for you."

"And the root cause of this fear and fear is not from my condition, as you think, but from myself."

"I'm afraid I'll be a burden to you, I'll be a burden to you, I won't protect you as usual, I'm afraid of delaying you"

"Don't think like that, you must not think like that," Bahar said anxiously and excitedly when he heard these words from Umar.

"Listen to me first," Wumaier said solemnly.

"But today it is life that gives me hope, life gives me a gift, a chance! Let me have the ability to protect you at the last moment, as before, and eliminate the hidden dangers in the family, you see how fair life is," Wumaier said with a smile.

"I beg you not to say that, okay?" Bahar was still excited.

"I can't exist in that sense, you have to admit it," Umaier said.

Bahar wanted to debate again, to persuade Umar, but when he saw his determined and steady eyes, he didn't even blink his eyes when he said those words, and then he didn't say a word, just looked at Umar quietly, and began to accept these cruel truths in his heart.

Bahar could now cry and complain that life had brought her misfortunes, that the person he loved most had made such a decision, that as a companion who had been with him for half his life, he should have cried and cried, but Bahar did not do that and did not want to do that. Everyone has that kind of realization, as his wife, a trace of sadness and doubt about him, and his choice is the biggest infidelity to him, even a tear.

"I've always been there for you, and I will be now," Bahar thought to himself, his eyes firm.

"And what do you think?" Bahar said very seriously, and the current look seemed to convey that no matter what the result was, it was acceptable.

"What I think is, the next time I have a heart attack, you don't call the doctor, let me rest assured!"

Bahar didn't say anything, but still looked at Wumaier very seriously and steadily, and now her husband's choice was more important to her than her own pain, so Bahar calmly faced and accepted this.

"You should also understand that I have to do this for our children and for our families. And you, too," said Umaier, seeing that there was not a hint of sadness or veto on Bahar's face. Wumaier smiled, from the bottom of his heart, and at this moment Wumaier felt that he was the happiest person in the world.

Umaier has given a lot for this family, and he also understands that as a man, this is what he must do. He has never been stingy, no matter how big the difficulties are, he has never complained when he is tired and can't raise his head. After battling all sorts of hidden dangers and invisible threats to the family for most of his life, he now knows that the final hidden danger is himself. If you don't make a resolute choice, you will be the hidden danger that poses the greatest threat to your family, and it may also paralyze this family, so you must make a choice.

Umar had expected Bahar to wail, to cry, to doubt his own ways, to try to convince himself not to make this choice. Umair was worried that Bahar might not understand his current feelings, that he did not understand his own heart, but Umaier was more worried, and Bahar not only understood that heart, but also understood his heart.

"I want to thank you," Umair looked at Bahar lovingly.

Bahar didn't answer, but smiled lovingly and warmly.

"Hey! Bahar!? Umaier said.

"Huh?" Bahar said.

"Am I?" said Umar, looking into Bahar's eyes, pausing for half a second.

"I've never told you the word 'love you,'" Umaier asked Bahar with a slight smile.

"What are you talking about? How old are you, like a child, and you're still struggling with what you're doing at this time! Bahar smiled downwards as he said this.

"Do you say no, Bahar, I never told you those two words," asked Umaier again.

"What are you talking about? You say you love me all the time, in action, in duty...", Bahar was about to continue, when a sentence came.

"I love you"

"How old are you, you're still—" Bahar cried as he looked at Umaier's serious and loving eyes, covered his eyes and cried, crying with tears streaming down his face.

Bahar didn't cry when Umair told him he wanted to leave this world, but he cried when he saw Umaier say that word. There was no trace of sadness in the tears this time, but only love and reluctance.

"If I could, I'd like to follow you," Bahar cried.

Wumaier was unwilling, and he was unwilling to wipe away the tears of his beloved woman. Wumaier is unwilling, hoping that his love will not last forever and will not be reconciled. Wumaier is still unwilling, unable to continue to accompany the family, unable to protect the family and unwilling.

When Wumaier thought of this, he also cried, which was a mixture of tears of unwillingness and happiness.

The two of them cried like this for a long, long time, crying with tears streaming down their faces. It is a silent cry that is unwilling, and it is also a cry full of love.

After a long time, Wumaier began to speak, "The children can also have an explanation."

"What do you mean?" Bahar asked.

"You have to tell Li Tifu that I didn't leave for any other reason, but I left because I had a heart attack caused by drinking for a long time, and if he has some doubts, you can tell him that I just drank too much that day and caused that, and Li Tifu will not be confused when you say this," Wumaier said.

"Li Tifu seems to be very disgusted, and he hates me drinking!" Wumaier said with a smile.

"Also, I will always be rude to you after drinking, which can fool Li Tifu even more, how shameless and annoying his father is, it just so happens that today's matter can deal with Li Tifu" Wumaier said.

"Are you going to let Li Tifu hate you like this forever and hate you?" Bahar asked, with tears in his eyes.

"He'll understand when he's grown up, and letting him know that now will only be bad for him. I don't want him to carry a lot of burdens, I don't want him to live in self-blame and guilt, I just want him to grow up easily, happily, proudly and nobly," Wumaier said.

Bahar let out a long sigh meaningfully, looked at Wumaier in silence, and listened to his words, from time to time he would be excited, and from time to time he would admire the five-body throw. Bahar admires her husband's comprehensiveness.

Umar continued: "I am even more worried about this child, he is not loved by his father, he is the child I admire the most, and he is smart. ”。

"I wish I could always be with the children," he repeated in his heart, but with a smile and happiness on his face.

"But with you, I don't have to worry about it, don't I, do I? You understand me, support me when I need it most, and I can rest assured..."Wumaier did not say the latter sentence.

"That's what you're talking about, isn't it?" Bahar and Umaiel laughed at each other.

"I would also say that you have to act like nothing happened in front of everyone, especially the children. There must not be the slightest flaw in this matter," Wumaier said very seriously.

Bahar didn't answer, just smiled warmly in full support.

"If you show sadness and tears, I'm still worried that Li Tifu will suspect that this child is very sensitive."

"Finally, I have to tell you one last thing, I think most heart attacks happen at night, and you turn off the blood pressure machine and other machines that other doctors will find every night, and everything that the doctor will find, so that the doctor doesn't find out," Wumaier said.

"Is it so easy to end? Although I respect you for doing this, and I have never doubted this choice, but when it comes to the critical moment, there are still such concerns, such unwillingness and reluctance, but I also understand that my pain and sorrow are not mentioned in front of you at all," Bahar thought to himself.

"Why should I let you bear this, I can move even one finger. I'm not going to let you bear that. I'm sorry, you support me on the surface and look strong, but your heart should be as painful as a knife! "It was very painful and painful.

Although both of them tried their best to please each other and put on a very supportive look and a very happy look, both sides understood what kind of feelings and pain their words could have on each other. Although neither of them said anything, the two of them were just trying their best to hide their thoughts from the other party.