The 23rd day of your departure.

Li Tifu continued to read, and turned a new page, trying to find his own answer from it.

I'm sorry for you!

Umaier.

Today I cried in front of Ahtamu, and I may have broken my oath.

I'm not an irresponsible person!

Isn't it Sunday?

I was going to do the laundry for the children, but suddenly Ahtamu came from behind and asked me, "What are you doing?" ”

I replied, "I'm doing laundry."

What Ahtamu said next shocked me.

Do you know?

He actually said the same thing to you, and when I heard this, I was as happy and a little sad as if you were back, and my heart was very uncomfortable, and finally I couldn't help crying.

Do you know?

I didn't shed a single tear when you left me, and I didn't cry at your funeral, but I don't know where the crying came from this time, and I cried for a long, long time, and the most plausible explanation I found was that it might be that I missed you too much.

Ahtamu is also a very sensible and intelligent child.

Seeing that I was crying, he also started crying with me, and our mother and son cried for a long, long time.

I don't know why I'm crying, and Ahtamu doesn't know why he's crying.

But don't worry, I never really told Ahtamu why I cried.

I will tell you about the whole process, and you will be relieved, I really didn't tell him, and there was no loophole.

I was washing clothes by hand, but Ahtamu came up from behind me and asked, "What are you doing?" ”

I replied 'I'm doing laundry'.

Who knows, when he hears my words, he will say, 'Why are you so irresponsible!'

Mom, you have to protect your body! When I heard that, I started crying.

I know!

I shouldn't have cried in front of my children.

But don't worry, as I just said, I didn't tell him why I was crying.

I just told him that it was soap foam that got into my eyes, so my eyes hurt and I cried.

I lied!

Umaier.

I didn't tell him.

Ahtamu will not know why I am crying.

It's true.

This kid is really too sensible.

I'm sure if you were there, you'd definitely say "you don't ask whose son it is" hahahaha!

Later, Aihetamu also said

"Mom, don't cry anymore, okay? I feel distressed when you cry, if others bully you, tell me, I protect you, don't cry at home, okay, Mom! ”。

Look what a filial and kind child you are, living like you, Umar! I am proud to have such a family! Thank you!

Although Li Tifu can have an inexplicable sadness and different feelings every time he reads a page, but now Li Tifu can't take care of his own feelings, Li Tifu wants to finish reading this notebook as soon as possible, and wants to get his own answer from it.

The 29th day of your departure

Today my friend Aisha came to me. In the end, the reason was that it was for my marriage.

You also know the person he said, Baikeli, who lives in a two-story house three ports away from our house, didn't he lose his wife the year before last?

Aisha came to marry Baikli.

When I heard this, I resigned without hesitation.

He told me to calm down, I said I was calmer now than ever, and he told me to listen to her first.

Aisha said that he was also for me, for our two children.

I still haven't agreed to this family business.

I think for the sake of me and our children, I should decline this family business.

Don't be angry, you know it.

If you think about it from the perspective of children, the psychological trauma you have given them is indeed very deep, and I dare to believe that they all have a shadow in their hearts about you now.

So for their sake, I shouldn't let other men into our home.

You say yes!

Even if I don't think about it from the perspective of the children, if I think about it alone, I don't need it, I have you with me, do I need another man?

I don't need it anymore.

Aisha also said, "If I live alone, I will feel lonely, I will feel lonely."

He also thought that I would be tired from sending my two children to school and that I would not be able to stand it.

I don't think it's even more necessary. I've ever had a brave and strong man like you, and I still feel tired and lonely?

I don't think so.

Besides, I'm not afraid of hardship, and in order to make my children live a stable life, it doesn't matter if I'm bitter.

Didn't you say that children should live with pride and pride?

I will inherit your will, and I will let the children live more freely and bravely than anyone else. I can guarantee you!

It's great that my children and I have a husband and father like you!

You are our pride.

"There is such a thing"

Li Tifu shouted loudly, fortunately there was no Bahar, otherwise he would definitely be frightened by the voice just now.

After speaking, Li Tifu began to be unable to control himself, and began to cry, crying tears and embarrassment.

Li Tifu never thought that his mother would live in loneliness for himself, which Li Tifu would never think about in the past, let alone pay attention to his mother's private life, nor would he ask if he felt lonely or if he felt lonely, and he was even less likely to have empathy.

Li Tifu now has a new understanding of his mother, and also has a new understanding of life, these experiences of his mother, every paragraph she said is awakening Li Tifu, and rekindling Li Tifu's long-dormant kind and brave heart.

Li Tifu turned a new page with tears in his eyes, and continued to read with his enthusiasm.