Chapter 89: The Vast Sea, the World's Greatness

Tears drenched her hair, clinging to her pale cheeks, and she looked at him with trepidation.

Her brother's attitude scared her.

Lu Qingshi's deep gaze stared at her for a moment, and his eyes were full of disappointment in her, and he was heartbroken.

That gaze was like an incomparably sharp knife, cruelly cutting every inch of her nerves, flesh, and what little self-esteem she had left.

The girl burst into tears.

I couldn't breathe when I cried.

From childhood to adulthood, every time she was jealous and reprimanded by him, she would cry sadly and fearfully, afraid that he would not forgive her, afraid that he would not want her.

Lu Qingshi also knew that if she continued to cry like this, her emotions would be seriously stimulated, and it would cause her to vomit.

He endured the surging qi and blood on his head, and finally sighed, held her trembling shoulders with his big hand, and said seriously, "Shallow, I don't want to repeat the truth that should be told to you, you are still young, it is not terrible to make mistakes occasionally, as long as you can recognize your mistakes in time and correct them in time, I won't blame you, and your sister won't blame you, your life is still very long, you shouldn't limit your vision to the present, wait for you to stand in a higher place in the future, see more scenery, and naturally meet better people, I am your family, not someone you can love, do you understand?" ”

Jiang Qian closed his red teary eyes and suppressed the bitterness in his eyes.

She didn't understand.

Why does it have to be a mistake to like him?

She has never had the luxury of wanting to be with him, she has never had the luxury of wanting him to love her, she has always carefully guarded this unspeakable mind, but she didn't hide it for a while, and Lu Qingshi found out.

"I'm not wrong," she cried with her eyes closed, not daring to open her eyes to look at him, her thin and soft voice was tearful, "I just fell in love with someone who couldn't have loved me...... I wasn't wrong......"

Lu Qingshi looked at her obsessed appearance, and only felt that his heart was on fire.

The Adam's apple rolled depressively.

He forcibly suppressed his anger, but his eyebrows became deeper and deeper, "Then you tell me, you think it's not wrong, what are you going to do next?" ”

Jiang Qian's breath trembled, his slender eyelashes trembled because of crying, and his fair little face was full of interlaced tears.

Lu Qingshi said word by word, "Listen, when your sister wakes up, I will propose to her, we will get married, we will live together, we will have a child, and we will form a complete family together, I ask you, if you can't wake up in time, what are you going to do then?" ”

His words were clear and powerful, and every word was cruelly cutting open her heart and asking her what she was going to do.

It was quiet in the carriage.

Both brothers and sisters are a little uncalm at the moment.

Lu Qingshi lowered the window of the car, and the wet and cold wind poured in, accompanied by the rain that was pouring down in the middle of the night, wetting the sleeve of his shirt on one side.

The cold water was close to his arm, but it could not pour out the fire in his heart.

Lu Qingshi restarted the car.

Jiang shallow shrunk on the seat, her crying eyes were full of mist, she wrapped her hands around her knees, buried her little head in it, and cried for a while.

Lu Qingshi ignored her.

After a long time, she heard her hoarse and dull voice, "I know that you won't love me, I won't pester you, bother you, and won't cause you trouble, as long as you and your sister are happy, it doesn't matter what I do, anyway, I will never get married for the rest of my life." ”

The blood vessels on Lu Qingshi's arms are all bulging.

His brow was gloomy like water.

"Okay," he nodded.

The deep night came in from the window, and there was a cold wind and cold rain, his cold and hard eyebrow bones did not have a trace of temperature, and his tone was very calm, "I know." ”

Jiang Qian didn't know what he meant by this, she thought he would be angry at her and angry, but he didn't.

Ten minutes later, the car drove into the community and braked sharply in the underground garage.

Jiang Qian curled up on the seat all the way, and his whole body was numb.

Lu Qingshi pushed open the driver's door expressionlessly and stood next to the car waiting for her.

Jiang Qian didn't have the courage to let him help her, so he could only move his numb toes and move out of the car little by little.

Lu Qingshi saw that her feet were numb, and he really didn't walk over to help her like before, or simply pick her up.

He just accommodated the speed at which she walked, slowing his pace slightly.

When she arrived at the elevator room, Jiang Qian felt that her tears had dried up, and she stubbornly turned her back to her brother, "You don't have to send me, I can go back by myself." ”

Lu Qingshi lowered his eyes and looked at the back of her head, "You misunderstood, I came back today just to get my luggage." ”

Jiang Qian's heart, which was full of holes, suddenly seemed to be hollowed out again.

Flesh and blood flowed vaguely.

She tried to ignore the numb pain of her heart, and the corners of her lips pulled into a pale and feeble smile, "Where are you moving?" ”

"Tianxia International." Lu Qingshi replied to her, "It's close to the sanatorium, and after your sister is discharged from the hospital, her body still needs to recuperate, so it's convenient to live closer and go back and forth." ”

Jiang Qian knew that Lu Qingshi had a lot of houses, she didn't know where the world was located, she only felt that the vast sea was so big, and she seemed to have become alone again.

When she was a child, her parents died, and she and her sister depended on each other, but it didn't take long for her sister to fall into a coma, and she was picked up by Lu Qingshi again. www.

Now, Lu Qingshi doesn't want her anymore. 818

The world is huge, but it seems that there is no place for her anywhere.

Jiang Qian smiled "um", tears in her eyes surged again, she looked up, looking at the huge advertisement above the elevator wall, her throat was so dry that she couldn't say a sentence completely, she could only use a breath voice, "I won't come back in the future, right?" ”