Lu Qingshi's calm gaze always fell on her back.

Looking at her slender shoulders trembling inpatiently, crying until her neck was slightly red, and her choked breathing, he could imagine how she was trying her best to suppress her crying at this moment.

He sighed, "In the future, as long as your sister misses you, we will come back to see you, and you are welcome to come to your sister at any time." ”

……

Jiang Qian didn't know how he got back to his home and how he got back to his bedroom.

The moment she closed the bedroom door, she was overwhelmed.

Her back was against the door, her back was sweaty, and her body had no strength, and she slid along the door panel and sat on the ground little by little.

Sister-in-law Qi was startled by the way she first entered the door, and thought that she was being bullied by something, but when she saw Lu Qing who came in behind her, Sister-in-law Qi was relieved.

She heard Sister-in-law Qi constantly talking to Lu Qingshi through the door panel, probably praising her for being well-behaved and obedient, Sister-in-law Qi saw her crying like this, thinking that the brother and sister had quarreled, and tried to act as an adhesive, Jiang Qian buried her head in her knees and cried silently.

She didn't hear what Lu Qingshi said, but it didn't take long for her to hear the sound of the next room, the wheels of the suitcase rolling. www.

"What are you, sir?" Sister-in-law Qi was stunned.

Lu Qingshi stopped and explained a few words to Sister-in-law Qi, Sister-in-law Qi opened her mouth, surprised that she wanted to keep it, but she had no position.

There was regret in her eyes.

Lu Qingshi gave her a triple salary increase, and Sister-in-law Qi also promised that she would take good care of Jiang Qian.

Lu Qingshi left.

Jiang Qian continued to sit on the ground, and the last sound of the door closing knocked on the bloody place in her heart.

There seemed to be thousands of ants in her body gnawing and tearing her apart, and she couldn't tell the difference between pain and despair, which one was more.

She sat like this all night.

His eyes were empty.

The mind is also empty.

……

Time passed day by day, and the days slowly flowed in the torment day after day.

Jiang Qian didn't see Lu Qingshi again.

In the past month, Jiang Qian asked himself countless times if he had any regrets.

Did she regret that night, she didn't bow her head to Lu Qingshi.

If she had been willing to go down the steps he had given him, he would still be her brother, and they would still have acted as if nothing had happened between them, and things would not have come to this point.

But such a question is destined to have no answer.

Jiang Qian goes to work and gets off work every day, and spends her spare time reading, and she doesn't go out with Xiao Jiang on weekends to play blindly, she buries her head in the study, only by keeping herself completely busy, she has no time to think about it, and doesn't let memories stab herself.

She also forced herself to stop paying attention to who Sister-in-law Qi was talking to on the phone every night, and what she said, sometimes she heard a sentence or two on the way to the kitchen to pour water, but she didn't hear it, anyway, her heart was already numb with pain.

Lu Qingshi put a lot of money in her bank account, so big that even if she didn't work for the rest of her life, it would be enough for her to squander her money.

He didn't leave a message for her.

WeChat, text messages, phone calls, bank reminder messages, did not leave a word for her.

But Jiang Qian understood what he meant.

He wanted her to behave for herself.

That's what he meant by that "yes, I got it" that night.

She refused to put away her love for him, so he had to take what he thought was right.

Avoid it.

Make a clean break.

Jiang Qian lowered her head, her hand propped up on the corner of the desk, and the blood vessels on her slender and white arm were clearly visible.

She smiled bitterly, smiled and smiled, and tears appeared in the corners of her eyes.

The tears were wiped away by her smile.

She felt pain in her hands, in her heart, in her head, and everywhere in her body.

It's like a doll with a heart hollowed out, and when the heart is gone, she can't live well.

After Lu Qingshi left, this study basically became a place where she occupied all her time except for sleeping and eating, and she liked to stay here after reading a book, even if she didn't do anything, just in a daze.

Lu Qingshi only took away his usual laptop and pen, and didn't take anything else, Jiang Qian touched the rows of neatly stacked books on the bookshelf when he was bored, and after a month, she could even remember how many books there were in which row from left to right, and which books were placed in which rows, she could always find them at a glance.

Her life was silent, as if that was all that was left.

One time when she opened the drawer, she saw the black brocade box again, and the turquoise crescent moon pendant inside.

She had never heard Lu Qingshi say the source of this jade pendant before, but this kind of children's toy can be treasured by him so well, thinking that it has a special meaning for him, Jiang Qian thought that when he thought so much, he touched the rough lines of the pendant, imagining that it was the rough lines of his palm, missing the bones and piercing the intestines, not giving her half a chance to breathe, touching and touching, tears will fall irrepressibly.

Later, she cried and hung the jade pendant around her neck, put it in the innermost part of her clothes, the cool pendant, close to her heart, she would not even take off the bath, and she had to touch it for a long time every night to fall asleep.

That was the only way she could deceive herself and pretend that Lu Qingshi was still by her side. 818

In the past month, sister-in-law Qi has tried her best to make food for her, but she can only watch her lose weight.

Jiang Qian was already thin, and he didn't eat much for a month, but now he is as thin as skin and bones, and he will fall down when the wind blows.

Sister-in-law Qi was so anxious, for fear that Jiang Qian would get sick if she continued like this, she secretly called Lu Qingshi, but Lu Qingshi didn't come to see her, and only explained a few words to Sister-in-law Qi to make something she liked to eat.

Sister-in-law Qi really can't understand what can make the brother and sister quarrel like this, Mr. loved Qianqian in the past, and if she was coquettish, Mr. would be able to promise her everything, if she cried, even if she made a mistake and cried, Mr. could continue to spoil her after educating Qianqian.

Just left Qianqian here and ignored it, and Sister-in-law Qi was distressed.

But about the master's family, sister-in-law Qi didn't dare to say more, and she didn't dare to persuade more.

The turning point happened one night.

Jiang Qian had just gone to the sanatorium to see her sister during the day, and was reading in the study at night, when Sister-in-law Qi hurriedly knocked on the door and came in, "Shallow!" Change your clothes! Good news, the nursing home just called to say your sister woke up! ”