She was awake and remembered everything.

After sleeping for half a year, the medicinal properties of the mandala have been cleared in her body, and the realities that are entangled with the illusion are gradually clearly presented in her mind.

He didn't marry her, but sent her out as an elder brother, he watched her marry Li Yao, the night of the wedding, she lived alone in her master bedroom, and saw the study of the villa next door lit up all night.

That night, she cried for a long time under the quilt, crying and numbing herself, trying to convince herself that it was her wedding night with him, even if they were so far apart, even if they could no longer be together, she slept with the quilt, imagining the warmth of the quilt as a sense of security in his arms, so she half-coaxed and half-deceived herself, crying and ending her wedding night.

She knelt quietly in the ancestral hall for a long time, looking at the black tablet standing there silently like her, the light and shadow were silent, her eyes fell on the three big characters "Lu Qingshi" on the top, and she couldn't move away for a long time.

Then she stepped forward and wiped the fine dust off the tablet with the brand-new silk handkerchief in her hand.

The tablet was very clean, and at a glance she knew that the servants must have cleaned it often, but she knew that he had a habit of cleanliness, and she took care of it herself, and he must be a little happier.

Jiang Qian thought that in her memory, she and him had just separated, but in fact, he had already left her for a year and two months.

She wiped the dust, and the handkerchief was not withdrawn, she held it in the palm of her hand, and her fingers delicately traced his name on the tablet, just as she had touched his signature countless times in the years of her endless crush on him when she was a child.

There was a deep affection in those beautiful black eyes.

"Brother, I'm sorry," she smiled, but clear tears rolled down her face, her eyelashes drooped, and she sighed and spoke, "Do you blame me for marrying someone else?" ”

It was quiet in the ancestral hall.

The light and shadow are also very dark.

All the lights were turned off, except for a few permanent lamps burning in front of the incense table.

The warm flame flickered slightly, the light jumped in her tearful eyes, her throat choked badly, her plain white little hands were clenched into fists, propped up on the incense case, her breath trembled violently, and it was difficult to sentence for a while. m.

She knew he wouldn't answer her.

He would never answer her again.

But she didn't notice that just as she was crying and closing her eyes, the breeze from the garden poured in from the window lattice, with the scent of earthy grass, and the wind was silent and gentle, brushing the hair that fell from her forehead, and her earlobes, softly, quietly, as if they had kissed her silently.

If there is no hatred in the eyes of the church, you don't believe that there is a white head in the world.

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Jiang Qian went to the parent-teacher meeting of Lu Zhiling's school in the afternoon.

I communicated with the teacher about Lu Zhiling's learning, the learning environment of M country is much more relaxed than that of Huaguo, when Lu Zhiling first came in the first half of the year, he couldn't keep up with his studies, but fortunately, the Lu family has always asked for a tutor, and the little guy has to be strong, and slowly, the grades can also be squeezed into the class.

The head teacher asked Jiang Qian to rest assured, she didn't have to care too much about the child's grades, she felt that Lu Zhiling was a very potential child, and when she adapted to the learning atmosphere and rhythm of Huaguo, her grades would definitely catch up.

Jiang Qian actually didn't care too much about Lu Zhiling's performance ranking, her educational philosophy all came from Lu Qingshi, a girl's self-esteem is sensitive and fragile, she never does percussive education, how far Lu Zhiling can go in the future, what she wants to do is all up to her own mind, and she also has the selfishness of being a mother, the money that Lu Qingshi left to their mother and daughter can't be spent in this life, even if her Zhiling really doesn't succeed in the future, at least the money and real estate can support all her confidence in the second half of her life. www.

Jiang Qian stayed in the VIP room of the kindergarten for a long time that day, and talked a lot with the head teacher and the principal, and Seventeen waited until it was almost dark to see her come out accompanied by the principal, and quickly opened the rear door of Bentley.

"Mrs. Lu, thank you for your support to our kindergarten, you have just recovered from a serious illness, and let you bother to talk to us so much, we all remember, tomorrow I will ask people to write out the rectification plan, and after I review it here, I will give it to you."

This kindergarten is owned by the Lu Group, the director of the kindergarten is 10,000 respectful to Jiang Qian, Jiang Qian smiled, "Don't be so anxious, just give it to me within three days, the education model of the kindergarten is important, but safety education can not be ignored, the children are lively, although there will inevitably be friction between classes, you should pay more attention to the teacher, many things are not simply to stop the conflict, let the children shake hands and make peace, the children in the large class are already about five years old, even if the parents at home do not teach the classmates to respect and love each other, Teaching children to live in harmony is part of classroom education. ”

The director said yes again and again.

Cold sweat oozed from his forehead.

She was very grateful to Jiang Qian for not breaking it in front of her and saving face for her, because she knew very well that Jiang Qian was referring to the conflict between Lu Zhiling and her table mate because of an eraser a few days ago.

Lu Zhiling's little boy at the same table borrowed Lu Zhiling's eraser, laughed and didn't pay it back, Lu Zhiling asked him to return it with a serious face, but the little boy just didn't pay it back, in fact, the teacher noticed it at that time, but felt that the situation was not serious, and he didn't care about the little boy after orally educating the little boy, who expected that the little boy would not care when he saw the teacher, and became more and more bold, and even told Lu Zhiling that he only asked him, and then said that he was a wild child without a father and returned the eraser to her, Lu Zhiling directly smashed the entire pencil case on the little boy's head.

Jiang Qian got into the car, and looked at the director outside the car, she was sitting in the 10 million-level car, looking condescendingly at the trembling director outside the car, her tone was calm, "The Lu family has invested at least 50 million in you, although Mr. Lu hopes that you will run the school rigorously, fairly and justly, but I only have one daughter Lu Zhiling, if there is a next time for such a thing, Director Yang, you can resign." ”

Director Yang didn't dare to say a word, but kept promising that he would work hard, and then the black Bentley door closed in front of her eyes.

For dinner, she accompanied Lu Zhenting and Lu Zhiling to eat.

Jiang Qian made egg yolk pumpkin and whitebait soup for Lu Zhiling, although she has not done these dishes over the years, but in this long dream, Lu Qingshi has made them for her countless times, and she followed the steps in her memory, and it can be counted as seventy-seven-eighty-eight.

Lu Zhiling ate very happily.

She poured a little liquor for Lu Zhenting, and also poured a little for herself, the old man was old, she didn't let him drink too much, just thanked him for taking care of Lu Zhiling, and said that although Lu Zhiling is a girl, she has been stubborn since she was a child, and it is difficult to raise her heart, so please take care of him more.