There are no girls in the three generations of the Lu family, she actually doesn't want Lu Zhiling to receive a rigorous education like Lu Qingshi, as long as the girls grow up happily, there are also many outstanding aspiring young people in the Lu family, and they will not let such a big family business of the Lu Group be inherited.

Lu Zhenting saw that she was in a particularly good spirit today, naturally he agreed to whatever she said, and after dinner, he pulled her to play two chess games in the study, and Jiang Qian lost to him without accident, Lu Zhenting laughed and asked her if there was any happy event that she didn't tell him today.

Jiang Qian said no.

After playing two chess games, she sent Lu Zhenting back to the room, and the old man walked into the door with a cane, and then turned around again, "Girl, I'm really happy to see you put it down, as long as people look forward, the days will always get better and better." ”

Jiang Qian smiled slightly and said, "I know, it's not early, you rest early." ”

Lu Zhenting nodded, and also asked her to go back to sleep early.

Then he slowly closed the door.

In the hallway, there was silence.

After Lu Zhenting closed the door, Jiang Qian still stood there for a long time.

The lights were dim, and no one could see the reddening of her eyes beneath her hair.

No one saw her, and after standing there for three minutes, she knelt down against the old man's door and kowtowed to him three times.

......

Back in the bedroom, the maid just took Lu Zhiling to take a bath, the mother and daughter were lying on the same bed, Lu Zhiling nested in her arms, Jiang Qian hadn't slept with her for a long time, and the mother and daughter talked for a long time.

Lu Zhiling was also in a very good mood today, she couldn't sleep for a long time, she asked Jiang Qian what kind of person her father was, because in Lu Zhiling's memory, she almost never saw Lu Qingshi, the only two impressions, the first time was on the day she sneaked out of the kindergarten to find Mommy, she was carried into the car by a very handsome uncle, the uncle gave her a chocolate cake, and told her not to hide from Mommy to run around alone, she asked her uncle if she could invite him to eat chocolate cake next time, but the uncle said, they are not related, there is no need to meet again, and Lu Zhiling only learned later that the handsome uncle was her father. 818

Later, it was when she was injured by a child who pushed down the slide, her father gave her a blood transfusion, and when Uncle Li Yao came to see her, her father got up and said goodbye, she asked her father if she would never see him again, and her father only said at the time, "If there is fate, they will meet again." ”

She was young at the time, and she didn't understand what adults meant when they said this, which basically meant that they would never see him again, she only thought that her father had promised her that she would see him again, but since then, she has never had the opportunity to see him.

Lu Zhiling often blamed herself during the time when Jiang Qian was asleep, if she could have known that Lu Qingshi was her father earlier, she should have said a few more words to her father, hugged her father more, and then told him that in fact, she has always missed him, although she has hated, but this hatred cannot be compared with love at all, if her father knows that she loves him very much, so when he leaves, he should also comfort a little, right?

Jiang Qian hugged Lu Zhiling's gentle and soft little body, stroked her soft forehead with her fingertips, she was silent for a while before answering her, "Dad is the person who loves me the most in the world, he satisfies all my fantasies about love and partner, Mommy was taken care of by Dad and grew up, so Mommy fell in love with Dad when she was very young, if it wasn't for saving me, Dad wouldn't have left us so early." ”

Lu Zhiling blinked his eyes wide.

Regarding the love story of her parents, in fact, she has heard Aunt Bai Yuan say some things, so she also knows a rough idea, Dad can not even want his life for Mommy, it must be very loving, otherwise how could it be such a high cliff, Dad didn't want to jump down directly?

"Mommy, Zhiling will be like you in the future, and find someone who loves me like Dad loves you."

Jiang Qian smiled and patted the top of her head, "Well, when the time comes, Mommy and Dad will bless you." ”m.

Where can Lu Zhiling understand the meaning of this sentence, her mother's embrace is warm, she put her head in again, and then heard Jiang Qian's gentle voice, "In the future, you must listen to Grandpa's words, Grandpa Tai is old and can't stand being scared, don't be naughty all the time, okay?" ”

Lu Zhiling nodded obediently, and opened her mouth in a milky voice, "Mommy, Zhiling is so well-behaved, Zhiling can listen to grandpa, grandpa let Zhiling learn to play chess, Zhiling now knows Ma and general!" ”

Jiang Qian smiled softly.

Fingers caressed the little guy's chubby little face, and after a few seconds, she said "um", "Of course Mommy knows that Zhiling is the smartest......"

She paused in her tone, and there was a choked throat in her throat, which made her have to slow down for a few seconds, "Mommy is saying that in the future, if Mommy is not by Zhiling's side if there is something in the future, Zhiling must listen to Grandpa Tai, and also listen to Uncle Li Yao's words, Mommy hopes that you will live happily for the rest of your life, even if you don't get good grades in the class, it doesn't matter, if you don't have good grades, you must be excellent, in Mommy's eyes, Zhiling is already very powerful, so you don't need to compare with other children." ”

Lu Zhiling raised his head ignorantly and looked at Jiang Qian.

She thought Mommy was so strange today.

Why do you want to say so many strange things to her?

But she was very sleepy again, and her eyelids drooped after her mouth was pulled twice.

Jiang Qian kissed her forehead, holding back the tears in her eyes, "Good, go to sleep, Mommy will sleep with you." ”

Lu Zhiling pouted in satisfaction, the little fat hand wrapped around Jiang Qian's neck, and when she closed her eyes, she was still muttering in her mouth, "Mommy, Zhiling is going to eat egg yolk pumpkin tomorrow......"

Jiang Qian was still holding her, and her little daughter's soft body was attached to her arms, which was her only concern and warmth in this world.

She tried her best to suppress the tremors in her body.

Where Lu Zhiling couldn't see, her tears rolled down irrepressibly.

This time, she didn't answer her.

The light and shadow were dim, and she quietly watched the sleeping face of her daughter in her arms, and she didn't take her eyes off once until she fell asleep.

Then she lowered her head, gently, affectionately, and kissed Lu Zhiling's forehead one last time.

Tears slipped silently, her breath trembled, she was reluctant, she was distressed, but she couldn't help it.

I'm sorry, Mommy isn't a good mother.

On such a day, Mommy really can't bear it.

In the future, when you grow up, you will forget Mommy......

Jiang hugged her for a long time with red eyes, until the clock on the wall passed midnight, today is the winter solstice of Huaguo, according to the rules, there is no servant in the old mansion to keep vigil today, she helped Lu Zhiling cover the quilt, and then walked out of bed, walked to the cloakroom, opened the drawer, and saw the white medicine bottle.

There are still more than forty mandalas left in it.