Chapter 65: Never After
"So later, after Chang Rong died, you and Deng Qingrong moved to the place where they lived later, and the rumors around you that you didn't find a partner and didn't get married were also deliberately spread by Deng Qingrong for the same purpose?" Huo Yan asked.
Ning Shuyi actually wanted to ask this question, but she was a girl after all, and she really couldn't ask it in front of Chang Junchao herself, but fortunately, Huo Yan also thought of this and asked it for her.
"Yes." Chang Junchao shook his head slowly, "Because I was twenty-seven or eighteen at that time, and when other people's children reached this age, the old people in the family couldn't help but urge marriage, and Deng Qingrong was so calm that it couldn't do it, which would make people feel a little abnormal."
In order to let others not think that she had a problem, she simply made up a rumor that could definitely be solved once and for all.
You can't imagine what a humiliating feeling it is to be a normal adult man when everyone around you looks at you with that strange eye! ”
"You planned to kill Deng Qingrong from that time?"
"No, I really didn't think about killing her at that time." Chang Junchao denied Ning Shuyi's speculation, "What I wanted to do most at that time, but I didn't muster up the courage to do, was suicide." ”
He raised his eyes to look at Ning Shuyi, and then at Huo Yan: "You two, you should be the kind of people who have a very happy family, right?"
In fact, it can be seen that only those who have been cared for and raised by their parents will have the confident look that the two of you seem.
I've always envied you in such a state, and I wish I could have this kind of calm and confident feeling, but I don't.
Since I was a child, I have been instilled with a concept by Deng Qingrong and the two of them, that is, I am an unsuccessful person, only the two of them do not dislike it, and are willing to feed me and give me food and clothing, otherwise I will have to die on the street. ”
After saying this, he sneered and laughed: "Ridiculous? In the beginning, they were afraid that one day I would leave them because my wings were stiff, and they left them alone, and they desperately hit me, making me feel that I would not be productive.
After that, they thought I was unproductive and couldn't make a lot of money, so let the two of them live that kind of life of eating and drinking!
It's just that if I pour too much of that ecstasy soup, my brain will be soaked.
When I grew up, I knew that what they said was not the truth, and that everything I am doing now was caused by them, but I still felt unconfident from the bottom of my heart, self-loathing, and very pessimistic and hopeless about the future.
I've had a brief moment of happiness too.
It's just that after Deng Qingrong ran away, it didn't take long for Chang Rong's injuries to get worse and worse, she didn't leave me money, and I had no way to send Chang Rong to the hospital for treatment, so I could only watch him get worse day by day, and soon died. ”
Speaking of Chang Rong's death, Chang Junchao did not show any sadness, but his tone revealed a little relaxation.
"It was a time when I had never experienced any lightness." He seemed to be reminiscing about a good experience, "Although Deng Qingrong took all the money away, not only the 500,000 cash she hid, but also the living expenses that she asked me to pay her every month over the years."
But I'm not worried at all because I'm young, I have a job, and I'm going to have an income every month.
As long as I think that from now on, I will feed the whole family alone and not be hungry, I will never have to face her again, and listen to her hit me, my heart will not mention how happy I am, and during that period of time, I feel that every day when I open my eyes, the sun is so much brighter than usual! ”
"May I interject?" Although Ning Shuyi couldn't bear it, he still opened his mouth to interrupt Chang Junchao's only remaining good memories, "Why did Deng Qingrong cancel Chang Rong's compensation after withdrawing cash, and always carry cash with him?" ”
"Because she's scared!" Chang Junchao snorted, "She is afraid that the matter of stealing other people's children will be discovered, and people want to find her and Chang Rong, in case there is really such a day, people will not only snatch the child back, but also make her lose money!"
So except for no way, for example, Chang Rong and I are working outside, and we always have a salary card, so we have to go to the bank to open an account, she doesn't allow us to have other bank accounts.
Even when I usually pay rent and the like, she only asks me to take the money to the bank to transfer money, and I am not allowed to transfer money, for fear that I will leave some more traces and be accidentally found by my original family. ”
Speaking of his original family, Chang Junchao once again red-eyed: "I actually hesitated, I wanted to commit suicide, but I was unwilling, I wanted to find a reason to live, but I couldn't find it."
At this time, Deng Qingrong didn't know where she heard that the daughter she gave away was also in W City, so she inquired about the situation of others.
At that time, I already wanted to put my heart on the horizon, forget it when I died, even if I died, it would be happier than living with Deng Qingrong.
But as soon as she looked for her daughter, I hesitated again.
I'm still alive, Deng Qingrong wants to drag others into the water again, if I die, she doesn't even have any hope of me, what kind of stalking will her daughter be, I don't dare to think about it!
I know I'm not going to have a big deal in my life, but I don't want others to fall into my fire.
So I temporarily put aside the idea of suicide, and tried my best to coax Deng Qingrong to be happy, buy her what she liked, and hope that she would not harass the other party.
It's a pity that I can't persuade her, looking at how she threatens her daughter who hasn't been raised for a day since she was born, I suddenly realized a problem - if I die, she will definitely harm others, and if you want everyone to be free, she can only die! ”
Deng Qingrong had already died tragically in a big lump of cement, and now that Chang Junchao said this, it would not surprise Ning Shuyi and Huo Yan.
It's just that judging from Chang Junchao's narrative, Deng Qingrong pushed him violently in the vacillation of whether he committed suicide or not, making Chang Junchao give up the idea of suicide, but pushed the tip of the knife to herself.
"So you bought cement and went back, ready to kill her?" Ning Shuyi flipped through the information at hand, "From the time you bought the cement and laid the groundwork with the landlord to renovate the bath, to the time when you actually killed Deng Qingrong, there was still a period of time in between."
Why didn't you attack Deng Qingrong during that time? Is the time not yet ripe? ”
"Not exactly." Chang Junchao shook his head, "I'm not the kind of demon who kills people without blinking, for me, although I hate Deng Qingrong, it's not easy for me to kill people, and I can't do it."
So at that time, I thought, if it really doesn't work, I'll go back to myself! Deng Qingrong can find her own daughter, if I can also find my original family, then I will go away and go back to find my relatives!
As a result, I finally deduced my origin based on the bits and pieces of information I had heard from them over the years, and called the police over there to try to see if I could find my relatives, but I was told that there was no one left at home!
My family was killed by Deng Qingrong! ”