Chapter 66: Abnormal Status
Speaking of the tragic experience of their real family members after the loss of their children, Ning Shuyi and Huo Yan both thought that Chang Junchao would have strong emotional fluctuations.
However, he was just like a pool of stagnant water, and even the little emotional ups and downs when he talked about his hatred for Deng Qingrong before were gone.
"I don't have any hope anymore, I thought I was a loser who was not welcomed and accepted by anyone, but it turned out to be like this."
In a tone so flat that he couldn't hear a trace of emotional fluctuations, he said calmly: "My family tried their best to find me, but unfortunately, they are gone, and no one in this world has anything to expect from me anymore.
In this case, then I have nothing to fear, and even feel that if Deng Qingrong is still alive, not only will she continue to harm her own daughter, making people's family as miserable as me, let her live like this, and be sorry for my dead family."
"What would you have done if the thief hadn't broken in?" Huo Yan asked.
Chang Junchao shook his head: "I didn't think about it so much, originally what I thought in my mind was that Deng Qingrong had to die, as for where I could go and how I would live after she died, I didn't think about it at all, I just felt that no matter what, it couldn't be worse than the original."
I wanted to seal her in cement, and then I ran far away, to a place where no one knew me, a small place, and take the 500,000 yuan, whether it was renting a house or buying a house, and living alone.
But then I thought that I didn't have a fake identity, I usually worked honestly, and I didn't know the kind of person who could get me a fake identity, and I had only seen that kind of plot on TV.
So I'm also very confused, I don't know where I can go and how I can live my life.
After killing Deng Qingrong and the unlucky thief who crashed in, I was locked up in the house alone for four or five days.
In those days, I didn't dare to turn on the lights, and I didn't dare to make a sound, for fear that the neighbors would find out that there were people at home, and I couldn't sleep all night by myself, and sometimes I fell asleep, and I would wake up at most ten or twenty minutes, and my mind was full of thoughts about where I could go.
I didn't dare to go far for fear of being discovered.
I don't know what the point of hiding like this is, how long am I going to hide, and what will I do in the future......
He hung his head a little tired and frustrated, and exhaled slowly, "My whole body is twisted. I don't think it's interesting to live, and I don't want to die like that.
On the one hand, I feel that I have given up for killing people, and on the other hand, I feel that Deng Qingrong has ruined my life, my family is all because of her, and she is innocent of death at my hands, so why should I pay for her life......
He stopped talking again and took a deep breath: "So it's good to be like this now, I don't know what to do next, there is no direction, you have caught me and made a choice for me.
No matter what I say, I also untied one of my knots before I died, knowing that my family didn't abandon me because they disliked me, they cared about me and paid so much to find me!
And I also avenged them, Deng Qingrong harmed my family and hurt me for a lifetime, and I also served her for half my life......
It is not a loss for her to die at my hand."
Regarding his crimes, Chang Junchao can be said to be unreserved, and he confessed his guilt very well, so that his interrogation went very smoothly.
Finally after dealing with this, Ning Shuyi and Huo Yan walked out of the interrogation room and went back to the office to continue to deal with the follow-up paperwork, and they were busy until the evening.
Ning Shuyi's mood is very complicated, although it is said that killing people and sealing people in the bath with cement can be regarded as cruel means, but considering Chang Junchao's personal experience, people can't help but feel a little embarrassed in their hearts.
Huo Yan was the same, his mood was also very low, he was silently handling the work at hand, and he didn't say a word from beginning to end, even when Ning Shuyi talked to him, he just responded with words like "um" or "good".
Ning Shuyi also felt his strangeness, and couldn't help but be in between work
Pay more attention to him.
When the two of them finally finished the work at hand, Ning Shuyi sat at the table and let out a long breath, and the whole person had a sense of contradiction that was both relaxed and heavy.
A vicious murder case that seems to be of a bad nature and has few clues can be solved in just a few days, which is definitely a level that can be praised by the team.
When a case comes to light, it will always make people breathe a sigh of relief.
But all that Chang Junchao has experienced, as well as the process of him stepping onto this dead end step by step, make people can't help but feel panicked in their hearts.
Just when she was distracted by herself, Huo Yan on the side suddenly stood up and walked out without saying a word.
Ning Shuyi had noticed that his state seemed to be a little wrong, and his mood was very low, considering the advice that Dong Brigade had given her before, she silently paid attention to all this.
Now seeing Huo Yan walking out without saying a word, she hurriedly got up and chased out.
"Where are you going?" She quickly caught up with Huo Yan and asked with concern.
Huo Yan didn't respond at first, as if he didn't hear it, he just walked out, and when he got downstairs, he found that Ning Shuyi was still following him, and he was slightly stunned: "What are you following?"
"If you leave without saying a word, I have to know what you're going to do, right?" Ning Shuyi replied.
"Find a place to run." Huo Yan looked at Ning Shuyi with no expression on his face, with an attitude that he was sure that she would turn around and walk away when she heard this, and issued an invitation without sincerity, "Do you want to go with you?"
"Okay! I told you to help me improve my physical fitness, then you have to go for a run, how can I be lazy!" Ning Shuyi was stunned for a moment, and he could see that Huo Yan was trying to persuade himself to retreat.
Subjectively, she also wanted to turn her head and go back, but Huo Yan's whole state was wrong now, and she felt that she couldn't rest assured, and it might be safer for her to follow, so she could only say big things.
Huo Yan didn't expect Ning Shuyi to not back down, and he didn't want to say anything, so he had to signal her to get in the car together, and the two drove away from the Public Security Bureau and drove all the way to the vicinity of a university.
This is a sports college in the city, not far from the Public Security Bureau, the campus is open management, and does not restrict personnel access, on weekdays after dinner, there will be many residents living around, the campus as a good place to walk and exercise.
However, it was not early at this time, it was almost nine o'clock in the evening, and the residents had already dispersed, and there were still many sports students exercising on the sports field.