Zhai Yujiang was already frozen in the snow at this time, and his whole person couldn't stop shivering, and followed Huo Yan and Ning Shuyi downstairs to the car, and the warm air blew for a while before it eased a little.

Despite this, his face was still blue, and he didn't know if it was because of the cold, or because he had suffered too much damage today.

"Where?" Huo Yan asked him, "Find a place outside, or go back to your house?"

Zhai Yujiang hesitated a little, and after some struggle, he finally made up his mind: "Don't go home, there is still a housekeeping aunt at home."

Although she has been in my family for three or four years, she is an outsider in the final analysis, and I don't want these things in my family to become a conversation between her and her next employer or other housekeepers."

Huo Yan nodded, indicating that he understood what he meant, and looked at Ning Shuyi again.

Although he grew up in the mayor, most of the time he was either in a welfare home in the suburbs or lived in a school.

In terms of his living conditions in the past, he really didn't have the spare money and leisure time to go around the city, and then left the city, so he was basically not much different from outsiders.

Is there a place near here where they can talk in a warm room and a convenient place to talk, so he can't find it.

Ning Shuyi is not a person who likes to go out and play, her biggest hobby was to read books at home in her spare time after work and stay quietly.

But she soon had an idea.

"Let's find a good KTV!" She said to Huo Yan, "The soundproofing of that place is good, and when other rooms around us sing, no one can hear what we are talking about in the cubicle."

As she spoke, she glanced at Zhai Yujiang in the back seat: "If you don't feel happy over there and want to cry, let go of crying, as soon as the music is played, no one can hear it, don't worry about what others will think and think."

Zhai Yujiang nodded in agreement almost immediately.

Ning Shuyi searched the nearby KTV and found a one that seemed to be relatively large, and when he got there, it was hard to find a parking lot at the door, and the business was very good.

The three of them opened a private room, and Huo Yan looked at Zhai Yujiang who had not yet recovered and asked for a pot of hot tea.

The tea was served, the waiter pushed it out, and Zhai Yujiang poured a cup of hot tea that was a little hot into his stomach, and the tears that might have been frozen outside just now melted and burst out.

Ning Shuyi silently chose a song with a strong rhythm and broadcast it, Zhai Yujiang's voice was covered by the singing, which made him relax a lot, first whimpering, and then almost crying.

It was the first time that Ning Shuyi had seen a man crying like this, and there was nothing she and Huo Yan could do at this time, so they could only wait patiently on the side.

After crying for a while, Zhai Yujiang's mood finally stabilized again, he was like a fish that had just come out of the water, and it was like he had finished a marathon, leaning on the back of the sofa exhausted, panting with his mouth open.

"Thank you." After a while, he opened his mouth and said to the two of them in a hoarse voice, "I have been all day today, and after I knew that Lili had an accident, my chest was like being pressed by a big stone, and I couldn't breathe, and the whole person was confused, feeling that all my emotions had been cut off by someone, I couldn't laugh, I couldn't cry, and I couldn't get angry and angry.

When I got home, the more I thought about it, the more I felt that I had failed in vain, and that I only had the thought of death in my head......

"Then why didn't you commit suicide in your own home, and instead of running to the roof of the crime scene?" Ning Shuyi knew that asking this question sounded a little impersonal, but this was indeed the biggest doubt in her heart at the moment.

"Because I'm unwilling, I have so many things I can't figure out, I think if I die, I can see her again, just ask her to understand." Zhai Yujiang wiped his face and pulled the corners of his mouth self-deprecatingly, "Our home, to her, is a hotel, a hotel, and it has never been the place where she stays most often, or likes to stay.

When she was alive, she didn't like to go back to our home, and after she died, can I still expect her to suddenly fall in love with our home after she becomes a ghost

Can't you leave?!"

Ning Shuyi and Huo Yan glanced at each other, Zhai Yujiang had an emotional breakdown, and the previous forbearance and silence were finally broken, and this self-deprecation had also faintly revealed some problems between him and Hong Xinli.

"We heard from the informant that Hong Xinli is too tired to go back and forth to her home every day because of her work, so she occasionally lives in the small house at the scene of the crime?" Ning Shuyi asked.

Zhai Yujiang nodded: "That house was bought by her before marriage, and after marrying me, it was originally agreed that the house would be rented out, and she would live in our own house, but then she disagreed, saying that she would keep it for occasional rest."

At that time, I felt that my family was not bad at that amount of rent expenses, and I didn't have any opinions.

But I don't understand, obviously our house was bought after registering marriage according to her wishes, the location of the house was chosen by her, and the decoration style was also made by herself, but after moving in, she said that it was too far away from the workplace and inconvenient.

She lives by herself in the small house before marriage at every turn, I don't think it's a way, after all, her working hours are separated from me, which itself affects our husband and wife, not to mention that the child is so young, and she also needs her mother to take time to accompany her.

So I offered to sell the house we live in now and buy another apartment of similar size closer to her unit, but she didn't agree......

Zhai Yujiang put his fingers in his hair and grabbed his scalp, the expression on his face looked struggling and painful: "I feel like I will never know what her truest thoughts are in her heart!

She said she liked me, but I couldn't feel the slightest warmth she gave me, I felt that she didn't love me, and when our marriage was already in name only, she would suddenly become enthusiastic about me, but this enthusiasm didn't last long......

Every single one of them kept telling me that I wasn't worthy of her, that I wasn't worthy of her...... I struggle every day with this torment of coming and going, cold and hot.

Sometimes I can't help but wonder if she is with me just to be angry with her parents......

Today in your unit, you asked me about Lili, and I suddenly found that what I can say is no different from what outsiders can say.

As a husband, I don't want to say that I know the other side of my wife, and I can't even say whether my own wife loves me or not, whether she loves this family or not...... What a failure...... What a failure I was......