63. Confusion

said that he wanted to enter Beijing, with Yunqing's efficiency, he could walk with his feet up, the people left behind at home were used to it, and there was little difference between her absence and not, but this time it might take a little longer, Yun Qing said it specifically, everyone's reaction was very flat, and told her a few words lightly, just do what to do.

Yunqing went out, passing by Yangzhou by the way, to visit Lin Ruhai's family, after meeting, as soon as she said the destination, Jia Min was pleasantly surprised: "What a coincidence, I also want to go back to Beijing, I was worried that it would be too far away to communicate, and the real person was also going to the capital, let's just go together, and there was a response on the way." ”

"Has Lord Lin been transferred back to the capital to take up a post?" Yun Qing was a little puzzled, she remembered that Lin Ruhai in the book had been staying in Yangzhou since he was appointed as the Salt Patrol Imperial History, and had never left, could there be any change in him?

Seeing the Lin family, Yun Qing's doubts in her heart became bigger and bigger, it is said that after Zhen Yinglian stayed away from Xue Pan, she didn't dare to say that she would be happy, and it shouldn't be a doomed ending miserably, she thought that she was affected by "fate" and couldn't change it easily, but aren't Jia Min and Lin Moyu all right? In the original book of Red Mansions, both of them should be buried in the soil at this time, right, aren't they also alive now? How can their fate be changed? It's confusing.

With such a big mystery in her heart, Yun Qingzhen was really uncomfortable, silently recited the heart purification recipe a few times, and struggled to get hurt again, and she went to calculate the future of the Lin family, which gave her a lot of inspiration.

Jia Min and Lin Moyu's future is very ordinary, nothing special, but both of them have a catastrophe in their lives, and this catastrophe has passed, so they can have this ordinary life, Lin Ruhai also has a catastrophe, but this catastrophe is in the future, more Yunqing can't see clearly, but she has spoilers for the original book, so she naturally has some guesses, the most special is Lin Daiyu.

Generally speaking, Yunqing tells fortunes to people, whether it is looking at the past, or dividing the future auspicious and evil, in fact, there will be no too clear comments, but Lin Daiyu is not, she can clearly see that if Daiyu wants to have a safe and smooth life, except for her parents, no one with a foreign surname can see it, and she can't hear the crying.

Obviously, after all these years of conditioning, Lin Daiyu is now very healthy, and she rarely even has a headache and brain fever all year round, but whether it is looking at her appearance or counting eight characters, she is a sick and weak lifespan, and the real person does not match the number of lives at all.

In the Tao Te Ching, it is said that heaven and earth are not benevolent, and all things are used as dogs, but at the same time, heaven and earth are very benevolent, and he loves every living being in the world equally, and will not favor any one or another, nor will he deliberately target anyone; Zhou Yizhong also said that the avenue is fifty, the sky is forty-nine, and one person escapes, so no one is condemned to death in his life, whether it is good or bad, there is a certain range of fluctuations.

Just like Jia Min and Lin Moyu, there will be a catastrophe in their lives, this catastrophe, they can go through it by themselves, or they can get through the help of others, if they can't get by, then they will return to the underworld, and in the past, their future lives will be good and bad, all run by themselves, there is no saying that they must die in which year, this is the uncontrollable nature of fate.

But Zhen Yinglian is different from Lin Daiyu, their lives are like a set program, they must run according to the prescribed route, even if there is a deviation, they will always be corrected back to the original track, if they don't remove the power of correction, their fate will not change, they will only go down the established route until the end.

Thinking of this, Yun Qingyou rose into a sense of frustration, with her ability, can she really fight against the so-called "Mandate of Heaven"? It's not that she is arrogant, but she is self-aware, she is a little monk who relies on the pile of pills to build a foundation, even if she doesn't know who made this "destiny", maybe it is a police fairy, or it may be a more powerful existence, in short, it is not something that Yunqing can beat, she can't even see the faces of these existences, let alone fight against others.

There is even a possibility that all the efforts she has made, in the eyes of others, are just jumping off the beam clown's indiscretion, no matter how much she changes, as long as people don't flick it, everything will return to the original state, so that her efforts will be in vain and become a joke. If that's the case, what else is she struggling with?

Whether it's Lin Daiyu or Zhen Yinglian, what does it have to do with her? How did they do well, and what impact did it have on her? Since she can't change their fate and ending no matter what, why does she still have to run around? Wouldn't it be nice to just lie flat......

For a while, Yun Qing's heart was filled with all kinds of negative emotions, immersed in his own thoughts, until Jia Min pushed her, his face was colored, and asked, "What's wrong with the real person?" The complexion is so ugly, is there something difficult about it? If there is anything you ask, we are weak in computing power, and we can't help you in big things, but we can also help you come up with ideas, and it is better to have someone to discuss than to be stuffy in your heart. ”

Yun Qing smiled reluctantly and said perfunctorily: "Some things in cultivation can only be comprehended by myself, and others can't help." ”

Jia Min had no choice but to keep his mouth shut, refill the tea for Yun Qing, think about it, or persuade: "If there is anything you can't figure out, it's better to put it first, go and see the beautiful scenery, or taste the food, and the mood is relaxed, maybe you will have an epiphany." ”

Yunqing is not used to letting others worry about herself, so she nodded along with Jia Min's words, although she was still uncomfortable as if she was holding back a fire, she also temporarily turned her mind away and chatted with Jia Min for a few words, Jia Min asked her: "Let's enter Beijing, do you want to take the land route or the water route?" ”

Yun Qing paused, and didn't remember that he had promised to go with them, so he politely refused and said, "I'm going to visit a friend, and it's not easy for you to go on a journey, so let's go separately and see you in the capital." ”

Jia Min was a little disappointed, but when he thought that he would be able to meet after entering Beijing, he restrained his mood and no longer forced it, the two talked for a long time, and when Lin Ruhai got off work and had another meal together, Yunqing said goodbye and left.

Originally, he planned to enter Beijing, but because of the experience he had just gained, Yunqing didn't know what else he was going to do, and what was the point of going? She vaguely knew that she might have drilled the tip of the horns, but she just couldn't drill it out, and if she didn't sort out her thoughts clearly, she didn't think it would be useful to go to the capital, which would only make her more and more chaotic the more she thought about it.

Out of this consideration, she decided to find someone to guide her maze, she needed to find a senior to consult, blindly burying her head in hard work, except for killing brain cells and making herself more depressed, it would not have any effect, but who should she turn to? After thinking about it, a name came to her mind, and she immediately turned to him, hoping that he could give her some help.