64. Half figured it out
Ling Fengzi, is another friend of Yun Qing He Sihua, like He Sihua, he also found a beautiful valley to live in seclusion, the difference is that he doesn't like to be lonely, all five or six people in seclusion are accompanied, and occasionally he is interested, he will also walk to the world, see the world, and understand the flavor of life.
Ling Fengzi's Tao has many similarities with Yun Qing, and unlike He Sihua, who has a cold and hard temperament, Ling Fengzi has a gentle and transparent temperament, and treats people sincerely and frankly, so when Yun Qing has doubts in his heart, he will want to ask him for a solution.
Yun Qing, who was full of sorrow, didn't have much thought about detouring after talking to Ling Fengzi, and quickly got to the point, she said: "Ling Daoyou, let me ask you a question, if you meet someone and know that she will have a miserable life in the future, and you want to help her, but you find that no matter what you do, she will return to the old road in the end, and everything you do is useless, what will you do at this time?" ”
Ling Fengzi smiled slightly, even if Yun Qing's question had no beginning or end, he would not go to the bottom of it, but just replied according to his own thoughts: "If you don't give it a try, how can you be sure that it is useless?" Even if that's the case, at least I've tried, and even if I fail, I can have a clear conscience. ”
Yun Qing smiled bitterly, she originally thought so, but suddenly found that the so-called "plot" could not be changed, and it was inevitable that she would be shaken, even if she realized that she had drilled the tip of the horns, her thinking could not be turned around, and at the moment she heard Ling Fengzi's answer, she realized that even though her brain was still confused, her heart had already made a decision, and she came to Ling Fengzi just to give herself firm beliefs, because she subconsciously knew that Ling Fengzi would only have this one answer.
Of course, Ling Fengzi could see that Yun Qing was distressed, and he knew better that this was what she had to go through on the road of cultivation, she had doubts, her thinking had entered a dead end, and she couldn't think about it, everyone would have such a stage, and if she had an epiphany, it would naturally be to overcome the bottleneck, not to be troubled by demons, to be unable to understand, and it would be difficult to grow in this life.
But people in this state can only rely on their own comprehension, and others can't help, because the truth is so simple, no matter how much others say, the person concerned can't understand it, there is no way. Seeing that Yun Qing was in confusion, Ling Fengzi was secretly anxious for her.
After thinking about it, Ling Fengzi said again: "If we cultivators want to ask for the Great Dao of Immortality, we must have the courage to compete with the heavens, if we don't even dare to try, and retreat at the slightest difficulty, then what kind of immortals do we ask for, what kind of Dao do we ask?" There is a saying that 'but do good deeds, don't ask about the future', no matter what the result is, after working hard, you will not regret it in the future. ”
She understands the reason, but she is panicked.
In fact, if you think about it carefully, what is the fate of the people in the Red Mansion, and whether it is a happy or tragic ending in the end, what does it have to do with Yunqing? Their fate is not written by Yun Qing, she is not a savior, there is no need to save anyone, why is she in a hurry here? She has already worked hard, but her arms can't twist her thighs, and she can't resist the power of the plot, it's not her fault, do you still have to be responsible? There is no such reason!
But Yunqing just couldn't twist this energy, she thought about it, she didn't practice or sleep, she just sat on the rocks, blowing the mountain wind to analyze her heart, trying to figure out where her unwillingness and resentment came from, she kept torturing her heart, wondering why she paid so much attention to the people in the Red Mansion, obviously except for a few people, she hadn't even seen anyone else, why did she always have the idea of wanting to change their tragic ending? Is this kind of attention really normal?
Yun Qing couldn't figure out a lot of questions, the attention to the characters in the Red Mansion came inexplicably, she couldn't find the reason, but the mountain wind was not blowing in vain, she found the reason for her unwillingness and resentment, that is, her disobedience to the so-called destiny, what she was unwilling to do was whether her fate was also planned, no matter how she struggled, it would be useless?
To put it bluntly, it's just a kind of thing.
It's as if these people who are supposed to be tragic can control their fate if she can change the ending with her help, even if those people have nothing to do with her, they can bring her great psychological comfort.
Realizing this, it was not easy for Yunqing, which made her realize that she was a self-interested person in her bones, and she was not noble and great at all, but it was this discovery that made her suddenly figure it out, as if she had let go of something, what happened if she was selfish? She's not a saint! There's really no need to carry too much, just do whatever you want, as long as you don't break the law and discipline, don't violate public customs, what's wrong with thinking more about yourself? The ancients all said that people do not destroy the heavens and the earth for their own sake!
Thinking about this, Yun Qing didn't say that he suddenly became enlightened, at least he had a good idea, and he felt that the big stone in his heart was moved away most of it at once, although he was still worried that he couldn't fight against fate and the plot, but there was no decadence and hesitation, as if he was charged, full of vitality, and there was a kind of "If the sky stops me, I will poke the sky into a hole" The pride and ambition of "If the sky stops me, I will poke the sky into a hole".
Her state startled Ling Fengzi, and she couldn't help but ask worriedly, "Who are you going to fight with?" How do you feel like you're in the air? ”
Yun Qing smiled: "I figured it out, Ling Daoyou, you're right, you can't just accept your fate without doing anything, I'm going to struggle." ”
The great man once said that fighting with the sky is endless, although she has a low realm, she can't experience this kind of fun, but whatever, if she thinks of it, she will do it, maybe one day she will realize it? Always have a good expectation that you can make progress!
Ling Fengzi was even more worried, she really looked like she was about to fight with someone now, but compared to the lifeless appearance of the previous two days, he had a strange sense of reassurance, and couldn't help laughing: "This is like what a young man should be, you used to be old-fashioned and lacking a little vitality, so it's much better." ”
Yun Qing couldn't help but glance at him, she was calm and calm, what an old-fashioned style, this word described him as much as he was.
"Don't quarrel with you, I'm leaving, I'll come to see you next time I have time, if you're okay, you can also go to the capital to find me, and you can also visit Danyang Zhenren, that old-timer is open-minded and insightful, and there are many places worth learning from."
Ling Fengzi smiled and said okay, the two of them agreed, Yun Qing was going to leave, he didn't keep it, he sent a few steps back, Yun Qing shook her head and smiled secretly, she felt that this friend and Daiyu girl must have a common language, both of them are happy to get together and not like to disperse, they can't see the scene of parting, if they have the opportunity, they must introduce them to each other, maybe they can become New Year's friends!