From that night on, I never dared to close my eyes again, never to reminisce, never to think of meeting again, your departure was so resolute, and there was no hope again. In the end, I still became a catastrophe that you couldn't get through, and you became a wound that I couldn't heal - Ling Li

If you do evil in the sky, you can still live, but if you do it yourself, you will not live. Yin Xun, this is my true portrayal. I never thought that you would hate me so much that you wouldn't even give me a chance to atone for my sins, and I didn't expect that no matter how mature I became, you would always be able to see through my heart lightly, just like that night, you walked slowly from the opposite side, chuckled and asked me, "Long time no see, do you have time to have a drink?" You smiled so gently that night, and it became the most beautiful scenery in the moonlight, and I, immersed in your tenderness, drank until I was unconscious in your arms, and that embrace was still so warm. In a trance, I heard you say, "I'm really happy to see you grow up, now, even if I'm not by your side, you will definitely live well, Xiaoli, I'm leaving, I wish you peace and happiness in your life." "Go? Yes, Yin Xun, it's time for you to go, I'm looking for you just to let you leave, as long as you're safe, I'll be happy, so Yin Xun, let's go, I'll be happy for a lifetime, I promise." I woke up again, it was in a strange bedroom, there was no Yin Xun by his side, and that kind of warmth no longer existed, I knew that he was gone, this time, it was a real parting, and we would never see each other again, my heart still hurt, but I could show a sincere smile, because I knew that he would be very safe, as long as this was enough. Yin Xun, let's continue my happiness together, between us, only one person needs to be happy.

I have seen countless people entering and leaving the police station, and the expressions of those people became extremely clear at this moment, they were crying or laughing, some were beating and scolding, some were begging, this is indeed a place that ordinary people do not want to set foot in their lives. I stood in front of the police station and watched the cars coming and going, as they came in and out, just like life. I don't remember who said that everyone is unique, even if you have the same name and surname, in the same year and month, there is only one you in the world. Therefore, I am different from those people in the police station, I can walk in very calmly, even with a smile on my face, and then sit peacefully opposite the police, and tell him in a very calm tone, "I turned myself in, in a juvenile homicide case six years ago, in fact, I am the real murderer, and Yin Xun is wronged." ”

I saw the police look at me in a way I had never seen before, a look of pity, surprise, incomprehension, and a hint of ridicule. "Little girl, have you watched too many TV series, we have investigated this case thoroughly, we know very well who killed it, heroes are not like this, you are shielding criminals, there is no benefit. "I'm not lying, I killed it, it's really me. "Okay, then tell me why you want to kill him?" "Because he didn't give me enough money, I made an appointment with him, I stayed with him for one night, and he gave me a thousand, but he only gave me three hundred, so I killed him. The policeman's eyes could no longer see the pity and sympathy just now, now there was only disgust, so obvious, there was no trace of hiding. I can still sit peacefully, I'm used to such eyes, so Yin Xun, believe me, I won't back down, this is the only thing I can do for you. "It turns out that you are that person, we have long guessed that a teenager has nothing to do with people, why would he kill the killer and slash the other party more than a dozen times, we have also tried to negotiate with him over the years to ask the reason, but he never said, just fled all the way, until here, we thought he would stay here for no more than two days as before, but this time he actually stayed here for a few months, there are many people in contact with him, we have all investigated, only you have not, I really didn't expect that what we ignored was the most important clue. ”

Yin Xun, you sue me, how much do I owe you before you stop, you sue me, what else I don't know, you sue me, what did you sacrifice for me. I'm so happy, you never forgot me, but I regret it, I regret meeting you, I regret that I didn't chase you when I turned around when I was twelve, and if I had done that, we would all have lived happily.

"Now that you know, then you should believe me, I am the murderer, Yin Xun is innocent, don't want him anymore, I will go to prison, please let him go." ”

"Little girl, the law is the law, if he kills a person, he should accept the punishment, no matter what the reason is, the murderer is him, and there is no mercy before the law. Let's go, since he has protected you so well, I hope you cherish it, don't forget, your current life is what he exchanged for a qiē, if you are not happy, you will live up to his efforts. ”

I don't know if the law is really that important, or if I'm too stupid, anyway I begged him, begged him to let me go to jail, I begged everyone in the police station, and none of them promised me, I knelt at the door of the police station, from morning to night, from night to morning, no one promised me, they didn't give me a chance, I begged passers-by to testify that I was a murderer, but they all treated me as a psychopath, and they didn't give me a chance, and this time God didn't favor me anymore, and it didn't give me a chance, it didn't give me a chance to save you. I was forcibly taken to the hospital by the police and given a tranquilizer, and the moment I lost the light in front of my eyes, I knew that there would never be any light in my life, I could only live in the dark, I had been living alone, like the walking dead, I couldn't die, you wouldn't be happy, so I couldn't die.

"Are you going to go in and see her? This is your last chance, and you won't see each other again. ”

"No need, I know it's enough for him to live well, is that knife still painful?"

"Get used to it, who of us who are police officers hasn't been injured, your knife is nothing. Yin Xun, I have been tracking you for six years, and every time I think I am going to arrest you, you will always escape, but this time, why not escape, you should know that now you have more than one life in your hands, it is impossible to live if you are caught. ”

"You just think I've lived enough, I'm a mistake in my life, the only right thing is that I met her, I escaped for six years, I'm tired, I thought I had to live, no matter how tired, no matter how humble I lived, how bloody I lived, I had to live, I wanted to find her, watching her live a peaceful and happy life, that day I looked at the smile on her face outside the store and I knew that without me, she would have lived better, in fact, I should have gone to you that day, but I was too greedy, I haven't seen me for six years, my thoughts have driven me crazy, I don't want to leave so soon, I want to stay with her for a few more days, even as a stranger, I have to accompany her。 At that time, I thought, if I can always accompany her as a stranger, I will not be caught even if I die, and I will accompany her like this for the rest of my life. It's a pity that people are not as good as heaven, maybe God wants me to pay for my life, I can't let her suffer instead of me, it's me who killed people, she is not wrong, no. ”

"Yin Xun, you can choose to injure me and escape now, I won't fight back, but you only have ten seconds to think about it. ”

"The decisions I make will never change, take me where I need to go, those people, they shouldn't die in vain. I only ask you for one thing, if she wakes up, sue her, I attacked the police and fled, you are trying your best to arrest her, this is the last thing I can do for her, if she is in trouble in the future, please help her, she is the only thing I want to protect. ”

"I promise you, in fact, your life shouldn't be like this, have you ever hated it?"

"Hate? maybe. I just hate not being able to accompany her to grow old ......."