Chapter 158: I also thought about giving up

Two p.m., Cambridge, Trinity College.

Cambridge is actually a collective term, consisting of many colleges, such as King, Trinity, etc. The college here is different from Huaxia in that it is not a single professional college, but an independent university that includes many disciplines.

Among them, Sany is particularly famous.

"Trinity College was built at the expense of Henry VIII, so there is a statue of him at the main entrance, but you pay attention to his hands."

"Is it a stick?" Jiang Baizhi said uncertainly.

Su Ye smiled, "That's right, it's the chair leg, in fact, the king should be holding a scepter in his hand." But I don't know when the naughty students were replaced with chair legs, and the years are long and unverifiable, so they are retained. ”

"But it sounds cool."

Su Ye nodded, and then pointed to the apple tree in front of the main entrance, "This is the apple tree that is said to have smashed Newton." ”

"Really?"

"Fake."

Jiang Baizhi snorted, expressing her dissatisfaction with Su Ye's joke. But he didn't let go of Su Ye's hand, obviously he didn't take Su Ye's joke to heart.

"Newton is one of Trinity's most famous celebrities, and foreigners also like to decorate the faΓ§ade with some celebrity items. Although this apple tree is not the original one, it is said that it was grafted from the original one, and it can be regarded as its disciples. ”

Jiang Baizhi was quite satisfied with this explanation, pursed her hair and said, "This may be the heritage of famous schools, there is never a shortage of celebrity anecdotes, and these celebrity anecdotes add a bit of brilliance to famous schools." ”

"It's true, Trinity College has produced many celebrities, Newton, Bacon, Byron and many Nobel Prize winners, but the most talked about should be Byron's story."

"Huh?"

"Byron is probably the most rebellious student in the centuries-old history of Trinity College, which had a rule that dogs were not allowed. But he was a dog lover, and in order to resist, he kept a bear in his dormitory."

Jiang Baizhi didn't know what to say, so she could only sigh, "Sure enough, he is a romantic poet, born with a spirit of resistance." ”

"Speaking of poetry, his poem "When We Are Separated" is known as the British version of life if it is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad painting fan." Speaking of this, Su Ye said softly, "If I should see you, after long should I greet, with tears, with silence?" (If it's been a long time, we'll see you again.) How shall I congratulate you, with tears, with silence? )”

"Su Ye, this poem seems to be talking about us. So how did it feel when we met you for the first time after many years? ”

Su Ye was a little stunned, "Can you understand?" ”

"When did I say I couldn't understand English?"

Su Ye thought about it, it seemed to be the same. He was no longer entangled, "Are you talking about a blind date or a formal introduction?" ”

"Of course it's the latter, we didn't recognize each other on the blind date, how can we have special feelings."

"That's still there, I thought to myself that this girl was quite interesting, wearing a hat, glasses and a mask to go on a blind date, how reluctant it was. Later, you even had a direct showdown, saying that you were forced to go on a blind date, which I think is pretty cool. ”

Jiang Baizhi was a little embarrassed to be said, feeling that this would become her black history in the future, and she swore to reject others at the beginning, but now she can't leave it at all.

"Gee, I'd like to hear how we feel about meeting you for the first time in the true sense of the word."

Su Ye pondered for a moment, "It should be surprise and unbelievable, a person who can only appear in a dream has really appeared in front of you." ”

Jiang Baizhi understood it as referring to the completely different lives of two people, one is academic, and the other is active in the spotlight, so they can only meet in a dream. But who would have thought that Su Ye's 'dream' is not only a virtual finger, but also a real finger, Su Ye has dreamed of Jiang Baizhi in his dreams more than once.

"What about you?"

Jiang Baizhi said that she didn't want to answer this question, because her feeling at that time was social death.

"Let's go to the places where you have worked and lived, I'm curious."

Seeing this, Su Ye smiled and didn't ask again, he wanted to save some face for his girlfriend, anyway, the person was already his, and the others were not too important.

In the academy apartment, the administrator was not there, so Su Ye and Jiang Baizhi stopped downstairs.

Su Ye pointed to a balcony full of roses and said, "This is where I used to live, and I have lived here for nearly two years. ”

"It seems that your successor is just as romantic as you." Jiang Baizhi took out her mobile phone as she said and took a picture of this balcony, this is the place where Su Ye once lived, and it has a lot of meaning to her.

"I wasn't romantic here at that time, I was under a lot of academic pressure, and I had to eat a lot of time with two pieces of bread, except for some classes, most of the time I was reading and writing at the small desk in front of the window. At that time, my colleagues around me called me Mr. Unsocial。 ”

Su Ye said this with a smile, but Jiang Baizhi involuntarily hugged Su Ye's arm, she was actually not particularly emotional, but when it came to Su Ye's matter, she could easily mobilize her feelings.

Listening to Su Ye's words, in her mind, a young man with a thin back with a bread in his mouth jumped into front of him in an instant, in countless dark nights, the boy spent this way, and the only thing that accompanied him was the lamp in front of the desk. But she understands that Su Ye has never liked too bright lights, so there is only a dim small lamp that accompanies Su Ye.

"Su Ye, in a foreign country, are you lonely?"

"Of course, there will be times when you are lonely and powerless, but fortunately, it is all over."

At this time, Jiang Baizhi hated the words 'all in the past', which is a relief, but if you don't mind, how can you let go? What's more, in those past years, she was full of flowers and applause all the way, smoothly, but on the other side of the ocean, Su Ye was burdened with unknown hardships, and she was so sad when she thought of such a scene, so she hated the words 'all passed'.

I hate it because she didn't stay with Su Ye during this time.

But what Jiang Baizhi didn't know was that she had been by Su Ye's side all these years. If it weren't for Su Ye thinking about her all the time, it probably wouldn't have been so easy to survive.

"Su Ye, I will always be by your side in the future."

Su Ye looked at Jiang Baizhi, who didn't know when there was water in his eyes, although he didn't know what Jiang Baizhi was touched, but he understood that Jiang Baizhi was showing love to him.

So Su Ye hugged Jiang Baizhi into his arms, he looked up at the balcony, even if his eyes were isolated, he knew the layout of the room inside.

Near the balcony there will be a desk, next to a 1X1.8 meter bed, then a wardrobe, a bathroom.

In that little bed, he spent the once unspeakably bitter nights, and the pillows on the bed were full of moldy dreams, dreams of people who could not have it.

In fact, he also thought about giving up, but he thought that he didn't have anything in the first place, so why not give up. It's better to dream, at least there is a dream, and he will feel more powerful. So this dream has persisted until now.

Fortunately, he didn't give up, if he really let go of Jiang Baizhi in his heart and married someone else to start a family, he might be very happy, but there would always be some regrets.

Now, everything is just right.

"Okay, you're going to stay with me all the time."

"Hmm."

Jiang Baizhi responded softly, but there was a clear and audible firmness in her tone.

(End of chapter)