Chapter 159: I'll Definitely Love You
On the River Cam, a kayak floats faintly.
It is also a tradition to take a boat down the River Cam and look at the buildings of the University of Cambridge along the river.
There is also a song floating in the air, Li Jian's version of "When You Are Old".
This is still the live version, in fact, many times Su Ye loves to listen to the live version, maybe the radio will not be very good, and there are even cheers from the audience. But it will make Su Ye feel that there are many people listening to songs with him, as if he was also on the scene.
The song "When You're Old" was originally sung by Zhao Zhao and taken from Yeats's poem "When You're Old", Yeats's original intention was to write it to his lover, and it is a love poem that expresses love. But here in Zhao Zhao, it has become a word dedicated to his mother.
Each has its own meaning, but they are all expressions of love.
Because it is the live version, what Li Jian began to say before the singing was also recorded, "We are not strangers, we have all met, we are just friends who have never met Many people ask me what my feelings are, in fact, I don't want to answer, because love has its own providence."
"When you are old and can't walk, you take a nap by the fire, remember your youth, how many people have loved your youthful and joyful hours, loved your beauty, false or sincere, only one person still loves your pious soul"
The song matches the current atmosphere very well, quiet and beautiful.
In the gentle wind of the Kang River, in the melodious singing, Su Ye said softly while rowing, "It's not the right time for us to come, if we catch the formal dinner of Trinity College, we can also have a meal here in the evening, although it is not rich, but everyone will wear their own house robes, just like the students in Hogwarts House, dress up, and there will be students studying classical literature to pray, very lively."
Coming to the Kang River again, Su Ye's heart was very calm, even if it was his wish to travel to Cambridge with Jiang Baizhi.
He was rejoicing, but he was only rejoicing.
When he went to her alma mater with Jiang Baizhi, he was excited, excited and comforted, which was a regret for him. When Jiang Baizhi played Green Snake and Fahai with him in the drama and played a relationship, he was also excited, because he clearly felt Jiang Baizhi's love and Jiang Baizhi's billions of years.
By the time he traveled to Cambridge together, his state of mind was different. used to desire and regret, but in fact, it was because I couldn't be with Jiang Baizhi, so these wishes became the embodiment of regret. But he has already won Jiang Baizhi's heart, he can feel Jiang Baizhi's love, and his obsession with traveling to Cambridge together has been broken.
Jiang Baizhi asked just now, you are very lonely living here alone. Su Ye replied: It's all over, not only referring to the years he experienced in the past, but also his regrets and unwillingness.
It's regrettable because I can't get it, and I'm unwilling because I can't let it go.
Now, this game has been broken
So he saw that the river Kang did not think about it again, once his thoughts were all over every inch of the river Kang, he saw the pigeon on the side of the road and did not think about the time he hoped that the pigeon could bring his thoughts to Jiang Baizhi, he felt the evening breeze on the river Kang and did not remember that once he said to the wind, blow my thoughts to Jiang Baizhi.
At this moment, Su Ye just wanted to share his former life with Jiang Baizhi, nothing more.
"Su Ye, Li Jian said: There is nothing to talk about feelings, because love has its own providence. You say that is not exactly the case, he will write: just because I looked at you in the crowd one more time, our love story will not change in this life. ”
"Why did you suddenly think of this?"
"I'm thinking of us."
"Huh?"
Jiang Baizhi had memories in her eyes, "Su Ye, we are high school classmates, we haven't seen each other for more than ten years, but we suddenly met. Obviously avoided blind dates, obviously there are so many professors, but we are still reunited because of 'experiencing life', do you think that we are like Li Jian said, love has its own providence, and even God is pushing us to love each other? ”
When Su Ye heard this, his calm heart instantly pounded!
But Jiang Baizhi didn't notice it, and still said to herself, "Do you know, once you told me that the concept of meeting a loved one is like putting seven billion red beans in a vat, and I also said this to Wan Ning after the blind date between the two of us; We are both from Rongcheng, but we both have sweet tooths; I'm a film and television worker, and you just think that a film is a life, so you love watching movies; I want my future partner to be sincere, gentle, and make me feel secure, but that's just your mold."
The more Jiang Baizhi spoke, the more excited she became, and finally gradually weakened in Su Ye's gentle gaze, but she was still very excited, "Su Ye, did you say that God destined us to be together?" Heaven destined me to fall in love with you? ”
There is no doubt that the last sentence hit Su Ye's heart.
Once upon a time, when he came to the conclusion that he and Jiang Baizhi were destined to be together, he felt that his more than ten years of waiting was worth it, and he felt great comfort in his heart.
At this moment, Jiang Baizhi also came to such a conclusion. His mood was very strange, not so excited, not too happy, but the imprint left on him by more than ten years of waiting and crush was gradually fading and becoming transparent, if it was said that he accompanied Jiang Baizhi to Beijing Normal University, his life began to be completed, and at this moment it was flawless.
"Su Ye, what are you thinking?" Looking at the contemplative Su Ye, Jiang Baizhi was a little curious.
"Hearing you say that, I'm thinking that when I'm lonely, you're actually running towards me day and night, as if thinking about it, the past days weren't so bad, it seemed to be quite good."
Jiang Baizhi smiled, "Me too." ”
The two didn't talk again, in the soft waves of the Kang River, Jiang Baizhi was laughing, and Su Ye was also laughing.
Jiang Baizhi smiled, because she used to listen to the story of Adam and Eve in the Bible, saying that women are taken from the ribs of men, so men and women must be combined, at that time she sniffed it, she hated the word destined, but just now, when she thought that she was destined to be with Su Ye, her heart was full of joy.
If Jiang Baizhi knew that her mental journey was the same as Su Ye's, I am afraid she would smile a little happier.
As for Su Ye, it is contentment, true contentment.
Jiang Baizhi's sentence 'I will definitely fall in love with you' made his heart, which had once sunk into the Kang River, refloat again.
In the past, he used to guide himself with Thoreau's words: time determines who you will meet in life, your heart determines who you want to be in your life, and your actions determine who will stay later.
So he will like a person for many years, and after reuniting with Jiang Baizhi, he will muster up the courage to catch up.
But now, when Jiang Baizhi also got the conclusion of 'fate', he formed a closed loop with his 'fate'.
His inferiority, crush, courage, and persistence seem to be part of fate, and Jiang Baizhi's tallness, radiance, and straight ball are another part of fate.
He is very satisfied, because God has not been unfair to him, everything is for him and Jiang Baizhi's love tribute!
This chapter is more like Su Ye's real redemption, no one who has a crush on for more than ten years will really not care. Maybe this fateful conclusion was obtained by Jiang Baizhi by chance, but Su Ye was willing to believe Jiang Baizhi's conclusion, and maybe Jiang Baizhi's conclusion was also part of fate
(End of chapter)