What does it feel like to be liked by someone for more than a decade?

If before, Jiang Baizhi's first reaction must have been very happy, this world is so big, how wonderful it would be to have someone who likes you wholeheartedly.

But when it really happened to him, Jiang Baizhi's happiness did not appear, only her distress for Su Ye.

This distress made her mind empty, she only remembered that Su Ye had liked her for more than ten years, but she couldn't remember it at all, since Su Ye hadn't said this matter for a long time, she just didn't want her to think nonsense.

However, this may be a normal reaction, when you learn that the person you love is working so hard because of yourself, your first reaction should be to feel distressed, rather than showing off being loved.

When Jiang Baizhi opened the door, Jiang's mother and Jiang's father were all stunned, didn't they go to Su Ye's house, why did they come back so quickly? And the eyes are red, obviously crying.

Although Jiang's mother sometimes dislikes Jiang Baizhi, when the child is really in trouble, Jiang's mother is still very distressed, "Are you awkward with Xiao Su again?" Don't be sad, tell your mom. ”

Originally, Jiang Baizhi's tears had been contained on the way back, but when she heard her mother's words, Jiang Baizhi's tears seemed to have an outlet and rushed out again.

"Don't cry, tell my dad something." Although Father Jiang's words were dry, his eyes were full of worry, "Is Xiao Su bullying you?" Dad is angry for you. ”

Hearing this, Jiang Baizhi cried even louder, if Su Ye really bullied her, she would feel a little better in her heart.

Seeing this, Jiang's mother glared at Jiang's father, "If you can't speak, don't speak." ”

Then he pulled Jiang Baizhi to sit on the sofa, and after waiting for a few minutes, Jiang Baizhi's mood calmed down a bit, Jiang's mother rubbed Jiang Baizhi's back and said gently, "What happened?" ”

Jiang Baizhi wiped her tears and sobbed quietly, she really wanted to hear her parents' opinions now, "Mom, I discovered a secret of Su Ye. ”

Jiang's father and Jiang's mother's face changed, and they couldn't help muttering in their hearts, it shouldn't be, Xiao Su doesn't look like that kind of dishonest person.

"Dad, Mom, I saw Su Ye's diary, do you know, he has liked me since high school, and he has liked me for more than ten years, but I didn't notice it at all."

Jiang's father and Jiang's mother glanced at each other, and immediately put their hearts back, they knew about this a few months in advance.

"Well, what do you think?"

"I don't know, I kind of don't know how to deal with him right now. After we were together, he never felt that he was special with this deep love, he respected me and cared about my feelings. But when I think of how hard he has worked for so many years, my heart is panicked, and I feel that I am not worthy of this love. ”

"Mom asks you a question, do you like Xiao Su wholeheartedly?"

"Yes."

"Then this problem is not about you, we will receive a lot of people in our lives, parents, staff, friends, but you don't care, but why do you care so much about Su Ye's payment? Is it just that this relationship is very deep, no, it's because of Xiao Su himself. Speaking of this, Mother Jiang touched Jiang Baizhi's head and said gently, "So the key to this question lies in Xiao Su's opinion, he has loved you for more than ten years, and he thinks it's worth it." ”

"But it's not a scoundrel, Su Ye will definitely feel worth it because he likes me."

"Silly boy, you are confused again, in love, who pays so much is business. Didn't the two of you just have an awkward fall out over this issue? If you feel that you don't match Su Ye's feelings, then just be a person worthy of being loved by him. Don't push Su Ye away because of guilt, otherwise you will cry. ”

"That's definitely not going to be, he's destined to be my man."

Jiang Mu laughed, "I was still in tears just now, and I have more energy when I talk about this?" ”

Jiang Baizhi was a little embarrassed to be said, but she was indeed much better after her mother's explanation, but she suddenly realized a problem, "Parents, Su Ye has liked me for so many years, you are not surprised at all?" ”

"You think you and Su Ye are having an awkward relationship, why is it that your father and I just understand the situation, but we are not in a hurry? Because we are sure that Xiao Su will definitely take the initiative to find a way to resolve the conflict, and he will not give up on you. ”

"Huh? What do you mean, you already know? ”

Jiang Mu smiled deeply and began to be a riddler

Here, Su Ye had just come back from shopping for clothes with her mother, talking about a quick solution, but the old lady attached too much importance to the meeting, and the result was that an afternoon passed inadvertently.

When I got home, Jiang Baizhi was not there, this situation was normal, not long ago Jiang Baizhi sent him a message, saying that since Su Ma wanted to retain the mystery, then she would go back first, settle down the place to eat first, and the two met in Rongcheng.

Su Ye didn't feel anything unusual until he returned to his room and saw the necklace on the bedside table.

He was a little helpless, how could this girl be in a hurry, she originally came for the necklace, but she didn't take the necklace but ran back.

It wasn't until he walked to the bedside table and wanted to put the necklace back in, but when he saw the black diary that carried his memories for more than ten years, he seemed to understand something, and after opening it, he saw tear stains inside.

In an instant, Su Ye's mind was a little empty, and his secrets of more than ten years were discovered by Jiang Baizhi in this way. To be honest, Su Ye thought of many ways, such as a sunny afternoon, he would occasionally mention this story. Or maybe after having a child, he will tell this story to the children of the two. It may also be that when the two of them have gray hair, they will be shocked by Jiang Baizhi when they are old.

But it will never be now, especially since the two of them had a conflict just now, if Jiang Baizhi knew at this time, she would definitely feel guilty.

Thinking of this, Su Ye wanted to pick up his phone and send a message to Jiang Baizhi, but he put down the phone again, Jiang Baizhi's departure had already said something, and now she needed a little time and space.

So, Su Ye lay on the bed with blank eyes, staring straight at the ceiling, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Maybe he wrote something in the memory diary, after all, the age is too old, and he can't remember the content himself. may be thinking about the bits and pieces of Jiang Baizhi after the reunion, Jiang Baizhi's smile is imprinted in his heart. may be thinking about the two families meeting tomorrow, although it is not an engagement, but after meeting the parents, the relationship between the two has been witnessed by the parents of both sides, and the care of the two will obviously be deeper, so it will be far from the real engagement, will the marriage be far away

Suddenly, Su Ye smiled, he didn't say it before because he was afraid of burdening Jiang Baizhi and worried about the deterioration of his feelings, but now it doesn't seem to be anything, Jiang Baizhi knew earlier that it seemed to be a relief for him, and from now on, he didn't secretly love Jiang Baizhi.

There is a movie called "Love Before Dawn", but his love for Jiang Baizhi is really love before dawn, before the love began, he fell in love with her and loved her for more than ten years.

Now, it's dawn breaking.

(End of chapter)