Chapter Ninety-Eight: False and True Come True and False.
The golden doors, which swirl here, glow and illuminate this white world.
"I'm sorry......" He put his hands on his knees and looked her in the eye.
Their eyes met, and there was no wave.
It's like water before boats, and winds before clouds.
"I didn't do my best...... This is something I should be guilty of for the rest of my life...... I'm so weak......"
"Uh-huh." She replied.
As if to say, I know, but I didn't answer, just made a sound with my voice, and the corners of my mouth rose and then fell.
"Now...... I'm going to take this body away...... I hope you won't have an opinion......" he continued, his eyes kept looking at her, but that's it, and his countenance was only flat, as if sadness had never come.
There were a little tears in his eyes, and his eyes were the red of her gorgeous clothes, like, bright red blood sprinkled on her body, the red clothes like light gauze floating, and the silk was glowing with white light, that is, the white ...... of this world
This boundless land, a vast white expanse, is really clean.
"I hope you don't be so sad, everything has its own common sense, the sky has the destiny of the heaven, the earth has the destiny of the earth, and I have my destiny." She laughed softly again, "This kind of common sense cannot be violated, just like flowers, birds, insects, fish, birds, beasts, birds, birds ”
"In the common sense of the world, is it true that heaven and earth think that it is always there, and it is the most correct? If it is said in this way, the creation between heaven and earth can be self-controlled, so why should there be the suffering of coming and going and running around the world. Heaven is destined, after all, it is a vain ......"
He didn't mean to argue, and even then, he choked up a little.
"Heaven is destined...... It's all vain......" she chuckled and shook her head very softly as she looked at him.
"If, no one is destined for it...... You're going to regret it...... Long-feathered maple ...... You should first remember that it is a matter of destiny that you can come here, even if you seem to have your own consciousness and seem to be able to dominate it all, but, in fact, your next move, or every move you make, is already determined, and all the possibilities in this world are not as possible as they seem. ”
She also looked straight into her eyes, her sleeves were bright red, and she sat on her knees, not like Chang Yu Feng's cross-legged sitting.
She playfully blinked her right eye and said, "You know...... Have I seen a few of you come to this dream to take this body? ”
Chang Yu Feng hesitated slightly, then leaned back and shook his head.
"Hahaha, you still don't want to know...... That's all I said...... However, you still have to understand that nothing is impossible, of course, if you do...... I wouldn't have asked that...... "Instead, she touched her hair with great ease, "I don't know if you're going to come...... But in a sense, it doesn't matter, because all your thoughts are calculated, and no matter which step you want to take, you can't change it......"
"......" Chang Yu Feng was silent and did not speak.
"It's kind of a common sense...... she curled her hair and spread it out, "unless...... You are the maker of the common sense of all things, and if you say that a fish can fly instead of swimming, then the fish will fly, not ...... Swim. You know what I mean? ”
She seemed to have been saying something that Chang Yu Feng didn't understand.
"That's it...... If the gods think I have to stay here, then I'll be here...... And not in a sense, resisting, it is useful...... That's it? ”
"I don't understand...... "Changyu Kaede shook his head, "Could it be that the gods are right?" They have mana all over the sky, and they still have flesh and blood, don't they also live in common sense? ”
"Hey...... You're still in the dark...... Flesh and blood can say such things, the gods you've seen...... Be...... Vulcan? She lowered her head and said suspiciously, "The true body of the Vulcan is imprisoned because he is neutral...... That's not a good thing...... You have to step up to change your mind. ”
"Could it be that I can only save you from here by silently following the common sense laid down by the gods? If so...... Why would they do such a laborious task? If only because of the punishment, then ...... It's too unforgiving...... They've locked you up for the whole ...... 3,000 years ...... Don't you have any complaints? What about your anger? Why should we think of following their common sense? If so! I'd rather not have this body. Everything and everything, is it worth it if it's a child's play? ”
Chang Yufeng's language was a little confused, he began to be a little angry, from the sadness just now, he heard this suffering person say such words, which made his heart unwilling, if he is a chess piece, then this chess piece is at the mercy of others, no matter how he struggles, even if he sees hope, it is just the calculation of the planner, so what is the point of everything like this?
Obviously, he can be called an enemy, but the familiar person in front of him is like this...... It makes him feel bad...... Why...... He felt that he was getting more and more ...... Impotent.
Always, such incompetence.
His fists were clenched together, even if he was so powerful, it was just incompetence, and this dark thing was originally thought to be very simple
"Do you know why?" She was very happy to see him so excited.
"Why?" He looked up at her.
"Because...... I used to be a god...... What do they think...... Of course I do...... They just put me in this dream...... I can't do anything, but ...... It's not a bad punishment, because I can put myself to sleep...... It's like ...... That's what all gods do......" She blinked as she explained, her purple eyes were beautiful, and the stars in them were so dazzling, "By the way, I'll tell you a secret...... Don't tell them I said it......"
"Secret...... Who to tell? ”
"You're always going to meet more gods...... Of course it's them...... I'll tell you a big secret...... Then you can get out of here...... I guess you're annoyed too...... In addition to chatting with me...... It's boring too......"
"No...... It's not boring at all...... Even though I don't know how to deal with you, I'm okay with it for the ......"
His language is still not as fluent...... I don't even know what he's going to say anymore......
"Uh-huh...... Let me tell you...... Don't tell anyone ......"
"Good ......"
"I've ......"
She looked at Changyu Feng and grinned at the corners of her mouth.
"Three thousand years old! Don't go around talking...... You're a little kid in front of me right now...... Don't you think about falling in love in front of me...... I'm going to be distressed...... You don't want to have any feelings for me...... You are a stinky boy named Long Feather Kaede, and you are neither a dragon, nor a shadow hunter...... Your feelings for me are a little girl named Chen Lin, he is the sustenance of your feelings, although she is one of my reincarnations, but I don't know you very well...... How can I say it...... I'm also the first god...... If a little kid likes me, I'm going to like her...... It's simply impossible. ”
Chang Yufeng looked at her suspiciously, as if ...... I couldn't understand what she was saying......
She straightened her chest and looked up, "Although I know that you may have been entrusted by that guy who seeks the Shadow of the Wilderness, you are indeed just a ...... in front of me Child...... You shouldn't have feelings for me, even, such strong feelings...... No matter what I say...... It's all an "old man" who talks to you again, isn't there a sentence to say? If you don't listen to the old man, you will suffer in front of you, although you have not yet come into contact with more gods, and you don't know how this world works, but you have to be clear that I ...... It's not worth asking you to do anything, because, I'm me, and the one next to you is herself, and although we have the same image, we are actually very different...... Everyone thinks that the past life and this life should be the same, and a person's reincarnation should be related to the person's past life, otherwise, how can it be counted as the past life and this life? But I don't think so...... The gods have put a part of my soul here, this part of my soul...... There are no real reincarnations...... How can you be sure that Chen Lin is me? You don't want to be like them, rigidly tying me to her, you just know that there is such a person as me, no matter whether my past is miserable in the eyes of others, I don't think it's miserable anyway...... That's all normal stuff...... Moreover, I'm just grounded here, you may think that three thousand years is a long time, but I think three thousand years is a short time, and that's enough...... Why should you grieve for me? ”
Nagawa Kaede heard her say a lot...... I really don't know what to say...... He could only look at her, a little melancholy, even trembling...... His eyes were shaking, looking into her eyes, his eyes were wide open, but he couldn't say a word, like fish bones in his throat, and he could only stop talking.
"I ......"
He tried to speak, but she began to speak again, and he had to stop......
He would love to hear it...... What else would she say......
"Sometimes...... That's it...... You don't even know if the affection you give will be rewarded...... But for me now...... You did give the affection you shouldn't have...... And so intense...... That's not a good thing for you...... How so...... I prefer to believe that you are not the kind of person who is stubborn, and you should already understand what I mean...... You should cherish the people in front of you...... That is, your Chen Lin...... Although it was indeed a human name I had given myself, I still had a real name...... That's [Yu Suo], you'd better distinguish clearly, what the Shadow of the Wilderness wants you to save is a god named Yu Suo, not, a child named Chen Lin, don't be deceived by him, he is very good at deceiving people, maybe when you will suddenly realize, he is completely different from what you think. ”
She tilted her head a little, propped her hands on her white chin, and said with a smile, "Although the Shadow of the Wilderness is now in the same boat as you, he and Yi Longzhi are real buddies, not you...... I'm not sowing discord, I'm just reminding you that whether you succeed or fail, you, as a pawn, are being used by the Shadow of the Wilderness...... You have to be aware of that...... Otherwise...... You may lose everything...... This loss is not just the loss of life, it is more likely, yes, all, there is ......"
"I'm ......," Changyu Kaede listened......
It's like a trance...... It was that dark night.
Sitting next to the garbage can, watching the bus leave, the welfare home that never existed...... Where the hell is it...... Myself...... Meaning of existence...... And where......
On such a lonely night, the little lamb sat beside him and ate potato chips, crunchy piece by piece, making a rattling sound, for a moment...... I really feel like I have no choice but to accept everything that Shadow Seeker has to offer...... At least that's what it understands...... There can be hope...... to get in touch with that layer of tulle called "real......
For a moment......
He really felt like he was looking for the Shadow of the Wilderness...... It's on their side...... Friend......
Because in addition to it, their own side...... There is nothing left......
Except for this rotten life......
Now, talking to this god named Yu Sao, even if her appearance is similar to Chen Lin, her small movements are exactly the same as Yu Sao...... But...... Her words were just as she said, and she had ...... Have enough life...... Or qualified to say this to him.
Beware of the Shadows.
Understand anytime and anywhere.
As a chess piece, you should not take it lightly and lose the value of being used, let alone bargain with this chess player, or even compete with those gods who are playing against you.
Now he is a link in the so-called common sense.
No matter where the Shadow of the Desolation put him, he could only accept it.
What is this like......
Distressing and ridiculous things......
He was stunned, not knowing how to answer......
"Okay...... You get the idea, right...... There are many things that cannot be changed...... Just like if you think the so-called common sense is unfair, or your so-called "even if it should be so, it may not be correct", it is all part of common sense...... Whether you want to or don't want to play, you can't get out of this circle now, and even if you get out of this circle, you're just coming to another common sense...... If you want to resist, it's not in vain, it's just that it's not that effective, and it will form layers of demagoguery...... Or even the cage you think you're right...... Do you understand? ”
Her smile was soft, silent, but rather kind.
This god is called Yu Sa.
This remnant soul, in this dream...... Guarding this body that has stood still in time.
It seems that everything is seen through by her, and everything is known to him, but it is vague because Changyu Feng is too weak to comprehend.
"I ...... I don't understand ......."
Chang Yu Feng wanted to say a lot of words, but he only said these three words, intermittently, as if there was nothing.
"Do you think the gods don't know what the gods are capable of finding the Shadow of the Desolation and Lu Xinzhai? Now you are the only one who has a blank slate, and the enemies you have to face will definitely be more than you can imagine, and it is possible that you are still in the dark of the enemy. That's what I just said. ”
She held her chin and looked at him, "I don't have any advice for you, but that's all I can tell you...... I have no objection to that little girl named Chen Lin going through reincarnation...... If you insist on helping her get out of this painful cycle...... Possible...... This is also a kind of self-inflicted sentimentality. ”
"Why don't you ask her how she feels?"
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