There aren't that many ridiculous things in this world, because in essence, I just have one rotten life...... I follow in the footsteps of those who came before me, and I never stop in order to survive......

"Ahem, ahem, ahem......"

There is a coughing sound...... Blow up here......

"Ahem, ahem!"

There is a coughing sound...... Echo here......

"Ahem, ahem...... cough cough cough ......"

The sound of death...... Let the whole lung start to tear...... The gas of lung fluid from the lungs travels to the bronchi and then to the nasal cavity, with a bitter taste......

It was like the breath of bitter gall emanating from her throat, surrounding her.

"Uncle...... cough cough cough ...... Uncle...... I can...... cough cough cough ......"

Her words were muffled by the terrifying sound of coughing, and her pores were wide open and her sweat stood on end.

"My dear...... You...... Don't speak......" The woman next to her looked like her parents, and the black bags under her eyes were like charred black chrysalis hanging under her eyes.

"Mom...... cough cough cough ...... Mother...... cough cough cough ...... I...... cough cough cough ...... "Her coughing never stopped, like pulling her mother's heart, one by one...... Let her mother hold her hand and rub it constantly.

Mother's tears flowed down the bed...... Choked and hard to make a sound......

"Kid...... Don't say it...... "The mother can't bear her pain, her own daughter...... Why such a nightmare......

The doctor next to him took off his mask and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes......

"Uncle...... cough cough cough ...... cough cough cough ...... Ahem-a-ahem—" She still wanted to speak...... But the disease came even more violently...... It was like choking her throat...... The Grim Reaper stood there with its scythe like a long snake winding, the light of the knife flashing on its face, and the flames in the skeletal eyes were rushing, like a blood-colored river......

"Kid...... What's wrong......"

The doctor nodded, smiling and touching her head.

The cough sounded...... Let his hands tremble...... These hands, which have undergone countless surgeries, tremble beyond measure...... Sweat came out of it......

Could it be that these hands that save people are also crying......

The smell of blood is getting stronger.

"Ahem—"

This cough made her have to turn around on the hospital bed, and coughed on the side of the bed all of a sudden, the snow-like quilt was splashed with blood, raw red, like grabbing the quilt in anger, about to pull this little life into the abyss......

They seem to be on the verge of success, one way or another...... There is no hope at all......

Her mother and the doctor came to help her and wanted her to lie down...... Her body is so fragile...... It seemed like it was about to shatter at the touch, and her face was ugly and pale, and blood was condensing at the corners of her mouth, unwilling to fall...... The thick stream of blood coughed up...... It's like spitting out the last breath of this life...... With this sound, as the end of this weak life......

Death watched it all.

Raise your own scythe.

The black scythe flashed and flickered, even if it was pitch black...... But it was like glowing, with a sharp blade, tearing the throat of every life.

"Ah...... Much better......" she smiled softly, no longer coughing......

She wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth......

"Ahem, ahem......" Her voice was soft, as if the pain had lessened......

And the two adults next to him could only watch...... Nothing can be done...... Her mother was already crying, gently touching her lungs.

The doctor was silent, he wanted to keep his eyes open...... But his fatigue had already caused his eyelids to fight......

"The child ......" the mother's crying, and she really couldn't say a word...... She couldn't say it would be okay...... That will only make you feel more guilty...... Or even a sudden trance...... Let her choke stop......

"Mom's ......"

She spoke...... It seems that what she wanted to say just now was not to her mother, but to the doctor, but now, it doesn't matter......

"The child ......" the mother's hand...... It's so tight...... Her hands hurt a little...... She's in pain all over now......

The pain in her hands warmed her up......

"Mother......" She held back her cough, the corners of her mouth raised slightly, and the miserable whiteness and weak smile made her mother even more unbearable......

The more sensible she is......

The more sad it is......

"Don't cry...... Hmmm......"

Her body lifted slightly, and her throat snorted.

She held back another cough.

"I'm fine...... Don't you cry......"

Her voice was so fragile...... is as immature as a crying baby, and what awaits her is a good year, a green year, but it comes to an abrupt end.

"Kid ......"

Mother with her eyes closed...... Rubbing his face on her hands...... Tears fell on that little pale hand, like raindrops gently across the pale sky......

"Tell...... Hmmm......"

Her body thrust up again.

Her throat squirmed, then calmed down......

"Brother Yu Feng...... I'm going...... Hmmm...... A far away...... Hmmm...... Let him not think about me......"

"Hmm...... Goo ......"

This young life, at the last moment, did not cough, as if, silent confrontation.

That scythe rises and falls......

In the ward...... A woman who hesitates...... Piercing...... A small body with its eyes closed peacefully, lying on the hospital bed, the blood-colored quilt seemed to be scorched by the scorching sun, and the sun went crazy violently, exuding endless brilliance......

Do you know?

That's what it is......

The fragility of human life......

But please don't cry......

My lover......

We live and live......

Never separated......

White...... All......

Shine on the world......

His voice was steady, with few ups and downs......

"I'm sorry...... I can't say it's hard work...... I can't say how good the talent is...... Or even ...... The personality is not very friendly...... To be able to get to where we are today...... No...... This sentence structure should be done by accomplished people...... And not me...... I'm even stupid enough...... Can't do what others can do...... No matter how many years of life I have, no matter how many years I have come and gone, I am a lone idiot, I am reckless, I am worthless...... I...... Still don't understand...... Everything now...... Where is the meaning......"

Chang Yu Feng looked at the woman named Yu Suo, she held her chin and looked at the boy who seemed to be telling her sins with a slight smile......

The golden door shone, as if the white of the whole space was released by it, bright and dazzling, and the two people sat very close, and the breath emitted by the other party was as smooth as water...... The passage of time like this is just a fish swimming in a pool, as light as a floating cloud......

"Uh-huh...... I'm listening......"

She chuckled, without the slightest malice, she was so beautiful, and her demeanor was ...... It's more like a mature elder talking to Changyu Feng.

For a few seconds of trance, Chang Yufeng had already separated her from the girl named Chen Lin, without a trace, this woman was another living ...... One of the gods who has ever existed......

"I ...... If I can die in the sun, it will naturally be in line with my heart...... But I still don't feel it...... I'm weak...... Even if I am stupid and ignorant, even if I have nothing...... I should try it too...... Go live and see how beautiful the sun will be tomorrow......"

Changyu Feng choked up a little...... But held back......

"I want her to be happy...... Whether it's her will or not, even if she's not willing to drag me down...... Wouldn't like to tell me...... I'm going to be crazy about it...... My incompetence, my everything, only makes me feel more guilty...... A person like her will definitely carry it alone...... You won't talk to me...... I don't have any reason for it...... I didn't have any idea to ask her what she meant, I just knew...... Whether she's you or not, whether she's the reincarnation of all the people I've been facing, named Chen Lin...... I'm willing to ...... Do anything for her...... It's not just that I'm not like a little kid in front of you, I ...... For what she has...... There is no way to repay ......"

He choked up, but there were no tears.

It's a weird feeling...... It's like tears have dried up......

"Ah...... Human Feelings...... It's amazing......" Yu Shao smiled happily and put her hand on her shoulder as if approving: "You are a good boy...... Not some incompetent idiot...... You have to be confident...... That's all that matters...... Whether it is empty in the end or not, there is something worth fighting for, and it is the luck of a man's life, isn't it? ”

She nodded very seriously: "A woman who can make a man risk his life and everything must be an angel in the world...... No matter how flawed she is, it can be ignored...... I think so...... Although she used to have a little contact with me, even if I don't listen to your description, I know that I am me, she is her, and you can do anything for her...... But don't be fooled by the Shadow of the Desolation anymore, it's for me...... You've always been right for her in your eyes...... Got it? ”

Changyu Kaede didn't speak...... Just nodded slightly.

"Alright, alright...... You should go back quickly...... She should be waiting over there for a while......" she waved her hand: "Whether you listen to me or not, that's your business, and you still have to walk the road yourself...... Instead of listening to a few words from me, talking to me, complaining like I was complaining, letting me preach a few times, and listening to good words can become better, the road under your own feet will only have a few marks I have made, and I have no way to guide you which way to go, how to go...... It doesn't happen all at once...... How about being a man and doing things...... It's important to insist, it's useless to just say it...... What's the plan...... What's the goal...... What kind of persistence...... It's all a must...... It's definitely not going to work like a headless fly. ”

She finally laughed and clapped her hands, and the golden door burst open, and a white light like the sky of the Water Moon Cave rushed out of the golden door, and then it was swallowed up by the white world here.

"In a sense, this body is stagnant in time and will not grow, Lu Xinzhai has done something to ...... But you can think of it as a normal body and can do anything with it...... Include...... That one...... Things ......"

She smiled a little wickedly and heheed twice.

Her sudden indecency made Chang Yu Feng really not so sad...... Her meaning seemed to be clear, he was no longer a child...... Right now...... What you have to face will be more "realistic"

It's not, like now, ** are hidden as if they are nothing, or they are children, they can't do so many things, and others won't look at you as a normal person.

But now it's different.

"I'll tell you one more thing, you're not a kid anymore...... At least not in the eyes of others...... So, in this transformation, everyone around you will change to you, whether they are more strict with you, or more indulgent, you have to remember what you told me today, you can say that you used to be a little child, even if you did something wrong, did something very embarrassing, did something very annoying, others, or people around you can prevaricate to save you from punishment because you are young, but now, you will not encounter such a situation, every time you are hurt, It may bring irreversible consequences, because everyone has already taken you as an adult, they will think that all your personality, all behaviors are already fixed, will not change in the short world, and even stereotypes affect other people's perception of you, this is a new problem, some people's stereotype of you will even follow you for a lifetime, even to death, that person may feel that you are some kind of person, not after a long life, all the changes you have suffered, are non-existent for him. It's ridiculous, but it's true. ”

"What you have to face will be an adult world, there are not so many fantasies and fantasies, there are not so many people who are good to you, people can be very good to a child who makes a mistake, but not necessarily to an adult who makes a mistake as good as ever, the adult world, there is not so much absolute trust, and there are not so many clear grievances, this you must understand, some people value interests more, some people value money more, and some people are more willing to be a waste that doesn't care about anything, which is difficult to see when I was a child, There must be a process of growth in this, and I hope you don't forget what you said today. Don't lose your self-confidence, you have the right to be the same as others, and you naturally have the right to be different from others, if your choice is in your own hands, please cherish it. ”

"Hmm...... I'll remember...... This is very important for me if I forget...... Naturally, they will be punished......"

Chang Yu Feng has been listening carefully, and at this time he replied, very seriously, very seriously.

This is no joke.

No one would joke like that.

"That's good......"

Yu Xiao smiled.

"However, it's better to remind yourself all the time, it's not a joke......"

"I will......"

Chang Yu Feng stood up and bowed, clenching his fists.

"Thank you...... Here's the kindness...... Thank you for your kindness......"

"You're welcome...... You'd better not come back...... If you come once, you'll fail......" she scratched her head and said, "It's better never to see you again...... Have a nice trip...... Come on! Young man! ”

She waved goodbye.

"Hmmm! Never to see ...... again"

Chang Yu Feng stepped into the Golden Gate with one foot and thanked him again.

"Go, go, go......"

She waved her hand......

Chang Yu Feng nodded.

Go through the door.

There was only one woman left in a red coat with a hoop sleeve.

She sat cross-legged.

Laughed a little.

"That's nice...... Long Feather Kaede ......"

She tilted her head and looked at the white, clean world.

"Seeking the Shadow...... Dragon's ...... Long-feathered maple ...... Interesting...... interesting."