Chapter 51: Small Talk
Little one, are you awake? Emina placed a small box on the table, and inside was some very small candy, red, green, and green, wafting out some sweetness that could be smelled.
She grabbed a handful and put it in front of Long Feather Kaede, and then grabbed another and put it in front of Erica.
"You slept for a day, and we didn't dare to breathe, hahaha." Amina grabbed one herself and put it in her mouth.
"I'm really embarrassed...... Chang Yufeng scratched his head and said, "If you can, you can just wake me up, it's okay......"
"When I say this, don't see ...... Let's talk about what's next for you...... What do you think? Amina looked at Chang Yu Feng, it was a contemplative gaze, Chang Yu Feng couldn't guess the meaning of this sentence for a while, and was a little puzzled.
Emina saw her confusion, and without waiting for him to ask, she spoke, "Who did you abandon here?" Did you bring the contract with your original owner? ”
Although Chang Yu Feng thought about how to answer this question, he didn't say it, just looked embarrassed, because he didn't know how to lie next, he didn't want to fill another lie with a series of lies, maybe silence was also an answer.
He also knew that Emina wouldn't ask too deeply, because for everyone, except for Erica, the three people here had little secrets in their hearts......
It's not good not to answer, Chang Yufeng sighed, lowered his head, shook it, and didn't speak.
This shake made Erica, who was writing, look over, slowly grabbed a candy, and slowly sent it to her mouth, looking at Changyu Feng with dripping eyes.
"Can't you say? That's okay......" Amina also ate the candy and watched as Jack brought over a bowl of porridge and pushed it in front of Changyu Feng.
"Still, you should tell us about your plans for the future...... Where are you from? Do you need our help? Help you get back? What Amina said made Changyu Kaede understand, and he thought of some possibilities, Erica might be hostile to humans because some of the animals that were driven out of the forest, so the feelings he showed were exactly like this, and Erica ......
Wrong......
What's going on?
Why does it feel like the family is fluctuating?
Did you lie to yourself? Summoning beasts or something......
But it's a good thing to save the animals that have fallen out of the forest...... Nor can they really save all the little ones who run out of the forest......
"It's terrible...... It's not that I don't want to say...... It's because I don't want to implicate my master...... You can see that...... I don't have the slightest bit of combat power, which is fatal for a kid who is going to participate in the Izuryu Tournament......"
Chang Yu Feng bowed his head at the right time and paused...... Looking at the table......
In order to be natural, his helplessness was very light, as if he had already mentioned things in the past, and he was a little relieved......
"You've been so nice to me...... I'll be honest, I actually ran out on my own...... He is very good...... But I can't let him get too low because of me...... Only I left...... He can ......"
He knew how to tell this lie, so that there was nothing to ask about, and since he was active, then there was no suspicion.
"His name is Andrew...... ...... in a small town in the south"
"That'...... So, you're not a ...... of Dragonforest," Amina looked at him hesitantly.
"Hmm...... I'm so sorry...... I was in a hurry, thinking you were going to hurt me...... I'm sorry......" Chang Yu Feng nodded appropriately and apologized......
"It's okay...... That's how many injured critters are...... I'm afraid we'll hurt them again......" Amina sighed, grabbed another candy and chewed it in her mouth, and then paused and said, "However, it seems that we don't seem to have peace here...... What are you going to do next? Go back to that Andrew? ”
"No...... At least it won't be ...... now" Chang Yufeng picked up the spoon in the bowl, and the spoon was on the porridge, steaming a little hot.
"I think it's ......," Emina thoughtfully glanced at Jack, who was practicing writing.
"Why...... Are you leaving? Erica didn't seem to understand the conversation between them.
"You're going to be competing in this competition next year...... I'll tell you then...... Magic is not as important as knowledge......" Emina didn't do anything, just looked at the three children calmly.
"I don't want to stay here for long......" Chang Yufeng took a sip of porridge, the porridge was not hot, the heat was dissipated, and he could eat some shredded pumpkin like running water, which was very sweet, but not greasy.
"I didn't mean to drive you away...... I just don't think you have a contract, and even if Erica wanted to, there was no way to re-sign it...... However, my family is okay...... It's not a problem to raise an extra child, don't worry, you ......can live here for the rest of your life," Emina hurriedly explained, she saw the little sheep in front of her drinking porridge with his head down, and thought he was cranky.
"I've actually thought about it...... Even though I'm in a bad state right now, I still need to do something...... Can't stay here forever...... When I'm recuperated...... I'm going to practice and make myself stronger......" Chang Yu Feng took a big sip of porridge, and the pumpkin shreds slipped away in his throat at once, and the sweet feeling was fleeting.
"Really? I mean, it's too dangerous for you...... It's a lot of chaos here in Wenti County...... Shadow hunters are also frequent...... You'd better wait for this place to settle down a little before leaving......" Amina stood up and squeezed her hands, "I'm going to cook...... I guess the kid's dad is coming back soon......"
After speaking, he walked to the kitchen, and Chang Yu Feng noticed that the sun had set, and on this day, because of this body, he didn't do anything during the day...... It's going to be night......
After drinking the porridge by himself, he was about to get close to the meal......
This kind of conversation is short, even short and sudden, like a few small talks, and then interrupted because of their own affairs.
Maybe it's because there will be a lot of time to spend together, so you don't need to talk for so long, because there is time to talk.
The two children didn't speak, and Jack had a small movement when he was writing, he would touch his wrist, and it felt very painful, which was a small movement only when Emina left, and he opened his mouth inadvertently, as if he couldn't speak in pain.
Erica also has a small movement, that is, she will curl the hair on her shoulders, curl it once, then let it go, and roll it up again.
Changyu Feng saw it in his eyes.
Truth be told, he knew why Jack did the same.
Because of the practice of swordsmanship......
To put it mildly, the foundation is the skin, and it is also the most important thing, and no one will really show mercy in actual combat...... To be more realistic, the mercy of his subordinates is always the side that crushes the strength, and I have never heard of the saying that the weaker side also has the mercy of his subordinates.
Jack's painful appearance made Chang Yufeng feel a lot of emotion, to be honest, he couldn't do it without emotion......
If others don't understand, they naturally do, and you can see at a glance why your wrist hurts......
At that time, how much effort did I try...... How much faith is sustaining the hard self-learning of swordsmanship in such days?
In fact, at that time, he didn't quite understand why Erica's family didn't teach him swordsmanship, or even magic...... At that time, I was also a gambled practice, and I had some nest fire in my heart, but this nest fire was not so able to support it......
But for now, he's not going to say what to do......
He originally wanted to change the past and change himself, but now that he thinks about it, without all the things in the past, he can't grow into a person who will try to reflect on himself like he is now.
Reflection is a hard thing to do......
Many people do not reflect, although many people will say that reflection is like hindsight, but apart from reflection, no one can gain experience and lessons from anything they have done in the past, so they will only make mistakes again and again...... Wrong to the point that the whole person is insensitive to mistakes......
Chang Yufeng looked at himself at the beginning, the strong arrogance did not need to be obvious, just such an action now, it can also be seen that he had never thought of complaining at that time...... I never thought that the enemy was too strong and it was impossible for me to win such a thing, but silently did what I thought was right......
Although it may seem outrageously wrong to others......
But what does it matter? Isn't it possible for you to feel your own efforts even if you are doing this?
Although many people will say that the effort is useless what bad remarks...... But for now, I think this spirit world is very dangerous, and the spirit world is full of ruthless magic and cruel power, and it is a very terrible spirit world, and it has never been depressed and even decadent.
At that time, I seemed to understand the meaning of life better than I do now......
That's for yourself, not for others - such a young person shouldn't live for others, such a young child must first live for himself, because he lives, and lives for his next life.
For more things, Changyu Feng seems to know that this kind of Changyu Feng is indeed much better than Changyu Feng, who is now confused and doesn't know how to go.
Although the purpose is very simple.
"What's wrong?" Jack touched his wrist, stopped, and looked at Changyu Feng suspiciously.
"It's not ......" Chang Yufeng kept looking at himself, and he really had some indescribable feelings.
It's distressed, it's gratifying, it's happy......
Even a bit of warmth came to my heart, turned into a breeze, and dissipated all at once, and I couldn't think of it......
How absurd......
Days like this......
Such a face-to-face.
"Oh...... I'm done...... I'm going to put the bowl ...... Where should it be placed? Chang Yu Feng looked at him with a smile and picked up the bowl.
It is a small porcelain bowl with a blue pattern, like some painted inscription.
"Kitchen...... My mom is here, you'll find out when you go......" Jack pointed in the direction of the kitchen.
Chang Yu Feng picked up the bowl with a fart, and his mental state was much better......
He originally wanted to do something today...... Last night, no, it should have been this morning, he was going to do something, what to do in a planned way, to find out what was going on, to find out if there was any anomaly around him to sort out Lan Luo's traces or something......
However, plans have not kept up with the changes......
I was originally ambitious and thought that I would always do something today...... At the very least, we need to know a little bit about Lorcan...... But it doesn't seem to ......
Didn't do anything...... even stayed up late and got sick, and his enthusiasm was suddenly extinguished by his own practical actions......
It's like blowing into the sky in the last second, and being slapped in the face the next second......
Is......
I don't know what to say......
But I won't be frustrated by this once, twice, or even three times when I don't get what I want.
There will be no tomorrow after tomorrow, and tomorrow will be affected by so many wastes......
Because, more often, he understands this truth: you know that you are working hard, this is a thing worth being happy about, you know that you will not cut off your efforts because of a moment of laziness, in the face of time, this laziness can be infinite, but it will also become extremely small because of hard work.
If you are really tired today, then rest for a day.
No one can easily do this even if it is as simple as it is...... So why complain?
To be honest, he didn't feel like he needed to be reasonable...... There is no need for self-absorption, much less paralysis, he has been able to face his past – it is not a bad past – even if it may be cowardly – even if he is more incompetent than he seems – so what?
He can't guarantee that he won't be cowardly, he can't guarantee that he won't have helpless incompetence, he can't guarantee that he won't have a past that may exist and can't be looked back on......
But he's alive now......
And he lives clearly and clearly.
Whether it's your own mistake or your own right, you know it clearly......
What kind of messy rhetoric, routines, chicken soup, poisonous chicken soup are not mixed with mud and water......
He now knows that his life is to live in a simple sense, clearly, and look forward to tomorrow......
Maybe you may not understand, but you only need Chang Yu to understand......
Everything in the world is like this, birds chirp, not singing, but literally described as singing......
This in itself could not be more normal......
The lark has a pleasant voice, the crow has a bad voice, and the mountains and rivers are there, dying and growing over time, rising and falling......
Those who have gone through the vicissitudes of life have long since turned into smoke, and only those recorded stories are being passed on......
Or the demise of human beings is also common sense, and there is no need to be too surprised......
It's not enough to just summarize it as a normal mind......
It should be summarized as the heart is like water, and it is appropriate to be quiet and far-reaching......
Or maybe tomorrow isn't a good thing, but so what's the matter? The self who lives for this does not care about the good or bad of tomorrow, but cares about the good or bad of the life for which he lives.
When tomorrow comes, you will not suddenly become a robber who hurts others at will, nor will you suddenly become a coward who allows others to hurt, when tomorrow comes, you will face it with a smile, maybe you will also face it with tears, this is the common sense of living for yourself, there is no need to be overly sad, and there is no need to be overly happy.
Because tomorrow will always come, only night and day are intertwined, maybe not half, for human beings who need night to rest, it is the most perfect day......
The most important day.