To my dear sheep,

I think now you have learned the truth of life.

The truth of life is nothing more than to live.

Of course, there is no denying that reincarnation is a technical job, and a good birth naturally has an expectation that people will live better, which you cannot deny and must accept.

Well, it's just a joke, because it's not something you can choose anyway.

Where you are born, you are limited by the people who are born there, whether it is your character, your education, your future, and so on and so forth.

The good situation is fine, but if you want to get out of the bad situation, maybe it will be much more bitter, the overall situation and the current situation, a thousand people, I can't think of a few people who can really get out of their own limitations, because this limitation is growing with your age in contact with people and social contact.

After all, some people can break free from the limitations of their own lives, of course, they are still limited by the education they have received and the people they have come into contact with, but they are more from their own thinking.

It is commonly referred to as criticism, and criticism with oneself.

Of course, it is to really do it and think independently.

Whether you want to or not, only in the repetition of continuous criticism and self-criticism can you discover your own shortcomings.

You may also have discovered that in so many reincarnations, the reflection you can get must be done by yourself wanting to change from the bottom of your heart, and you can only do it.

It's not a shame to criticize yourself, is it? You always say to yourself: I'm too kind, so they always think I don't have a temper, in fact, I sometimes hate myself like this.

Isn't it?

You know how shocked I was when you told me? I've always seen you laughing, I've always seen you worrying about people, and I thought you'd always get used to being surrounded by kids.

You are truly an angel on earth...... My Sheep ......

However, it turns out that you will also be troubled...... At that time, I discovered that kindness is not simply being good to others without complaining, but guarding the goodness of others in my heart and acting out.

What shall I say of you, my sheep?

I thought, you're too stupid, isn't there anything you can't say? Those children will also understand you, no matter what, they love you deeply, this family affection, you tell them that you also love them deeply, but you also need to have enough space to love yourself.

I thought, you're stupid......

If you tell the children about such an important matter, they will be able to understand it.

Especially, Lan Luo's girl, her dependence on you, can no longer be described in words, although she has lost her heart stone, and she can't have emotions that she can control, but as long as she sees you, she is like all children, innocent, happy, and can forget all her troubles.

And Zhong Yan, that kid, always learns from you to treat all the other children gently, he takes you as an example and wants to be like you.

And then there is the eldest sister of Hongsheng, she always leads the other children to try to share your sorrows, they put the plum blossoms you like on the top of the mountain where you have stayed, where the mountains are full of brilliant plum blossoms, of course the plum blossoms will not be brilliant, the flowers that the children plant for you will be brilliant.

I think...... These children are really brought up by you...... Baby.

It's a great comfort for them to have your kindness.

I'm not kind though.

You know, I always say that to myself, I'm not kind, not kind at all.

I almost hate those who claim to be kind, they are all hypocrites, kindness is not a medal, it does not shine when it is pasted on the face, how can a truly kind person trumpet his kindness? Of course, you don't necessarily like to hear what I say, but it's always like this, hypocrites can do a small good deed to create their own kind image by preaching, but that won't last long after all, although people don't respect people who are too kind, but people don't exclude getting along with really good people, because they can ask for too much from good people...... Including feelings.

I'm not ashamed to say that I'm also asking for your affection.

You're so good, if you don't bully you, what's the matter? Your somewhat angry look always comes to my mind, and I wonder how cute you are, so you can fall for me again and again.

Of course I know that maybe it's a little wrong, but I'm really thinking, really wanting to, looking at you, just looking at you like that.

You love everyone dearly...... How bad is that......

You can also try not to love everyone, although it is hard for you and simple for others.

It doesn't matter.

What kind of mood did I write this letter to you?

I do not know......

Maybe I just want to hear your voice again, and see your face again. I don't know if you'll ever forgive me...... But I went to see Yu Suo...... She told me that you would forgive me...... Because that's the kind of person you're in......

Will you forgive me then?

In this ninth cycle of reincarnation...... Will you forgive me?

It seems that your divine body is no longer available...... Everything about you seems to have been lost...... All trails......

I'm wondering, how can I find you......

When I find you, I must make you understand that I am not here to ask for your forgiveness, I am a person who will not apologize, and I will never apologize to you.

I'm just just bad, I'm a bad guy, and if you're a good guy through and through, then I'm a bad guy through and through, so you'll always remember me......

That one......

In the ninth reincarnation, you will cry......

As an ordinary person, would you cry and be depressed because you are too ordinary? After you are reincarnated, there are always some imperfections...... Will you be angry? Do you want to break free of your limitations? Can you think of your limitations and make changes?

You're still not a bad guy?

You......

All right...... I can't say any sensational words anyway, but I can tell you, I...... Always able to find you......

Although you are a woman, even your name has changed......

But so what...... I've never told you I won't use the power of memory...... Will you ...... Hahaha, you don't call me a bad taste, but you know what?

This kind of thing is really fun......

You've become one! Woman!

Reincarnation is such a wonderful thing.

You have suffered so much...... I also want to become a woman to suffer from the gratuitous malice of this world...... I'm so saddened......

What should I do...... can help you...... My dear sheep......

Shall I become your Master? In the world of spiritual power, the weak always eat the strong, if you are strong enough, will it be much better......

A girl's family, of course, has to protect herself, doesn't it? Strong enough spiritual power to wreak havoc in this world......

How nice is that......

Such a world...... As long as you are strong enough, you can have the right to speak, money, and power......

Although this is just as cruel, for those who have no family advantage, no good education, and even no sense of self-awareness, they can hardly do anything......

That's why I'm going to teach you more......

However, I found that these things were not enough......

I found that the human rule is that women are to get married...... Girls, what kind of ...... would you like?

It is brave and responsible...... Or someone as kind as you are......

Do you care that he's rich...... For example, as soon as he makes a move, you can have ...... There is enough money for you to spend, and you don't need to worry about firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea......

Or maybe you don't like the powerful...... Respond to every call...... Majestic ...... Dominates the world's most powerful organization......

Still is...... What kind of man? I'm going to check for you anyway...... In your current life, you always have to get married, right......

Since I don't know what kind of person your husband will be in this life...... Let's all in one...... Save the hassle...... He will love you very much...... I swear he'll love you very much.

All right...... And what else......

And also......

I want to say something......

【"Lu Xin Zhai...... You...... Think I should say something more? He looked at the glowing ball of light on the desk.

"Business ......" The ball of light flickered, illuminating the darkness around it.

"Oh......"

His tired face was illuminated, his pale lips pursed, and he began to write again. 】

I remember...... I have some more to say to you......

That's ...... I still want to kill you to the sky......

How can they deceive you with such kindness...... You can sacrifice yourself for the peace they call it, but how can anyone be an enemy of you in this world......

They are always dirty......

Makes me sick......

Flies that dwell in the sky......

If you don't destroy them...... In my heart, I am really unwilling......

Obviously, you have retreated step by step for their sake, but they still want everything, imposing shackles on everything you love deeply.

I know...... My strength alone is not enough......

But I have a way...... I have my own plan, but I can't tell you too much, you just have to watch it then......

I will take everything you have and kill it to heaven......

I'm sorry...... Those of your children...... They have been infected by demonic energy and have become uncontrollable......

I'm sorry I didn't protect them for you......

This kind of thing......

What kind of mood should I use to write for you......

[He stops writing......

sighed,

The cough sounded here, and he lowered his head and looked at the words that were crooked because of weakness, and the light shone faintly in his eyes.

His eyes were so bright. 】

I think...... Let me tell you one more thing...... Do you still know, Yu Suo? The goddess who has always been on your side......

She was locked up in a prison, and her soul was about to be torn apart...... I want to be united...... The strength that I have always been able to unite ...... You have to save her......

I was thinking that I should have told you what I should have told you a long time ago, that I couldn't do my best at it...... I'm sorry......

Lu Xinzhai told me that when you died, tell me not to shed tears for you......

How can I not shed tears for you...... My Sheep ...... My dear sheep......

If kindness can't make a difference in this hypocritical guy of Lu Zhongxing, then let the evil come......

By the time you read this letter, centuries have passed...... What a long day it was......

How...... A long day...... In a world without you, it's a long ...... But when I think that my plans are far away, and I feel that time in this world is so fast...... Elapse...... It is impossible to have ......

How much is this like your death...... Although I can go and see you again...... But for me...... At that time, you were no longer you......

By the way, I also asked for the help of the dragon, but that guy is always so evasive, and his failure is inevitable......

Now that he's hiding, even I can't find him......

I think he should come and help me too...... But he didn't......

I'm not afraid to go it alone...... Like Quetzalcoatl, I was speechless in shock when I heard that he had led his people to revolt and had been slain in Gorgaso......

Maybe Quetzalcoatl has enough kindness like you, or maybe he's touched by your spirit......

You have influenced them, maybe you have also cared about their future, you have been helpless, and they have reciprocated you with the same kindness.

Even death is not spared.

As I said, in this world, good people should not be bullied, not just because they are easy to bully, but because they are the ones they should be proud of......

["Lu Xinzhai, what else...... What else should be said......"

He looked at the ball of light again......

Balls of light roll on the table.

"And your last words, aren't they?" The ball of light soon dimmed, and then fell silent again.

"My ...... Last words...... "His pupils dilated slightly...... As if he knew something, the corners of his mouth lifted again. His thin face, along with the bones on his face, set off a dark shadow.

"Okay...... I said how do I always remember that there is an incident in my heart, and it turns out to be...... I'm going to die too......"]

Having said all that......

I really don't want to say goodbye to you......

We were born together...... Growing up together...... I never thought I'd say goodbye to you...... Because I always feel that saying goodbye can't happen to us, and our parting always comes softly, and goes gently......

I didn't see your last face...... But I'll always come to you......

I don't need to say goodbye to you at all......

Because we both know that we will meet eventually......

Meet......

My dear sheep......

You have to live happily......

Wait until I'm going to you...... Be sure to tell me...... Long time no see......

- Your wolf

[He put the pen aside......

Looking out the window into the darkness......

What did he want to find in the dark sky...... But in the end, it failed......

"It turns out that today...... There is no moon......"]