Act 13: Blank

【Sheep ...... I've helped you find a good home...... I think you'll love him...... At least that's how it is in this life......]

"I'm talking about your future......" Bai Yutang looked at Chang Yufeng's eyes, those black eyes, as many doubts as there were, as many as there were deaths.

"My future ......" Chang Yu Feng looked at the extremely tiny book, he didn't know what that book was at all, but in a way, Bai Yutang had already told him.

It was a book of the future.

The Book of the Future is so small that it can't record anyone's deeds at all, and it doesn't have any handwriting, and the Book of the Future can't predict anyone's future.

"You want to ask Qing Lanluo all the reasons now, it's about your future." Bai Yutang stopped him, and when he descended the stairs, the wind and snow here had already eaten away at their flesh.

The snow is getting colder.

"Don't you feel anything about Li Ruyue's death? She just died in front of you! Dead in front of all of us......" Bai Yutang continued to ask, he probably didn't want to ask people with crooked reasoning, so he just stopped after saying this.

He doesn't fan anymore.

"I know how powerful Ranlo is...... I thought you knew that, too. Chang Yu Feng didn't understand why Bai Yutang was going to say these inexplicable words.

"It's scary, isn't it?" Bai Yutang looked at Chang Yu Feng in shock, he seemed to be surprised by Chang Yu Feng's answer. "It's scary, isn't it? Lan Luo easily killed someone, and what was even more terrifying was that everyone here didn't feel sad for her, even you. We're going to go on with this as if nothing happened, don't you feel scared? ”

Bai Yutang's question was like a painless word entering Chang Yufeng's ears, and then coming out, and then disappeared silently.

"Isn't it because the five major families have blocked the realm because of the people who died in Crescent Bay? If Li Ruyue died, it would be a normal thing...... It's just a matter of dying, why can't she? Chang Yufeng looked at Bai Yutang indifferently, and his eyes began to be blank.

"Huh?" Bai Yutang snorted, and was shocked by Chang Yufeng's words, and let out a cold sweat.

"Original...... How are you ......" Bai Yutang looked at Chang Yu Feng in surprise, and didn't say why, just a sentence, and turned Chang Yu and Feng to him.

This person seems to know him well.

If it's really familiar, I'm afraid it's self-familiar, and when I meet myself, I feel familiar.

Those who can watch the stars and guess their fortunes have these faults, and those who are restrained are also worried, and those who can't talk much and don't converge will be regarded as flattery by others.

Bai Yutang seemed to know everything, which couldn't help but make Chang Yufeng wonder how much the Shadow of the Hunt had told him.

He has always been out of breath, he has suffered too much, no wonder he has endured the ups and downs, the more refined his mind is, he doesn't know how to deal with it, and it is not a trivial matter to meet a careless person.

However, whether it was coincidental or not, he felt dull, and from beginning to end, he was short of such a chance to ask for clarification.

What kind of enemies will he be, his friends?

"You're such a stupid ......" Bai Yutang shook his head, sighed, and turned around again. He accepted the little book and lowered his head with a sad face: "That's it...... You won't understand what I said anyway...... The warmth and coldness of people in this world are also like this...... Not reassuring...... I'm not worried, but I don't want to mind your business......"

"Bai Yutang...... You...... My enemy? Or my friend? Chang Yu Feng asked coldly.

"Me?" Bai Yutang looked up at the high platform, the wind and snow that were drifting pressed into his eyes, melted into his eyes, and fainted silently, and slowly said that his tears were also flowing down his cheeks.

"I'm nothing...... Bai Yutang looked sad, and his good-looking look was gone.

"It's you...... Do you know what you are now? Or do you know where you should go next? Bai Yutang turned around and asked him again, excitedly wanting to hold his hand, he was like a child who had met a good thing, looking at Chang Yu Feng expectantly, Chang Yu Feng's hand was also put for no reason, and he pulled it up, and he didn't have any strength to put it in his palm.

"You...... Is it a Shadow Seeker's subordinate? Chang Yu Feng looked at his eyes so sincere at this moment, and there was an indescribable weirdness for a while.

Really weird, isn't it?

The people here are weird...... Or maybe there is something wrong with their own perception, their motives and purposes are not clear to them, so they are only able to be a small bystander compared to their somewhat self-conscious speech and silence.

Even the ambiguity that you know yourself.

He's not an enemy or a friend with everyone, so he doesn't get that much attention.

His mind is full of chaos right now.

Is it scary? It's not terrible...... The scary thing is that he can't change himself.

This is obviously such a sad thing, but it can only be calm on his face.

He didn't know who he was.

Or rather...... He had no idea what his future was...... Therefore, he wanted more and more guidance, not the guidance of the Shadow of the Wilderness, but the guidance of Lan Luo.

He hopes that there can be a rising star in his world to guide him.

That person shouldn't be Seeking Desolate Shadow, nor should it be Bai Yutang.

Bai Yutang was just an excuse for him to want to come here.

Excuses, right?

"I'm asking you......" Bai Yutang still held his hand.

"I can leave it unanswered...... I'm just asking you......" Changyu Kaede looked at him, just groping for his answer.

"I'm scared......" Bai Yutang showed a sad face again.

"I'm scared of ...... too," Nagawa Kaede sighed.

"We actually have the same ...... of the same disease"

"If you think so."

"It's a pity that I have lost other powers, otherwise I will definitely be able to help you ......" Bai Yutang let go of his hand.

His appearance also became decent, and the sadness in his expression became indifferent and shy.

"But, really, I can't tell you...... What the hell are you doing...... It's okay to look for the Shadows, no, as long as you're here...... You will never have a future......" Bai Yutang continued, his eyes kept looking at Chang Yu Feng, what he saw from Chang Yu Feng's eyes...... It seems that there is only blandness.

How did he become such a person......

It's true......

I'm curious......

What did Shadow Seeker do to him......

"No...... The future ......" Changyu Feng's breath will really carry the word "future......

Future...... Future......

"I never had a future, I thought I could have a future now...... But actually, I really never had a future ......"

"I know you're going to say that...... So I want to ...... too I'll help you......"

"Because I'm ...... The King of Benevolence? ”

"No...... If the King of Benevolence is dead...... That's dead...... Isn't it? Death does not come back to life...... You should know this......" Bai Yutang laughed softly, he probably wanted something happy, not the cruelty of not resurrecting as he said......

"Because, you are you...... How I want to help you...... Instead of going to help the King of Benevolence ......"

At this moment, all the wind and snow on Bai Yutang's body became dim, and it was desperate without light.

"So who the hell are you?" Nagayu Kaede also laughed.

But his laugh was bitter......

He didn't feel bitter because he couldn't do anything he wanted to do.

He felt bitter because he was retreating now......

Asked about the future......

Perhaps Bai Yutang was the first ......

This is not a joke, only Bai Yutang told him the word future. And the future he talked about in the past was always illusory, helpless, and even unattainable.

Do you know? I never wanted to come back to this world from the spirit realm...... Chen Lin...... I lie to you about everything you say about the future......

I know that I lied to myself that it was a white lie, and that there is always someone who needs to do a white lie to help others to have peace of mind.

When did I realize I had no future......

Perhaps, it is when I am thinking about my future again and again...... The more I think about it...... My future is getting more and more uncertain......

The rocks that seek the shadow of the desolation on him have never retreated...... I can't do anything...... Oh, what a familiar feeling, always with him.

What a luxury in the future......

What is he going to do...... What does he want, how does he want to live...... Is it really possible to get it just by thinking about it?

He doesn't like to pour out other people's feelings, so what kind of feelings or feelings is that...... Does he need to take care of other people's thoughts? If he didn't take care of other people's thoughts, what kind of person would he be now......

He couldn't figure it out, and he couldn't guess it.

But he is who he is now.

He may have known that his memory had been stripped of his memory by the Shadow of the Wilderness, but so what...... At the very least, he knew that he was alone......

Maybe it's a bit of a cowardly person, not an incompetent person, and just a kind mediocrity.

He may have always been a philistine......

But he was nothing after all......

A person who has no future, a person who does not know what he should do in the future, can only live like this after all.

How to live?

For whom to live......

For yourself......

But will it be possible?

"Let a...... Someone who loves you...... Wait for most of your life...... Do you feel guilty? Bai Yutang looked at Chang Yu Feng who was thinking, and Chang Yu Feng's distraction only made him feel at ease.

"What?" Nagawa Kaede heard his words.

First stunned, then silent.

"I mean...... Let a woman who loves you wait for you for most of your life...... Do you feel guilty? The corners of Bai Yutang's mouth curved down and he sighed.

His white clothes rose and fell, like breathing, exhaled to his chest, and then pressed down heavily, and when he exhaled again, it melted into some wind and snow, and the mist was filled.

“……”

Chang Yu Feng was suddenly silent again.

"Who?"

"Someone who loves you......"

"Why ......"

"No, why...... That person is waiting for you...... ...... in the future"

"I don't have a ...... future"

"I know ......"

"My memory has been cut ......"

"I know ......"

"I can't think normally......"

"I know ......"

"I don't know how to think about ......"

"I know ......"

"I ...... I shouldn't let others love me...... I ......"

"But that person just loves you......"

"I don't know...... Who have I loved...... In my world...... There should be no love...... I should ...... for myself"

"You don't deserve this ......"

"I can afford to be in ...... situation"

"That's why everybody wants to help you...... The radiance you radiate makes all selfish people ...... They are all ashamed of themselves. ”

"I'm not a saint...... I'm not that good...... I'm selfish......"

"How much do you remember your memory......"

"A lot...... A lot...... But there are very few, but there is no ......."

"I can let Lan Luo take you away...... We ran away ......."

Bai Yutang looked at Chang Yufeng, took out the fan in his hand, he opened it with a bang, and the painted birds, insects and fish on the fan appeared one by one, and then slowly rippled like clear water, interlocking, and those birds, beasts, insects and fish became extremely blurred.

"Then you will be able to meet her, the person who loves you has been waiting for you in the future......" Bai Yutang went to ask for his opinion, they said so much, but time never stopped, but strangely, no one cared what they were doing.

They haven't been there for a long time.

"I ......" Chang Yufeng faced the sudden question, and looked at Bai Yutang who wanted to make a move and became serious with some embarrassment.

He covered his face with a fan, just like when he found Long Feather Maple in Crescent Bay.

"You want ...... Take him away...... No way...... My lady......" A voice came from the high platform, and Seeker Shadow stepped out with one foot, and the high boots turned into a pair of shiny black leather shoes.

He was dressed in a suit and leather shoes, with his hands in the trouser pockets of his trousers, and stepped on the steps one by one, looking at the two of them condescendingly.

There was a hint of playfulness in his eyes.

Of course, if he laughs, it's also cute.

He did smile and was cute enough.

"Mei Qingzi, you want too much...... You're so greedy......" The image of the Wasteland is a little rabbit that jumps down the stairs with its feet together and comes to their side.

The two men watched him come down, silent, both of them retreating alertly.

"Where's your light yarn? Why is it gone? Long feather maple? Xun Huangying snapped his fingers, and with a click, Chang Yufeng suddenly saw the light yarn in front of him appear, and in the white light yarn, he didn't realize the difference between just now and now.

Oh, yes...... When did his light veil disappear......

Just now, it's been there all along, but now, it's completely turned back and appeared.

"You...... Surprised? How can you be surprised? ”

Shadow Seeker smiled, he was so happy, but he was completely out of place with the two of them.

"You're going too far...... Seeking the Desolate Shadow ......" Bai Yutang looked at Changyu Feng.

"I thought you didn't care about idle business...... "Xun Huangying shook his head and sat down on the steps, he turned his back to the two of them, and Chang Yu Feng and Bai Yutang didn't dare to make a move.

"Are you happy?"

He asked......

Then he answered himself.

"I don't think you'll be happy either...... Long-feathered maple ...... I did go a little too far...... But...... You haven't figured out one thing......"

Shadow Seeker sat on the top of the stairs, and he slowly looked up, watching the wind and snow stand still......

"I never said that...... I'm a good person......"