Chapter 31: Chapter 12: Reincarnation

I love, everything I love.

"I love everything I love, too."

Shadow Seeker replied.

I wanted to go home, but I didn't have one.

"I want to go home too, but I don't have a home either."

Seeking the Shadow of the Desolation responded softly.

I'm lonely...... It's not because I'm not cheerful and optimistic......

"I ...... too Very lonely......"

The Shadow of the Wilderness echoed his heart.

I don't have the courage to live, I need someone to tell me, or what exactly is it for......

"I don't think anyone can tell you...... Because many people can't understand it. ”

Seeking the Desolate Shadow denied the question in his heart, not answered.

The water of the dark river was stirred by the long feather maple.

"Don't! Snoop again! My heart! ”

Chang Yufeng angrily looked at the shadow of the desolate floating next to him, the little white furball, and answered himself again and again.

His voice was so loud, in the dark river, there was a strong concussion.

"I didn't peek into your heart, you told me yourself."

Xun Huangying smiled at Changyu Feng and blinked, his round body floated on the ground, the fluff was light and fluttering, and it was floating when it was stained with water, like a white jellyfish.

"Really, you told me yourself. I'm just telling the truth. ”

Shadow Seeker gurgled and spat bubbles, and Chang Yu Feng gave him a stern look, slowly sliding through the water and swimming upstream.

The water of the underground dark river is not cold, it is like taking a warm bath, Changyu Feng walked quickly, and soon came to the mouth of the sewer of Fran.

He climbed the corridor of the sewer, looked at the dead rat corpses in the sewer, and walked quickly about the corridor.

He was almost in the dark, the stench of dead plants and dried rat corpses was permeating, and it was clear that the rats would starve to death if they had lost their population, but the wind could still be heard howling, the grinding of rats, the sound of water flowing in the dark river, and the sound of footsteps getting closer and closer to the ground.

The footsteps are very strong, which shows that the goods that are operated are above their heads, although they know that they should be animal cubs, but those who can hardly hear their voices, Chang Yu Feng walked very fast, without dragging mud and water, his physical strength is not any problem, but after walking in the water, the river water that has just come ashore is still warm, but when he arrives on the shore, the current and cold breath surround Long Yu Feng, the wind blowing from the floor tiles, and the wind blowing in the sewer corridor makes him shiver.

Shadow Seeker sat on his shoulders at this time, flicking the river water from his body.

"To be honest, if you accept my strength, you don't need to suffer so much." Xun Huangying looked at Chang Yu Feng shivering, his lips purple, and he was not sad, but looked at him very calmly.

"People, in fact, the most miserable thing is that they are too ordinary, and ordinary people can only think about the injustice of destiny."

Seeking Desolate Shadow tugged at Changyu Kaede's wet hair and slowly climbed to the top of his head.

"But most people just want to climb on the head of others, and after that, they don't say anything about the injustice of destiny, as long as he is the strong side, what destiny is still there, and there is no justice...... It's all just rhetoric for their own benefit. ”

Seeking the Desolate Shadow was quietly on the top of Changyu Feng's head, feeling the shivering of Changyu Feng's cold.

"What the hell do you want...... My Sheep ...... I really can't understand you anymore......"

Shadow Hunter saw that Nagayu Kaede began to stop at a sewer exit with no footsteps, and climbed up the stairs.

"I don't want anything...... I just want to find out. ”

Chang Yufeng's hand grasped the iron railing in the dark, the cold of the iron made his hand feel like it was sticky, as long as he pulled his hand off, the skin on his hand began to be slowly peeled off.

His heart began to beat rapidly, and the blood supply was transmitted to his body, warming him and warming him up.

This protective mechanism makes his life worse than death.

"You know what? I once met a man who had transformed his heart into a steel core. That man no longer believed in humans, but placed his trust in the cold extreme, and he broke the limitations of the life source body, so that the next end of the world became the demise of the steel city. ”

The voice of the Shadow Finder was quiet, like a question of the heart.

"Those inspiring books always tell you, ah, struggle, money, love, the realization of the value of life should always be achieved by hard work."

The voice of the Shadow of the Wilderness was soft, like a wool that washed away the soul.

"My dear sheep, why should you cling to the meaning of life?"

Looking for the Shadow of the Desolation, he began to sigh slowly.

"Can you be quiet?"

Chang Yufeng trembled, exhaled cold, and his coldness began to slowly dissipate.

He pushed open the manhole cover of the sewer hard, the wind violently adsorbed the manhole cover, his trembling hands really couldn't hold it open, he could only stand on the stairs, slowly breathing into his hands, no matter how cold his body was, the breath he exhaled was still hot, and the heat made the hands have to have blood flow again.

His clothes had even been dried by the wind, the wind was so strong that he could feel it, but he couldn't be saddened by the wind.

His heart was so dry.

"I'm no longer the boy who only looks for meaning in life."

Changyu Kaede also laughed softly.

"Don't you understand? Shadow of the Wilderness...... You can't give me what I want. So, I didn't embarrass you. Let you give it to me. ”

Chang Yu Feng's heart is as cold as a shovel digging through a cemetery.

"Or rather, I don't give you a chance at redemption."

Chang Yu Feng put his hand on the iron rod again, the sewer manhole cover that was absorbed by the wind was not so easy to open, he could only use his hands into a fist, went up a step, let go of the iron rod, and pushed open the manhole cover of the sewer with both hands.

The manhole cover of the sewer was loosened and quickly blown up by the wind.

Red blood began to grow from Changyu Feng's fist, and this wound was simply because this wind couldn't stop cutting everything in Fran City.

They were like knives, destroying Fran one by one.

If you compare the place where you live to your hometown, Fran is his second hometown, Wentishire, his second hometown, someone is destroying his hometown, so that he can't even miss it, and there is no place to go.

But he is still alive, a young person, he can't live without his hometown, if he doesn't have a hometown, he will come to his own life, and he will start to have no basis, even his life only has a few names, and even the emotion of being a person or a person cannot be expressed.

His heart is so cold......

"What are you working tirelessly to spy on my heart?" Chang Yu Feng didn't look at the Shadow of the Wilderness, because he didn't seem to be talking to the Shadow of the Wilderness, he looked at the darkness of the sewer iron, there was not much light here, like the wind in the darkness, there would be a little light blown by the wind.

Even the Shadow of the Desolation didn't let out a single bit of light.

It seems to be a silent rule, as long as Changyu Feng does not seek his own strength, Seeking Desolate Shadow will only be indifferent to anything.

"You want me to accept your power so much, the less likely I am to accept your power, even if my strength is too weak, it is mine, just mine, it is enough."

Chang Yu Feng punched hard again and pushed open the manhole cover of the sewer.

The manhole cover was blown by him, and the wind ran in, and the wind came in with the faint starlight.

The streets of Fran are like tidal flats illuminated by starlight, with the brilliance of the wind, with coldness, but also with warmth and romance.

The wind bypassed Chang Yu Feng's body, quickly cutting his body, Long Yu Feng ran out quickly, the familiar street, in front of him, was like a graveyard of the wind, he didn't have time to see how clean the wind here destroyed here, he quickly ran under the wall next to the wind, dodging the cutting of the wind.

The wind elemental that blows through the cracks in the wind is tireless, and anyone who can feel the pain will surely be terrified of this wind.

This is also the reason why Fran was abandoned.

Under the wall, Chang Yufeng touched the scar on his arm and looked at the shadow of Xunhuang floating into the air.

"Do you think I'm right? You will not receive my alms, I will not use it, and I will not receive your power. ”

Chang Yu Feng looked up and glanced at Starlight, the house number of 202 Charles Street squirmed and shook on the door, making a creaking sound.

Even in such a cruel wind, the starlight is not as bright as words, perhaps, the stars in the sky do not care about the suffering of the world at all.

Because they are in heaven......

They are stars, they shine on their own, they no longer understand the meaning of their purity, perhaps for a long time, they are tired, they no longer accept the long waiting death of the stars, and they come to the world on a whim, and they suffer from the suffering of the world, and want to fly to the sky again.

That sky should have been owned by everyone.

"It's so beautiful......"

Shadow Hunter didn't answer Changyu Kaede, and looked at the sky......

The galaxy is full of stars, occasionally meteors fall into the world, piercing the sky, the wind, blurring the colorful galaxy, one, two, three, four, five, six...... Countless stars, glowing with their own light. Even from such a distance in the sky, they shine brightly, with light on this earthly world without the sun.

"I just want to be there for you."

Looking at the starlight, there seemed to be tears in the corners of his eyes, but it was only a drop, whew, blown into the air by the wind, and that teardrop might fly to the sky and turn into stars.

But the tear was so small that it dissipated as it approached the sky.

"I want to be by your side. That's all, don't overthink it, really. ”

Looking for the round eyes of the desolate shadow, looking at him with a look in his eyes that seemed to be laughing at him, child.

"Don't think so badly of me~ I'm ......"

He suddenly forgot the words, just like seeing an old friend who had been reunited for a long time, and after meeting the old friend, he pursed the corners of his mouth with satisfaction.

"I love you very much."

Seeking the Shadow of the Wilderness looked at Chang Yu Feng's stunned eyes.

"Your heart, and where I've never been, my sheep."

"The shackles in your heart, in the end, you still have to free yourself from it~"

The voice of the Shadow Seeker trembled......

It was as if the wind was trembling with it.

It was as if there were ripples in someone's heart again......

The clear lake called Concern, the bright moon will reflect, ripples will rise, and the ripples will also shatter the moon......

The blue stars shine on the earth......

On Chang Yu Feng's stunned face, he looked pale and weak......

"I just hope you'll be kind to yourself...... During the time I've been with you...... You can live without being so tired...... So painful...... So sad...... So carried away......"

No more tears in the search for the Shadow of the Wilderness...... Instead, he looked at the injured child in front of him affectionately, he was still attacked by the wind, still cold, and still fighting with himself.

This wind...... This wind ...... Why do you never think about other people's feelings, why do you hurt such gentle people......

Chang Yu Feng stopped trembling and lowered his head......

He felt that he was the little sheep ball in front of him, he needed to look into the eyes of the Shadow of the Wilderness to find answers, and he probably didn't know why he was so eager to look into the eyes of the boy in front of him, why he lowered his head, why he listened...... Slowly burst into tears.

[Hey! Sheep! I'm going to travel around the world with the dragon~]

[No, he wants to collect the best things in the world......]

[Me? I don't have what I want......]

[There really is no ......]

[Well, I want to be by your side......]

[Really, I want to accompany you, that's all...... Didn't lie to you......]

[You run this country, I will accompany you to manage this country, one day you are tired...... Want to take a break...... I'll rest with you for a while......]

[The people who are loved so gently by you must be very happy......]

[Look! They're singing happily, let's go sing together......]

[Oh! They also dance......]

[Ah~ Their lifespan is really short...... I'm sorry I didn't give them a long life......]

[It's okay, it's not bad, let them know how to cherish, in this short time, just understanding the word cherishing is great enough. 】

[What? You said you wanted to go for a walk...... All right...... Do you want me to stay with you? 】

【Oh! It's a nice gift you brought me, and I'd be even happier if she was black. 】

[If...... I mean...... If ......]

Don't be sad...... I'll figure it out......]

[Don't cry! What's there to cry about......]

【I ......】

[I miss you so much...... Thank you for coming to see me......]

[I'm so good...... I miss you......]

[I miss you so much......]

"Hmm...... Don't you think it's funny? ”

Changyu Feng looked at the Shadow of the Wilderness.

The wind surrounded them, and it howled like a song......

"You're not even taking care of yourself...... Why do you want me to take care of myself......"

The creaking of the street numbers on Charles Street creaked very quietly, and he was afraid of disturbing the two lonely shadows, who were stretched very long under the starlight, and he wiped his tears.

"What do you say if you are tired or not, and if you are not in pain...... So what...... I've taken it all down...... Is there anything else to be afraid of? ”

Chang Yu Feng raised his head and looked at the little lamb ball......

Calm ...... Look him in the eye.

[So for you...... I want to do it too, at all costs...... to avenge you...... Even if it's a gamble on Godhead...... I'm going to drag them to hell too. 】

"What the hell am I going to do, don't worry about it, I'm obviously doing well...... I don't need you to do anything for me. ”

"I know."

"So, you can go wherever you want."

"I said, I want to accompany you......"

"I don't want you to accompany me...... You go about your own thing. ”

"Hmph, then you can still get rid of me......