Chapter 32: Please Love You as I ...... Love yourself......
"If you want to get your original power, you can do it~"
Looking for the desolate shadow is on Chang Yu Feng's head, he is now standing on Chang Yu Feng's head, watching Long Yu Feng search for something on the bookshelf.
"You just have to find a few of the most poisonous medicines in the world and drink them......"
The book flew in Chang Yu Feng's hand, and Chang Yu Feng hurriedly finished reading it and put the book back on the shelf.
"What poison?"
Chang Yu Feng picked up another book and flipped through it just as quickly, he was looking for something, but he didn't see it for a long time.
"I forgot......" Shadow Hunter also helped Chang Yu Feng find it, his hand on the bookshelf, and he gently tapped the book with his fingers.
These were the books of Pelos, and now they were standing in front of the shelves, and the moon had risen, making the whole study glow white.
"It's supposed to be very poisonous...... If I'm not mistaken, 100% is poison within poison. The hand of the Shadow Seeker floated gently over the title page of the book, and he put the book back down.
"However, only then will it be possible to break the limits of the bloodline, which we thought of when we created you." Seeking Desolate Shadow glanced at Changyu Feng, Changyu Feng did not look at him, but flipped through the books by himself, and Seeking Desolate Shadow finished turning over another book and put it on the shelf.
"We put the two theoretical cores of the life source body and the bloodline curse in one container, and created the first generation of spirit world "humans". ”
Seeking the Shadow deliberately emphasizes the word human.
"Humans, we called the pan-biotic group with human characteristics collectively called humans, because at that time none of us thought that humans would separate themselves, so that all the gods began to understand that humans have the highest intelligence and the most rebellious hearts."
Seeking the Desolate Shadow glanced at the corner of the book and put a book inside, while Changyu Feng took the book in his hand and flipped through it.
"We realized at the time that human beings can break through the limitations of the bloodline on their own, and that is not a simple mutation, but an awakening in the individual."
Xun Desolate Shadow took another book, and Chang Yufeng carefully flipped through the books, but shook his head again and again, and did not find the book he wanted.
"We regard this awakening as a gift, although we didn't expect it, but the bloodline restriction is given by us, so it can also be regarded as a kind of fulfillment?"
Seeking the Wild Shadow pouted, remembering the past, and smashed his mouth unconvinced.
"Breaking through the restriction of bloodline can be in an instant, or it can be a slow awakening in a long, long time. The former is called a genius, and the latter is called an old man, both of which are quite good. ”
"The most terrible thing about people is mediocrity. Sometimes you think that you can do something, but you just can't do it, that is, you are not talented enough, and this is when you need a miracle. ”
"When a miracle happens, you have to remember that you are constantly trying to break through the limits of your bloodline to reach a completely different self. This ego is what we call awakening. You call it a miracle. ”
"However, generally speaking, you don't have to give up, although those things are poisonous, but you are now immortal, there should be no problem after drinking, I will go through my memories and give you the prescription, so that you can gain the previous strength."
Shadow Seeker was a little tired and sighed slowly.
Because Changyu Kaede wasn't listening at all.
Chang Yu Feng has been rummaging through the stacks of books, but he has not found the books he likes.
It was a book of history, edited and written by Pelos, and it was also an unpublished book, which recorded the archaeological anecdotes and developments of Pelos, in the old days, Nagawa Kaede only regarded them as one speculation and conjecture after another, and now, he reflected that the history that Pelos had verified with empirical evidence and experience might have been real things.
At the very least, the object is real.
It is inevitable that historical speculation will be biased, but as long as historical objects are true, the truth will definitely be found.
"Ah...... Are you listening to me? ”
Shadow Squatted down and stopped turning the page.
"I said you can regain your strength...... You don't need the power I give you, you have to have your own power...... Even if you can't die now, you won't really drag such an ordinary person's body to face the end of the world......"
"The world has not yet reached the end, there must still be a way to get Victoria back to preside over peace."
Nagawa Kaede put his finger on the label of the title of the book and flipped through it, history is like this, he still hasn't found the book.
The books here are too messy, and they are all covers with only words, and at a glance, they are black crooked fonts, and if you don't look carefully, you can't see the name of the book at all, let alone this unpublished handbook.
"Victoria can't talk about peace, she has killed all the people of the faction at most, and she is not a positive character, but she has converged a little in the past few years, and you are still counting on her to make peace, your brain is really abnormal."
"Isn't your relationship with her very good?" Chang Yufeng listened to Xun Desolate Shadow's chatter, originally wanted him to stop arguing, but there was no way but to respond.
"Okay? Not okay? ”
I don't remember having a good relationship with the Duke of Victoria.
"I'm her senior, and before she was born, I was a judge for a few years, and according to his seniority, he had to call us uncle......"
Shadow Seeker frowned and looked at Chang Yu Feng, who stopped and glanced at him.
They looked at each other for a long time, and Chang Yu Feng chuckled intriguingly and said, "Have you forgotten? You and she talked and laughed in the arena where knighthoods could be conferred, and we had a good time. ”
"Huh? What? I'm her uncle, and her dad has a very bad relationship with me! It's good that I didn't get angry with her, and I want to talk and laugh at her and have a good time? How can it be?! ”
Seeking Shadow jumped off Changyu Feng's head in shock, jumped onto the bookshelf, and looked at Changyu Feng in shock.
Chang Yu Feng also looked at him in shock.
"Someone! Impersonate me! ”
Seeker's eyes glowed white and furious, his white fluff exploded, and now, he was like a hedgehog that had always been tiny.
He didn't need to use his mind to think about whether what Chang Yufeng said was true or false, because he would never admit what he hadn't done.
"Huh...... Are you sure? Anyone else dares to impersonate you? Chang Yu Feng looked at Xun Shadow suspiciously, and quickly flipped through the books.
"I don't believe it......" Chang Yufeng shook his head and pouted slightly, even if he was very irritated to find books, he was now a pastime.
Xun Huangying saw that Chang Yu Feng glanced at the corners of his mouth with some mockery, and instantly angrily crossed his fat waist to pull Chang Yu Feng's clothes, wanting him to get close to him, but his little paws had not touched Chang Yu Feng, so he was dodged by Chang Yu Feng, and Chang Yu Feng picked him up with his side hand, like a rag doll, and put it on his right shoulder.
His shoulders were wide and large, and he stood in search of the Shadow, and there was a very wide vacancy.
Seeking the Desolate Shadow was held, and on Chang Yu Feng's shoulder, some angry came to hammer Long Yu Feng's face.
"Ah...... Damn! Someone would imitate me! Really! Who wants to talk and laugh with that stinky girl! Let her die for me! Die! That ghost disguised as me! Die! Die! ”
Seeking the Desolate Shadow hammered his furry fist on Changyu Feng's face, and Changyu Feng turned his head sideways, staring intently at the book, and Changyu Feng's little short hand couldn't be hammered.
"Huh...... So, from the beginning, was there already someone laying it out? Chang Yufeng tilted his head sideways, turned the book over again, and put it on the bookshelf.
"So, I think it's strange that things are actually starting to be abnormal from the beginning......" Chang Yu Feng tilted his head and turned his neck sideways, and his neck slowly made a bone sound.
"I used to be a bad boy......"
Chang Yu Feng sighed and quickly took out another book and flipped through it.
"What?" Shadow Seeker stopped in surprise.
"I've been thinking about one thing."
Chang Yu Feng straightened his head, his slender eyelashes were like the lights of a long night in the moonlight in the eyes of Xun Desolate Shadow.
"What's the matter?" Xun Desolate Shadow didn't understand what Chang Yu Feng said just now, and he didn't understand it now, but was a little stunned.
"The spirit world is a real world, right? Seek the Shadows. ”
Chang Yu Feng looked at the words on the book, he didn't speak to the Shadow of the Wilderness, but his voice was extremely clear and clear, there was no one here, only him and the Shadow of the Wilderness.
If he wasn't talking to Shadow Seeker, he should be talking to himself.
"The real world ......" Shadow Hunt repeats the point of Chang Yu Kaede's words.
"What the hell is this, the first false world? Looking for the Shadow of the Desolation? ”
Chang Yu Feng looked at the Shadow of the Wilderness and closed the book, he looked at his shoulder, the little sheep ball that raised his hand and slowly put it down, looked at him slowly, quietly.
"What?" The voice of the Shadow Seeker spoke quickly, so softly that it was as if he hadn't spoken.
Chang Yu Feng glanced at him and sighed.
"When I was younger, I was a bad boy, right?"
"Why are you mentioning this?"
"I've been wondering if I'm a bad boy, right now, too. Am I going to be, a bad boy......"
Chang Yu Feng also said very softly, the breath came out of his mouth, and then returned to his nasal cavity, with a deep voice, and suddenly he was stuck again, and sighed.
"I used to be a really bad boy......"
"What the hell are you talking about...... I can't hear a word......"
"yes...... I'm getting to the point where I'm going to be too deep...... I feel like time flies...... It's near, four hundred years......"
"What four hundred years...... What the hell are you talking about...... Are you confused? What the hell are you talking about......"
"If only I could change the past...... Will I still be a good boy? ”
"What good boy? Bad Boy ...... I don't understand ......."
The white fluff of the Shadow of the Desert was black in the light, black and colorful, just like his eyes.
"If I could atone for my sins, would she still be by my side?"
"She? Which he? It's just me! And you! Without her, and without him. ”
"If I hadn't atoned for myself...... Isn't it going to be like living in this false world all the time......"
"What the hell are you talking about?"
Seeking the Desolate Shadow jumped up vigorously and hammered Chang Yu Feng hard, Long Yu Feng's face was brushed to the side this time, and slowly concave, and the power of the Seeking Desolate Shadow made the corners of Long Yu Feng's mouth ooze blood.
His eyes were like looking at a fool, and he beat the fool hard.
Chang Yufeng stopped flipping through the book, put his hand on the corner of his mouth, and slowly wiped the blood away.
"It's useless, I already know how to end this bad reincarnation, no matter how you stop me, I already understand, how to stop it, everything."
The corners of Chang Yufeng's bloody mouth opened slightly, and he sighed softly.
"I don't know how to tell you, but today I thought about it, so I'll tell you...... There is nothing to be sad about. I'll get it all done. ”
"You're not a bad boy......"
Looking at the appearance of Changyu Feng, Xunhuang Shadow slowly shrank into a ball.
"Don't you think you're a bad boy...... How can anyone say that he is bad......"
The Shadow of the Wilderness sighed, trying to shake off the black wool, but there was still no way, the black wool grew more and more, making him shake it around as if he were on pins and needles.
"So, let me ask you, was I a bad boy before?" Chang Yufeng sighed, took out another book, and flipped it up casually.
"You sober up...... What is in the past, has passed......"
"The past is gone, am I still here?"
"How do I know!"
"You've always known it, but you just don't want to admit it......"
Changyu Feng's tone was like a cold cicada's song.
The cicada, crying suddenly, on a summer night in July, cried unforgettable.
"So, if I do something stupid, I need to carry it for the rest of my life...... Isn't that normal? Nagawa Kaede flipped through the book roughly.
"Isn't that normal?"
"I'm going to atone for myself, but I don't understand, why would you meddle in my affairs and make me regret it for the rest of my life, isn't it?"
"If you regret it for the rest of your life......"
Shadowseeker's wool began to turn into black pinpricks.
His wool was like a black sharp blade, and his voice began to slowly roughen.
It turned into a screaming poignant.
"If I want to end this, I must know what is happening to you, and you will choose me."
Chang Yu Feng looked at the spikes all over the body of the Shadow of the Wilderness, his black sheep eyes turned into red blood pupils, and he was now a lone wolf with sharp teeth and claws.
The wolf was on Chang Yu Feng's shoulder, grabbing Chang Yu Feng's shoulder with his claws, and he roared sharply, letting out the sorrow of a lone wolf.
"I've been a bad boy since I was a kid, so now let me be bad again...... Okay? ”
Chang Yu Feng smiled, met the eyes, and sighed quietly.
"Ah~ You're going to deny me...... You're scared to me. It never occurred to me to do this. ”
"Your mother would never want you to be like this......"
The deep wolf voice of the Shadow of the Wilderness was like a resounding cry of sorrow.
"My mother will understand my ......"
"Don't ...... Give up your own ......" Xunhuang Ying learned someone's voice, and slowly told the child in front of him this sentence.
"I ...... He's a bad boy......"
"Don't ......"
The shattered voice of the Shadow of the Wilderness was like a withered nightmare.
Slice his throat to shreds.
"Be a bad boy ......"