Chapter 110: Flowers
[All good things should be true, or things that can be truly felt, rather than tedious preaching or meaningless dialectic. 】
The white meteor separated from the black meteor and flew to the higher world, in the vast starry sky of the spirit world, fleeting.
Long Feather Kaede, also known as Kuang'yuiy'hleng, has transformed into its original form in the largest time and space.
He was no longer a white lamb, and the lone wolf who loved him began to slowly separate from his world.
It is like the most authentic material existence, which is not regenerated and illusory.
In the astral plane, long and short, absolutely still, and unimaginable to ordinary people, full of colorful colors and white shadows that appear when time is suspended.
The closer you get to the high-dimensional astral boundary, the more you can feel it, and the more the white phantom can fill anything that the near long feather maple can quickly touch.
Existing in the low-dimensional spirit realm, whether it was the Long Feather Maple or the Little Blue Ice Elf, they were all lost in the infinite void of the void.
Changyu Feng was thrown by the Shadow of the Wilderness, and the entrance to the astral boundary should be in front of him.
But in the almost blank starry sky, there was hardly anything else to be seen.
Although they didn't know how their bodies had changed—twisted, or even transformed into monsters—they could already feel that the danger of the trip was anything but ordinary.
"Why...... That K is always elusive...... Can you always appear by the side of the Shadow of the Wilderness and the little master? Isn't that weird? Who the hell are they...... It's really ......" Xiao Lan tightly grasped Chang Yu Feng's black robe, in the white starry sky, this black robe was like a stain, shuttling, desecrating the clean starry sky over and over again.
It's just that Chang Yu Feng didn't know, and he didn't say too much, but the ice elf guessed and said his answer.
She also tightly grasped Chang Yu Feng's black robe, followed by the soaring Long Yu Feng, who was inevitable and could not turn around, and stepped into the door of the high-dimensional world at the moment when he tried to enter the star boundary.
"Maybe it's because, like Shadow Seeker, K can also sense the breath of everyone in the spirit world...... Only in this way can the Shadow of the Wilderness come to the side of every spirit realm person accurately. ”
Chang Yu Feng agreed with this idea, but he just nodded and said yes, and then, looking at the space that was about to step into the front of the astral boundary, he had a full view.
The vast white stars, the empty sea of stars, and countless exploding stars, those stars, should be ...... The stars in human cognition have lost their original luster in the cycle of explosion and recombination.
He didn't feel reluctant to go to his palace because he knew that he couldn't die.
Besides, with the magic sword Artes in his hand, even if the Shadow of the Wilderness doesn't have enough divine power, he won't fall behind after fighting with K for a few days and nights.
He remembered something, or maybe his heart was surging more and more as he entered the high-dimensional space.
It's at high speed its current owner, the joy of returning home.
He spoke, as if he were talking to himself.
"Xiaolan, when did you and my mother meet...... Where did she meet you? ”
Xiaolan was asked, and laughed happily, in the white shadow, every movement and micro-expression of them was a little unnatural from ordinary people, and there were even few emotional fluctuations.
Under the rule of absolute stillness, everything about them is no longer the same as that of the spirit world. It's just that they are not unsuitable, because they are low-latitude living organisms, and high-dimensional space accommodates low-latitude.
Just like what Seeking Desolation said, if a high-dimensional lifeform enters a low-dimensional space, it will probably need to undergo transformation, just like Seeking Desolation and Changyu Feng have lost their direct connection and ontology with the King's Law Phase, and have turned into human forms that can coexist in the spirit world.
Now, subject to the reincarnation mechanism created by Xiao Zong, Changyu Feng is essentially a low-latitude lifeform.
Now, Changyu Feng, no matter what it is, has undergone a great change in concept.
He is no longer the one who speaks his heart, or thinks to others, and is accompanied by a little silence and isolation, even if he is not out of step with other people, he seems a little deep.
How much does Chang Yu Feng know, what he wants to do, what he is thinking, whether it is the Ice Elf or Xiao Lan, they all know that Long Yu Feng has been moved by the Shadow of the Wilderness, and he needs to take revenge for himself, for his parents, and for the past.
And none of the others have been asked, so naturally I don't know very well.
However, it can be vaguely felt that Changyu Feng itself must have other purposes, and it is not impossible to say that Changyu Feng is hiding deeply.
Among all the people now, only Xiaolan knows more about the spirit woman named Chang Yinglan, that is, Chang Yufeng's mother.
Others, too, have a hard time understanding such a thing.
"Master...... I've actually known my master for a long time...... When she was pregnant with you, it seemed that she was still very angry...... At that time, Langyi Shuwen was also there, and it was the red line he gave to the master and the young master, and this is why you ......"
But Xiaolan didn't answer Chang Yu Feng's question seriously, her answer was too out-of-the-box, so much so that Chang Yu Feng asked again.
"I met my master, and it's still there, more than a hundred years ago...... At that time, she was still a girl, and so was I, a stupid little fish~hehe~Oops~ I'm embarrassed, and I suddenly want to talk about the troubles of my youth......"
Xiaolan was embarrassed, but it was difficult for her to touch anywhere in herself now, because the white phantom of the high-dimensional space had filled her outline, and she lacked the most realistic appearance.
These phantoms, silently, depicted the outlines of the three of them, and then, subtly, sent the three of them into a static time and space.
In the high-dimensional world, objects that have lost their motion have also lost the concept of time and space, and everything has fallen into a real absolute stillness.
All movement is at rest, including them.
When they speak now, they don't move their lips, but rely on an unstoppable mind, scurrying around in their brains like the wind, and then cleansing their minds.
The process is almost silent, and no change is felt.
The impact of high-dimensional oppression on low-latitude is not so strong, on the contrary, it is silent.
This is also due to the fact that the high dimension accommodates the low latitude, and if the high dimension enters the low dimension, it is absolutely difficult to have such a ...... Comfortable?
"Ah...... It was really a nostalgic time, sad and painful...... Whether it's your father or your mother, it's not easy...... They didn't grow up with you, they were completely ...... Normal...... However, you can rest assured, your parents are definitely very good parents, at least, they have discussed your future plans for a long, long time...... For example, whether to let you study as a young master in Bailing Mountain, or go to the bottom of the mountain to experience and come back, such things have been discussed for a long time......"
Although Xiaolan still digressed, Chang Yufeng did not steal Xiaolan's words, but listened carefully.
So much so that when Xiaolan finished saying this, she really talked about everything about her and her real master, the god of spring and autumn flowers, and Chang Yinglan.
"Your mother, what a human being, destined to be extraordinary, when I met her, she told me that she has traveled to many countries, whether it is the empire, the principality, the kingdom of beasts, or the kingdom of elves, she has gone to see those kingdoms and humans...... The knowledge she possesses, the way she gets along with others, is the most comfortable and open, at all, there is no one who does not want to make friends with her, and in this regard, you are really, too much worse than your mother...... You don't have a good friend now......"
Xiaolan showed a little pity, and a hint of it, not so good-looking...... Face.
Compared to Seeking the Desolate Shadow, such a long feather maple is indeed not worthy of the love of so many people with all their hearts.
Just because of him, he is their child, he is their relative, he is the person they have known before, there is a fetter without mercy, after instigating them to come to this world, to give the child named Changyu Kaede, a [one-sided kindness].
And not because he was named Changyu Kaede, and was subjected to their huge selflessness and did not need anything in return...... Love.
Isn't it?
Chang Yu Feng, what is this person, what is true, has he repaid them, or let them be able to say with peace of mind: "Chang Yu Feng, this child, no matter what, will take care of himself, and there is no need to worry about him."
You don't need to worry about him, you don't need to worry about him, you don't need to think about why it's like this and that from his point of view.
Chang Yu Feng is still out of ignorance and naivety, he seems to understand everything, but he only understands the surface, and regards this self-reflection as his own [guide to correct behavior] instead of [guiding himself with correct behavior], so that between really understanding and not understanding, he has been hovering for too long and too long.
When I was young, I was young and ignorant, and when I knew what everyone thought, I always hid my own thoughts, and then, I thought my own thoughts as the only one in the world.
In a self-centered world, existence or non-existence can be defined as such a familiar self. And there is a lack of justice from reality.
And when I grew up a little more, I found that this world is a person who needs to be polished in every way, not a stubborn stone that will always live in his own world, a stubborn stone that lives in his own world, or the courage that needs to be faced in the following grams, always lacking a huge sense of loss in life.
And when the real loss of life is felt, you can also understand that being a stubborn rock is not a sad thing.
There is no such thing as a life that can be completely run in or polished in one way between one's own world and other people's world, because if there is no one's own world or one's own independent thinking, it is impossible to appear in other people's worlds, let alone integrate into other people's lives.
In the process of polishing in every way, everything returns to its true nature, and grasps the balance between loss and gain.
And Changyu Kaede is the [Importer] who has lost this ability.
He is still, living in his own world, and he really lacks an impact that can pull him into [reality], and a sense of loss in life.
It's like an ordinary person, everyone living on the earth has acquired their own thinking logic and behavior pattern in family education, school education, and social environment, and in the run-in with others, they lack a true self, that is, everything they have learned, is constantly destroying and regaining to establish another thinking logic and behavior model, and it is really difficult to predict that the so-called life is nothing more than the birth and death of the individual who exists in the gain and loss one after another.
And if you want to reach real maturity and change your own logic and behavior, one is that the change that you pursue in your own world, only by realizing this, people will make a leap in your "inexplicable" life.
Only transcendence, the current self, where is the pain that makes oneself miserable, where is the inertial thinking that makes it difficult for oneself to ponder, where is the sad "cruel reality" that hinders oneself from moving forward, this kind of ruthless, dissecting one's own character, almost few people can do.
Even if the head of the mouth is the Tao, it is difficult to bear it, and it comes from one's own rigid thinking.
Continuous learning, in the end, is still something that is difficult to do.
And people, only you can live for more than 30,000 days, or even lack of this "30,000 days", from having self-awareness, to having your own reason, to having the wisdom to discover yourself, to having the courage to dissect your own character, and then to the ability to change and reverse your own world, this continuous improvement is very difficult.
And it's hard to do.
In countless times, this kind of thing can certainly be done, but in a limited time, doing so is nothing more than asking for hardship.
Unless, unless, another kind of [Epiphany] ability.
When the things around you that you think are the most precious to you, suddenly, in an instant, with an omen, end the barriers of your own world, you can truly be freed from the pain of [loss] and become much more free.
For example, watching, watching, can only be, watching, what you love, people, things, from your own world, from the world you live in, buried in the silent loess, all kinds of joys, sorrows and sorrows of life, at this moment, it is meaningless......
This loss is almost tragic......
That is, I can [have an epiphany].
Life is short, and the past is hard.
If you don't be with the people you like, don't do what you like, and don't fight for anything, it must be meaningless everything......
And that's exactly what life is...... to be able to feel a lot of feelings......
This is what Changyu Kaede is going through, and it is also something he must understand.
Because, loss has long been inseparable from his life.
When the starry sky is intertwined and bursts open, every minute and every second is extremely beautiful......
Fireworks rise into the air and fall into the mortal world, turning into ashes and dust.