Chapter 111: The Cry of Dead Silence
How should I proceed......
What about my next life......
This confusion of mine has tormented me to the bitterness, although I think that I have lacked the truest expectation, that is, I can't get out of the state of half-understanding and pretending to understand.
In the blue starry sky, it seems to really exist.
I seem to be free and easy, but I am confused and haggard.
I seem lost, but I can also find the joy of solitude in the absurdity.
I am no longer a so-called person, and I am an awakened soul, I no longer delusional about the end of my life, and I no longer delusional that I am a living being without desires.
In my heart, in fact, there is a surge of what I want to get.
That's how it should be, my desire.
In the countless endless stars, traveling beyond the speed of light is turned into a point of light, lonely.
Stars, stars, do you have a beating, ordinary heart? Or are you forever alone...... Poor worm......
"Hey ......"
A hand, coming out of the black robe, slowly lowered his body, put a cyan sword called [Azure Flying Kite Sword] on the ground, and slowly sat down, the water platform used to wash food.
The water platform is made of square mud bricks and large stones, and there are some dirt that have turned into moss on it, and in the slow flow of water, slowly, a small bird jumps out.
In this long-unused water platform, a sparrow with a broken shell staggered and hissed.
Her hand touched slowly, the newborn bird, her slender fingers slowly lifted up, and the bird also fluttered its unplumpt wings, and fell into the mortal dust of heaven and earth.
In the palm of her hand.
The bird probably smelled her fragrance and slowly lowered its little head.
"I'm not your mother......" she said, "Perhaps, I also want to take you away, but when your mother returns, I'm afraid she will scold me......"
In the black coat and robe, her thin body was like a duckweed fluttering in the wind, and there were as many sorrows and troubles as there were ripples in the water.
The bird leaped between her fingers, and suddenly, feeling that its wings were full, it was about to leap and fly, and then, with a precarious one, fell down and returned to her.
She sat in a slightly cleaner part of the water platform, dressed in a blue dress, matching with the new branches and buds, where the newly planted trees bloomed and bore fruit, and indeed, the seeds of the birds and birds wrapped the water platform in a flood of peach blossoms.
In Bailing Mountain, there is never a shortage of peach trees.
And the earthen house connected by the water platform is also dotted with someone's green years, in this lonely and lonely, a fearless teenager faces the dark night lying on the wooden bed one after another.
As long as she thought that he was such a difficult person not to worry about, she felt more and more that every choice he made came from her own careful consideration, not a momentary impulse, nor any imaginable mistake.
In the earthen house, the red paint is solemnly painted with a curse mark to prevent the invasion of the monsters, and in it, there is really nothing but the bed.
What are children who live in such a small house thinking deep down, creating such a kind of enjoyment and closure, like a child whose mind is bound?
Can you really guess his mind?
Or are all all kinds of conjectures false?
Not enough, one in a thousand, lost.
After all, there is nothing left to lose......
Whenever I think about it like this, the first thing that comes to mind is not sad, because as long as I think of this young man, I don't think that he has too many negative emotions, or that his optimism is too introverted, and his hot and cold emotions are all serious...... Absurd.
The room of the earthen house is too clean and tidy because there are so few items, and it no longer reveals any psychological soul that can be profiled from homework.
This is perhaps his most surprising strength.
He can always do it, or he can really do it.
And also, that myriad, uprightness, depends, on his goodness. and kindness to others.
This is somewhat sad, because kindness is not so easy to show. Or, it is too simple to think that a person is good, as long as he does not hurt others, he is kind......
Then this kind of pathos will spread, penetrate deep into the bone marrow, and turn into pain.
"Xinrui...... I received a message from the Shadow of the Wilderness, and he said that the entire time and space could be merged......" Lady Umekiko stood in the depths of the peach blossoms, quietly watching her sitting on the water platform and the small earthen house.
At this time, the sun was like a gentle child, stepping over the mountains and rivers above her head, slowly stroking her long hair, and together with the clouds and rain, the wind was sent to her side.
Her long hair was fluttering, somewhat, a little lonely......
"I'm sorry...... Xinrui ...... He didn't come back to this plane......"
Ms. Umekiko was dressed so thinly that she could barely see a complete piece of fabric, not because she was dissolute by nature, but because she barely needed to cover her earthly body.
She does not belong to the world, so she does not care about the laws and criticisms of lust in the world.
In fact, even Ms. Umekiko herself may not know whether she needs to dress like a stern goddess or not.
"It's not fair to you...... However, I hope you understand...... It's not his fault that he didn't choose this plane, and naturally, it's not your fault......"
The person in Ms. Mei Qingzi's mouth is the same as the person she thinks in her heart.
It's just that his appearance is different from his appearance, in her and Ms. Ume's minds.
In Ms. Mei Qingzi's mind, his appearance is almost "strange", one moment wearing a magic robe to school, one moment wearing a gorgeous dress and wandering around the street, and the next, he is dressed in black and shuttling through the streets and alleys, his appearance in various periods, Ms. Mei Qingzi is recognized.
And Xinrui is different, in Xinrui's world, in his mind, in his heart, only he is wearing a white young master's clothes, and in the world, he has lived past eleven years in a hurry.
This boy is so incomprehensible, how to go on next.
He hardly made his own life carefully and deliberately, but, between countless times of not understanding and understanding, he got the most incomprehensible ......
Answer.
No, in fact, this answer can be imagined by thinking about it slowly, rather than guessing in vain.
"The sea...... No matter how small the fish and shrimp are, they can be accommodated without any waves......"
She sighed.
She also has no way to make efforts for this.
"It's his decision, it's good......"
"My dear child, you have done a good job...... When I've gathered the whole plane, maybe you can still meet. ”
Ms. Ume, Kiyoko, also felt a little sorry.
"Now, the time and space where he is the closest to finding the shadow of the desolation in all the time and space, when I collect all the time and space, all the memories of the unused Erica will be sealed in the memory of Erica who belongs to the time and space where Chang Yu Feng is now, and Ning Xinrui's time and space, perhaps, will also disappear forever......"
Ning Xinrui slowly interrupted Ms. Mei Qingzi's words.
She said something very difficult to understand.
"Everything will be as if it never existed, right?"
Ms. Umekiko didn't say anything because she couldn't answer at all.
I could only watch Ning Xinrui slowly put down the bird, the bird cried, put down the sky, and fell silent.
"Perhaps...... Time and space, if it is in a state of continuous superposition, everything will really collapse, and there is no way for Shadow Seeker to take this responsibility, I must, stop him......"
Ms. Mei Qingzi said with some emotion: "In the end, it is my fault...... To be honest, I shouldn't have allowed Seeking Desolate Shadow to randomly split out the infinite summoning time and space, and let him temper Chang Yu Feng's soul......"
"Why is Shadow Seeking...... To do this? I really don't understand......"
Ning Xinrui's fate seems to have come to an end.
"I should have been careless, I was almost about to abandon everything in the world, but I really couldn't understand why someone would turn a deaf ear to everything else...... After all, Shadow Seeker is such a terrible person, so I shouldn't think about it...... Target...... But ......"
Ning Xinrui's heart almost leaned forward and backwards, completing the beating of these words, it was an experience of a heart attack, and it was going to bring Ning Xinrui, the whole person, to an unimaginable choking.
Because everything is going to disappear......
As Ms. Kiyoko Ume said...... Everything is going to disappear......
Because of creation, in order to reforge the soul of a beloved, Seeking the Desolate Shadow will do whatever it takes, disrupting the balance of time and space, and turning the entire world upside down!
Then, leave a mess of chicken feathers and a mess to hurt innocent people......
Life is ...... Innocent encounters again and again......
If someone can understand that everyone's life, starting from birth, means the beginning and the end, and also means that there are upper and lower limits for the loss and gain in life.
My life......
My Everything......
It's all nothing......
It has something to do with the so-called long-feathered maple, the long-feather maple of the real main time and space, so that it can exist...... If it weren't for him, would there be me?
Ning Xinrui didn't know, and he was afraid to know......
"You still have an obsession in your heart...... My kids ......"
Ms. Mei Kiyoko, as a bystander, of course, saw it most clearly.
She didn't need to comfort this empty body.
No, that's too much...... Sad......
Because only the time and space where the long feather maple exists will be retained, and all the time and space where the long feather maple does not exist will be ruthlessly wiped out.
The real main space-time Chang Yu Feng is still on the way to the high-dimensional space-time, and this is something he himself did not expect, he believes it, those speculations of space-time migration, but he doesn't know that this is all based on the conjecture of multiple time and space created by the divine power of Seeking Desolate Shadow and Ms. Mei Qingzi, and once the creator leaves, he will either regret it, or ...... Death.
So many planes, space-time transition theories, will be useless, because now, Ms. Mei Qingzi wants to [superimpose] all the space-time and space that do not exist in Changyu Feng and restore them to the original world.
And in the original world, no matter where Changyu Feng is, everything will be done according to its original appearance......
This little mouse named Ning Xinrui knew the cruel truth, but he could only struggle without strength.
Seeing that all living beings are illusory, in absolutely static time and space, they do not exist...... Who else...... Could it be real......
It's too cruel...... Because in this time and space, [their Long Feather Maple] no longer exists, and they must also die with it.
Leave no room for ......
What a painful thing to do......
It's like a person's life is meaningless, and all the time she has left is a base point in absolute stillness, lacking the most real ...... [acquisition]......
"I can't imagine ......"
Ms. Umekiko sighed.
"However, I have to...... My baby...... If you hadn't helped me in the first place...... I don't think I'll have it that easy to solve the Shadow Seeker mess, but please understand my difficulties......"
"You gods, talk to me about difficulties......
Ms. Umekiko can completely ignore this awakened guinea pig......
But she didn't, and in the near future, it was also one of the most challenging things she thought ...... be the most challenging.
Ning Xinrui's eyelashes rolled and moved up, and then looked at Ms. Mei Qingzi suspiciously.
This staring makes everything no longer the same.
Ms. Mei Qingzi saw in her eyes that there was endless and unwilling.
It's like ...... Dawn in the dark, a naughty child, a wronged child, rebellious in fear......
"I think, you have to understand...... I didn't do it for myself...... Kid ......"
Ms. Mei Qingzi's expression at this time was a little ...... I couldn't hide my smile......
What she needs is 10,000 kinds, unwilling to die out of the ordinary and silently.
This world, she has been to ......
Such a cry! It's about to come out!
And not miserable!
Die in silence!
The closure of time and space will swallow up the throats that are silent, unable to make sounds, and dare not make sounds!
And those who shout the loudest! Tiny human beings!
Certain! Will be remembered by history!
And they, too, are the creators of history!
They! Innovation is needed!
They! A miracle is needed!
They! Need to go beyond!
"If the Rubik's Cube appears in front of me and tells me I've broken the rules...... I'm sure not...... However, if the Rubik's Cube disappears...... It has nothing to do with me...... I can give you a chance...... No, no, no, it's yourself, you can give yourself, a chance......"
"My name is [mri'xinyi'ci'lvyu's'] ......"
"You can give it a try...... Of course...... No...... Confess me...... Otherwise...... It's horrible...... Haha......"
Ms. Ume-Kiyoko suddenly became sad.
"It would be nice if we could punish Shadow Seeker like this...... I hope so...... All right...... Well, so be it...... It's always good to have some price to pay for Shadow Seeker......"