"Of course I used to think about what I didn't, but for me, were those things too much? Too frivolous? Shouldn't I do this, otherwise, I really lack the courage......" Changyu Feng was a little puzzled and uneasy.

He came here to seek the Shadow outside the astral boundary, so that he could chat with his mother for a moment.

It's just a chat, because for him, it's not something that can be imagined.

His mother seems to be more approachable, but only people like him lack this closeness.

I don't know why, no matter what, he feels that he lacks the most sincere feelings.

I don't know why, this feeling makes him not know what to say or what to think, so that he himself really rarely answers.

However, it is true that he lacks a life as a responder.

He's not a responder, he's a ..... at most What?

He didn't know either.

"What?" Chang Yinglan asked slowly, as if her breath was slowly flowing out.

"What the hell are you trying to say...... I don't quite understand what you're talking about, and I've been asking you questions, and you've never answered, it's a very bad habit, I'm your mother, I ask you questions and you don't answer, I can't imagine what kind of state you're in front of others, would you want others to tell you so much, and then you don't say anything, don't respond to anything? ”

Chang Yinglan touched her chin, her white as snow-white void body lacked a sense of realism of flesh and blood, but, for now, she really didn't care about this appearance at all.

She thought for a moment and said, "Well, this is quite similar to your father, I think that in the first place, his old friend hated me because of this...... Who told your dad to like me like crazy......"

Speaking of this, Chang Yinglan really laughed, and the feeling of holding back her laughter accidentally couldn't hold back, and she let out a hearty laugh.

"Hahahaha...... It's funny to talk about your father, that funny, when I was pregnant with you, I did a lot of stupid things, you can't imagine that the dignified young master of the Ning family would be stupid when his wife was pregnant...... Hahahaha! ”

This kind of laughter is a kind of laughter that comes from the heart, and it is definitely not so acceptable to others.

Chang Yinglan didn't care about shrugging her shoulders, her shrugging was not as simple as other people's, but leaning her body and swinging it up.

"You, what are you worried about, I see your sad face, you don't want to chat with me at all, this is really sad, if you have so many important things, just go back, I won't embarrass you, you rarely come here, I want to have a good chat with you, now you look like this, it's better to end our chat." You go back to the spirit world and tell your dad that the next time he comes to see me, bring me something I can eat, what kind of fish did he bring last time, yes, monkfish, or sea bass, I have been picking thorns for a long time, although it is good to kill time, but your dad always brings these ghost things, and he is very annoying. ”

Chang Yinglan unceremoniously counted her husband.

Of course, this kind of number fall is more like a wonderful thing called love,

After all, if a woman says something to her son, saying something like this, there will definitely be no negative emotions in it.

How many couples are rare things about this kind of love complaint?

In the final analysis, there are still too many things that time will not erase, only those who do not know how to cherish or those who are abandoned can only be slowly hurt by other people's [love complaints] forever and ever.

Chang Yinglan stood up and looked at his silent son, he is not a person to be messed with now, Chang Yufeng definitely has the same power as Xun Desolate Shadow, but he really can't figure out how to face the dilemma for himself and this world.

"So, you go back." Chang Yinglan slowly stood up and stretched, her brows were tightly locked, but she lacked a lazy voice as herself: "You ...... now." Will you use the law of the king? Change one to show me, let them see the true body of [Changyu Feng] in the spirit world, if they like it, maybe they will follow you, you take them to play, maybe there will be new gains. ”

Naturally, they are referring to the stars next to them.

Lovely rice dumplings.

Lively little white.

Smart wishful thinking.

And timid little snakes. The four astral bodies, who sat quietly and were reluctant to speak, all nodded excitedly with their own personalities.

The stars hang high in the sky, turning into a galaxy at the top, so brilliant and magnificent that people don't know how to speak.

But Changyu Feng didn't think so.

He heard his mother's words, but only showed the answer to one of the questions with practical actions.

Chang Yufeng was wearing a black robe, and he was dressed in black, and he instantly faded under the white clothes of the king's law.

His silence is actually out of place, in front of his mother, he is silent, and he really feels a little bit like a son.

This is his very assertive opinion, but he lacks a real ...... Lament.......

He, was, how much, wanted, to see his parents.

It's a not-so-small dream, hope.

Now, he has seen his father and his mother, but he has lost the most balanced self-confidence in his heart.

How does he know if he's doing well?

How does he know if he should do it?

How did he know if he wanted to?

What to do?

What's important?

Or is it that everything as a name for Long Feather Kaede lacks the most authentic pursuit?

What is he after?

Are you your own parents?

Or is it your own life?

Or Lin'er's life?

Why can't you always avoid "Lin'er"?

This person......

[Really handsome...... It's like yes! That's what you say! Dear Chang Yinglan! 】

Zongzi clapped his hands, but Xiaolan looked at the chubby panda [Zongzi] with some amusement, and said in a very spirited voice: "Handsome, my little master has inherited the setting of my master's perfect appearance!" It's that his long hair is fluttering, and he looks very similar to his master! ”

"You go...... Shave your hair off...... Yes? Do you hear that? In this way, there is no boy who should look like at all, not that I said you, even if you are a child born in the empire, you can also keep a short hair as a principality, not that you must have long hair in the empire, the hair is long, how much there is no spirit, a manly man, what you want is spirit, show your forehead, put your spirit in the front, don't have long hair fluttering, do anything melancholy, this is very bad, I can't control your father, it's your father, I also want him to keep a short hair, The hair is too long, and for men, it's a bit melancholy......"

Chang Yinglan is a person who has traveled around the spiritual world, so it is absolutely reasonable for her to say such a thing, as well as the kind of "advice" that has seen the world.

"Look, look, I said, you'd better make yourself look a little more original, and don't always switch between white and black, you know what I mean? In other words, in your world, leave a little more color, don't think that there is only black or white in this world, otherwise, it will be very human. ”

"I ......," Chang Yu Kaede said a word almost embarrassed.

"You can go, if you don't want to chat with me......" Chang Yinglan was almost a little indifferent: "It's good to remember what I said, but if you have your own opinions, you don't need to use every step I said." ”

Didn't she make it clear? He didn't remind his son to leave again.

She just stood like that, watching the table in front of her son dissipate.

"After all, you still don't exist, do you?" Chang Yu Feng lowered his head and used all his strength to say this.

No one knows exactly what he's talking about.

Didn't know what the hell was going on in his mind.

It seems that in all nothingness, there is a little bit of the only truth.

Chang Yinglan did not answer.

"If I wanted to ask you, do you still want to go back to the spirit world, how would you answer me? Mother ......"

Chang Yu Feng's breath recovered, and he thought about the support of the Shadow of the Wilderness outside the Star Boundary, but now he could only talk to his mother about some of his parents' shortcomings, and he sincerely felt indebted.

Perhaps, this is what is called "response".

If someone somewhere loves you deeply, loves you deeply, and you can't respond, when you have to respond because of love, it must be tormenting, painful, and unforgettable.

What a pain it is.

However, it is clear that he is not so right.

Because the Shadow of the Wilderness is not ...... It was very uncomfortable, he was chopping the tentacles of the primordial cardinal points like chopping vegetables, and he didn't feel tormented at all, or ...... A little embarrassed.

After all, Shadow Seeker is a lone wolf.......

[Lamb] does not understand [lone wolf].

It's like a lamb will never understand a lone wolf.

This is timeless.

However, for now, Chang Yu Feng really didn't expect that the divine power of Seeking Desolate Shadow would recover so quickly, and he didn't even know what to do...... can let his mother talk to him about business.

Like, her life and death.

For example, the life and death of the Shadow of the Wilderness.

For example, the safety of the spiritual realm.

It's not about whether you have a girlfriend or not.

He seemed to be very rebellious, because in front of his mother, he didn't listen so carefully, he didn't answer so seriously, and he didn't have the feeling of seeing his mother as real.

Well, there really is.

When a son sees his mother, whom he has not seen for a long time, he has not seen his mother as she is, and he can even judge that his mother has not returned to the state of a living being, that is, his mother is not really alive.

It is as if the star-like [Long Feather Maple] can still appear in the starry sky, but in the concept of time in the spirit world, three thousand years ago, [Long Feather Maple] lost its spirit realm [life form] state, leaving only the [star] [Long Feather Maple] that the spirit world life form Chang Yu Feng could no longer perceive.

He guessed that his mother was probably in this state as well.

This does not mean that his mother was originally reincarnated as a [star], but only that Chang Yinglan, as a [low-dimensional lifeform] in the spirit world, lived in the form of an astral body.

The celestial Chang Yinglan is alive, and the spirit realm is still dead......

That's why she can't show her true face.

For example, a woman who is as beautiful as a fairy, or a woman who is mediocre in appearance, although it is okay, but she does not do it...... In the end, it was not presented as such.

"I know ......"

Chang Yu Feng spoke again.

Everyone looked at him quietly.

This boy with a strong personality always needs to say what he wants to say.

This is a matter of course, not something that is not available.

"I actually want to tell you, mother, mom, I miss you so much, I miss you and my father, dad, I really want to say that, I really want to talk to you......"

Chang Yu Feng's tone is different when he talks about his father and mother and when he talks about his father and mother.

A strangeness, a loneliness.

A piece of self in the heart.

I'm sorry, my dear.....

"But I really can't stay here, I'm no longer a simple, life-like person, I'm still burdened, I need to struggle for a lifetime to be able to, or something I can't do. They can be as small as one thing, or they can be like trivial things that make me lose, make me regret, and make me unable to face myself...... Can you imagine everything? In the reincarnation of the tenth life, I didn't even grow at all, I didn't do a lot of things I wanted to do, they hit me very hard, and then made me understand that in fact, I can give up, I can face everything indifferently, because compared to time, they, they, they, are all a memory that does not exist, compared to time, they are too small, I can't catch them at all, I can only let them, little by little, out of my world. ”

"I'm confused, I'm confused...... Let my whole person be decadent, but seeing them in front of me, vivid, face appeared in front of me, I really have a share, in the face of their truest feelings, I am not evading, I am afraid, what I promised them, I am in this life, if the promise to them is not fulfilled, do I have this mood, this tenacious heart, to face. ”

"Face it, mine, everything that comes your way......"

"How sad I am......."

"But I have to face it, so when I do, I don't want to make a promise."

This monologue came too late.

Here, it was the star he didn't know, and himself, the star of his mother, who was almost uncertain about life and death.

Even though it was Blue and the Ice Elf, they couldn't understand his pain......

Where is the source of his pain.......

"I'm sad, but I have to face everything just because I want to fulfill the promise I made, no matter what reincarnation ......."

"I don't really keep my word......."

"I just don't want to let people down."