[How many more, the beauty of this world, you have not encountered ......]

"So I often think that my life is really full of ...... A tragedy of my own making, it's not something that makes me happy......"

No matter what Changyu Kaede said, he had a tone of self-reproach, which was very bad.

However, he really doesn't have much time to spend in the astral plane right now.

Because in the world that exists, time and space are already being fused on the basis of time.

There is no need to find the desolate shadow to tell Chang Yu Feng, and Long Yu Feng also knows about this matter, the so-called [only], the so-called soul, is such a sad and unexpected thing.

Of course, he knew that all people would gain forgotten memories in this sea of suffering called reincarnation, and then die with the fusion of all time and space.

Whether it's pain or suffering.

It's too painful.

It feels like you're being toyed with.

Seeking the Shadow can do whatever he wants, whether it is to turn to Ms. Ume Kiyoko, who can split all non-existent time and space, or to block the pursuit of the Rubik's Cube of Time and Space, he seems to be at ease.

It's not like me at all, and none of the things I want to do are smooth or wishful.

Or if that's so pathetic, where is the way forward?

In fact, I am no longer confused, but his desires, what he wants, are too little, even less pitiful, so that he lacks something precious.

That's persistence.

Also, responsibility.

The so-called persistence or not, it is all up to him, and if he loses the most important thing, he no longer believes in anything......

What...... This?

"So what?"

Chang Yinglan shrugged her shoulders indifferently, she was still like that, she couldn't see her face, and she didn't know what her emotions were now, in the face of her son's preoccupied appearance, she couldn't show her truest state.

Or, she understands the current situation better, so she shows more calmness.

The so-called gods are almost omnipotent, and if you think about it this way, as the gods of the past, the search for the desolation itself is omnipotent.

And he was just a little boy at first.

Doesn't it tell the whole story?

A lamb is a lamb after all, and a lone wolf is a lone wolf after all.

There's no such thing as doing it or not doing it.

Forcing a lamb to eat meat is like forcing a lone wolf to eat grass, which makes people feel idle.

"But it doesn't matter at all...... If you haven't found the direction of your life, who has found the direction of your life? Did your father and I find the direction of our lives? Will we always be obsessed with finding the direction of our life, and will we be lost because we can't find it? ”

This sentence actually comes from the most real heart.

Because, as a star, Chang Yinglan never thought that he would come to this point.

"I never thought I'd be here for the rest of my life, and, for now, I really won't, if you ask your dad again, does he want to stay in that place where birds don't for the rest of his life?"

Chang Yinglan almost woke up the person in the dream.

"You are not a so-called saint, if you do something wrong, you will do something wrong, if you don't think about it, you won't understand it, you don't need to go to the root of it at all, you can't do it...... Will only daydream. ”

"How can anything in this world really be done? All? How can it be? Don't even think about it, do you? You are still in the previous period of confusion, because the goal you have set is too ambitious, or you are really worry-free now, or under the prospect of your worry-free food and clothing, your desires are being consumed little by little, and you always think about [seeing through] or [penetrating the truth of life], this kind of exhaustive philosophy, it is good to understand a little, and you don't have to stick to it......"

Chang Yinglan raised her hand.

She wanted to make Chang Yu Feng, who had the law of the king, stand up.

Chang Yu Feng also stood up obediently.

It's just that the gloom on his face hasn't dissipated yet.

Because he really didn't talk to his mother about anything.

It was as if what he had been looking for had dissipated in an instant, leaving only an empty self.

In front of a teenager who has crossed a state of half-understanding and ignorance, the guidance of a mother is not so obscure.

Because of Chang Yinglan, it was probably the first time he really saw his son.

She didn't need her own son to do anything for her.

The moment she saw her son Chang Yu Feng, she saw him holding the hands of Xiao Lan and the Ice Elf, and in her guess, he was not a child who was not accompanied by anyone, or rather, he had grown up and had taken responsibility.

The confusion in my heart will not dissipate because of a few words.

"Your heart...... I don't know how much pain there is, but I have had times when I had pain in my heart, if you want to listen, I can talk about it for three days and three nights, and I can't finish talking about it at all, not because I am a pessimistic person by nature, I am happy to admit that I am an optimistic person, and I am also willing to believe that my son will also become an optimistic person little by little, instead of frowning, and little by little he will lead himself into the impoverishment of agnosticism or philosophy of life, which is completely unnecessary......"

"Find what you like to do, and do it little by little...... If you don't hurt nature, don't be arrogant, don't cheat, don't steal, don't rob, how can life be so easy to reach the end of life? ”

Chang Yinglan shook her head.

"You know what? Don't think that you have seen it, you have heard about other people's lives, or you think that you have experienced it too, or you can also face the difficulties in other people's lives...... As a new person, as a person who has accepted more new ideas, you can do it, think about it, and base it on all the realities of the place, so that you can do everything you want to do! Instead, put yourself in a desperate ......"

"In other words, the affairs of me and your father, you don't need to care at all, this is not Agarwood to save the mother, nor is it Yang Jian to save the mother, I live well here, you don't need to worry at all, do what you want to do, instead of caring about me here, it is completely unnecessary to care about me, because your parents are not the so-called pedantic people, although we are older than you, but at present, we are also confused, and we also have problems that cannot be said and need to be investigated, but that is still me, our businessWe will not put our expectations on you, I am not the Three Holy Mother, I don't need to be saved, I can guarantee that I can face it with a smile anywhere, and I will never be as sad as you. ”

"Your grandmother, your grandfather, your grandmother, your grandfather, even if they are no longer in the same world as us, will not say what they want his children and grandchildren to do. That's the matter of the previous generation, even if there is a grudge and a grudge, it will be over a long time ago, and it is the same in our generation. Our affairs, our hatred, will not weigh on you at all! ”

Chang Yinglan said that Chang Yufeng's doubts and the reason for coming here.

Or, a million whys.

The answer to why.

"That is to say, no matter what, you are living your whole life, and I am suggesting that you aim to be a girl who accompanies you for a lifetime, and do a good job to complete your life, instead of being like a headless fly in this world, not knowing where the goal is, and not knowing how you should live. Yes, it's life, isn't it the old saying? The bridge to the bow of the boat is naturally straight. You set a goal, whether you do it or not, you will set out towards it, and you will definitely gain something. ”

"Alright, let's go...... If you really don't want to talk to me that much. When the son is older, he basically doesn't talk much with his father and mother, you see, you don't have a career, you don't have a marriage, and you don't have any life ideals to tell us...... It's not ...... Nothing to talk about? Ha ha. ”

Chang Yinglan waved her hand, as if urging her son to leave me.

"Don't forget to ask your dad to bring something else, don't always send fish, send the Malnatha big black pig in the Principality, send the long-tailed mane cow from the Empire, and, anyway, anything, I'll make some delicious food for these friends of mine to eat."

[Yes, dear friend! 】

[Xiaobai] a cheerful jump.

He, like the other stars here, doesn't care about Chang Yu Feng and Chang Yinglan's family routines, they care more, dear Chang Yinglan.

Dear Chang Yinglan, is their only one.

It is also strange to say that Chang Yinglan's charm is like this, she can let people she doesn't know give her the most sincere love.

This love is not a male or female love, but the most basic love that people like.

"You're not like me at all...... It's a lot like your stinky dad...... But it's okay, isn't your dad doing well? What's the hurdle you can't get over? Right? ”

Chang Yinglan laughed: "Actually, I want to say, it's okay, didn't your father also marry me who is as beautiful as a fairy?" Looking back, my son is so old that he can't use the name and vocabulary he used to be when he was in the rivers and lakes. ”

When you think about it this way, it's okay to miss it.

Chang Yu Feng really did not inherit Chang Yinglan's talent for talking, and because of this, Chang Yu Feng is more like his father.

Yes...... The stinky dad who thought he was leisurely playing chess games in Huazhou was not a talkative master, but when he spoke, he talked like his mother.

Their rich life experience and life experience can definitely support them to do nothing, so that they can get long-term words to deal with others.

This is something that Nagayu Kaede does not have.

A person who almost isolated himself naturally can't do it.

However, Changyu Maple is also naturally required to experience some things in the world.

He studied in Fulan, he herded cattle and sheep in Wenti County, he worked as a guide in Wenti County, he sold some handicrafts in Fulan, he lived in Bailing Mountain for a while, where he was and where, almost all had a period of time that was not easy to calculate, but the scope of his communication was too little.

Who else but loved ones, family members?

And also...... Some bad guys?

Could it be that there are no other people at this time except for relatives, bad people, and family members?

How can it be?!!

Right??

Lazy people, hardworking people, cunning people, white lotus-like people, insidious people, stupid people, smart people, arrogant people?

There are many, many more, tens of millions of people, there are huge groups, huge personality branches. Aren't they there? In this world?

Could it be that Changyu Kaede really hadn't touched them?

Could it be that Long Feather Kaede really doesn't have ...... Ever noticed them?

In the final analysis, Changyu Feng still didn't pull himself out of the state of half-knowledge and ignorance.

There is no one to pull him, but he is all on his own to experience life, how can this be done......

There have been one or two people, Kaft, Rajer, Pelos, Emina, people from the Principality who have given him life experience, but at the end of the day, it is still too little......

Too little......

When it comes to one's own parents, it is impossible for one's parents to teach all the life experiences and life experiences completely.

That is, it can only appear, what Changyu Feng has experienced, and what can be done, there are some, which are difficult to see...... The so-called growth.

"I may ...... Got it......"

Chang Yufeng nodded, and shook his head again.

"Perhaps, I don't understand ...... yet"

He smiled and said with a wry smile.

"I understood, Mother, that I would, go, beyond my own...... Whether it's who I used to be or who I am now...... I think that we should not stay where we are, the philosophy of life, there is no exhaustion, I should, to pursue some meaning of life...... No, not the meaning of life, but what I think I can do in my lifetime...... Of course, mother, you don't have to worry about your child becoming bad or becoming a big bad guy, I won't do anything that hurts nature, I will do something that I think is meaningful. Whether it's helping others, or starting a family. ”

"Start a family! Foundation! Xiaolan exclaimed the words of her little master!

"Start a family! Like a man! ”

Xiaolan said loudly, she was too excited to be able to say such a thing to her little master.

Because, when a boy says the words of starting a family and starting a business, and puts it into action, it is a moment when a man learns to take responsibility.

No one will be bound for a lifetime.

To live in this world alone is to start a family!

This is what a male individual needs to face.

Start a family, start a business.

In no particular order, it is all the same.

No one can be without being confused.

No one can not grow old.

No one can start a business without a family.

If a person does not start a family, it is somewhat difficult to feel the importance of responsibility. A person who lives as he pleases, lives without companionship, lives without shackles, how much will be wandering, how much will be missing, and will become more and more confused with time and with the aging of the body.

Everyone has a choice.

But the experience of thousands of histories is naturally so real.

So, go ahead and beyond!

To do it, as a man's responsibility!