Chapter 44: Two Years Later
[Do you really care...... The truth...... Is it? 】
"So, why did Lord Shadow Seeker send these things......"
The Ice Elf touched his little chin.
"Right...... It's obviously not necessary at all...... Wouldn't it be nice for him to give it to the little master himself...... Why ...... Delivered by a mortal...... Give ......"
Xiaolan was also quite puzzled.
Although they believe that someone is altering the real world in a still dream, they have no evidence.
It's no wonder that they have stayed in the Three Thousand Palaces for a long time, and they have naturally cut off [cause and effect], and there are no more people related to them alive, and no more things related to themselves are still going on - maybe there is no longer cause and effect in the real sense.
"There can only be one reason, and that is that Lord Shadow Seeker has this behavior for a special reason...... Otherwise, he wouldn't have had to. ”
Xiao Lan glanced at Chang Yu Feng, who was collecting and breathing, no matter how many times he did it, the spiritual power in his body could not be condensed at all, and he could only be forcibly dispersed by the heavenly thunder that came out of his body.
The little master also did not say a word, and this unpredictable silence and futile behavior made them scratch their heads.
Despite the fact that the Shadow of the Wilderness had sent so many important and extraordinary things, it was really inexplicable that Changyu Kaede was indifferent.
It seems that all the people have nothing to do with him.
Even though he had just cried, he was still crying with tears streaming down his face.
I have to say that although in a sense, both the ice elf and Xiaolan have their own understanding of Changyu Feng's unique character.
Chang Yu Feng went from being restrained and introverted at the beginning, to treating people and things like a sudden open-mindedness, and then to being depressed, not to mention the current "being a monk for a day and hitting the clock for a day", he is [changing] all the time.
Sometimes it's for others, sometimes it's for yourself.
From the moment he came to the spirit world, he was "inexplicably" afraid of [death], and tried his best to protect himself, protect the people around him, do the "wisest" thing, and do what he thinks is the most rational behavior.
Afraid of death, cautious, and in vain with the yearning for life.
Then, it was the obsession with others, especially for Lin'er, that made him do too many things that didn't seem to fit his character.
Or, he suddenly changed his view of the world, and then used this set of views to carry out his own actions, and get a less-than-satisfactory result.
Yes...... To be precise, it seems that everyone is like this.
Grow up in learning little by little, change little by little, accept yourself, or reject yourself, and then, grow up in vain.
As a child, have the innocence of a child
As an adult, have the confusion of an adult.
Be yourself, have your own ...... Endless trivia.
It's not all trivial, and many times these trivialities don't happen, but when they happen, they become trivial.
When you are leisurely basking in the sun by the beach, the pedestrians walking back and forth next to your chair block your sunlight again and again, so that whether you open or close your eyes, you will squint a little because of the strong change of light, feel the scorching heat and brilliance of the sun, thus destroying the leisurely mood of the whole day.
Or maybe you are too busy, but you can't get out of the small things to complete the goals you have set, and you can only tell yourself over and over again what happened today and let yourself not do anything.
In this way, it becomes something that you don't know how to solve, and I don't know how to understand, and you can't do it from the beginning to the end, and you can't deal with it cleanly.
Maybe no one will understand what Changyu Kaede is doing now.
Instead of doing this kind of useless work, it is better to sleep well, or let yourself go, and don't do what you can't do.
In this way, it doesn't seem to be so in line with Changyu Feng's character, he is not a person who can't do it, so he will naturally try it over and over again.
Although the final result was not satisfactory.
If you think about it this way, Chang Yu Feng and Lin'er are the same kind of people in a sense. They will do their best for what they are likely not to do, and they don't know if they don't want to leave regrets, or if they just want to prove that they can do it, and they won't give up openly.
It's not so much like a mess and more like a pursuit to the death.
Too few people have the courage to pursue the same thing from the beginning.
The goal is far away, and giving up halfway through is probably a choice that most people will make.
That would be too boring.
Therefore, when Chang Yu Feng tried it over and over again, Xiao Lan and the Ice Elf would not feel that it was a joke, but a kind of perseverance that could make them, those who knew Long Yu Feng well, feel itchy.
It was once thought that he might not have a certain amount of spiritual power a long time ago, or even no possibility of using spiritual power.
And now, he can not only see the spiritual power, but also breathe and breathe, and absorb the spiritual power into his body little by little, although the final result is still him, and he failed.
This kind of natural failure that will make you feel relieved in your heart, in the eyes of Changyu Feng or Lin'er, will never be taken for granted, and will never give up easily.
This is the tenacity that should persist as the "little kid" of the ice elf and the "little master" of Xiaolan.
Day after day, they watched Chang Yu Feng repeat the act of collecting and exhaling, and then they were absorbed by the heavenly thunder with spiritual power, and then the spiritual power scurried around him, returning to a state where it was impossible to absorb.
They don't just give up if they fail.
There won't be too many words to motivate Long Feather Kaede.
Because that always makes them feel ashamed.
This is a very subtle feeling, and the tenacity of Changyu Feng is all moving.
Day by day, month by month, year by year, his spiritual power, obviously, can be concretized, and the blue color in his whole body has gone from not panicking to trembling a little, and it has taken more than countless years.
But apparently, this is not enough.
Spring, summer, autumn and winter, it is another year, in this year, Changyu Feng's visible progress, spiritual power wanders in his body, and everything he has paid is turned into blue light bit by bit, shining and invisible.
But Na Lei just couldn't see him well, and would always come down at that moment and beat his efforts back to their original shape.
The blue light dissipated, and Xiao Lan and the Ice Elf knew that the whole world may not have any grievances with Changyu Feng, but everyone is traveling on the same road, and they inevitably meet, and then inevitably impose "trivial matters" on each other.
When I look back, those trivial things will be vividly remembered one by one, and they will be quietly hidden one after another, and one day in the future, they will form strange things that are difficult to return.
And then, it's irreparable,
The distant and long trivia is not finished, and I thought that the days that would be repeated day by day would never end, but there will always be an accident one day.
The person you have in mind that has caused a backlog of trivial matters in your heart will appear next to you again and tell you that those so-called "trivial matters"9 are nothing more than an adult trouble, and you can leave them behind and no longer need to be really serious about solving them.
Just take it seriously......
A few perfunctory words.