Chapter 45: The First Life

【Reincarnation? Reincarnation? God's covenant oath? Is! It's ridiculous! 】

The year was 521 in the year of the Empire, January 5.

If there is a mountain, a woman goes up the mountain to collect firewood, and encounters a baby crying in the forest, looking around, imitating the sound of the birds in the forest, and is amazing.

After hearing the phoenix chirping, the feather fell into the fire, ran to the river to avoid the fire, the fire was extinguished, and heard the auspicious luck of a hundred birds, led the neck to follow, to the forest, there was a baby girl, the eyes were radiant, like a god, the village people were shocked, accepted as his daughter, called Lin'er.

Lin'er is one year old in speech, two years old can read books, three years old can memorize songs, four years old Tongyin law, five years old know astronomy, six years old know geography, seven years old worship the mountain god as a teacher, eight years old to govern the scriptures and learning, nine years old can soar the clouds and drive the fog, ten years old can cure the law and practice treasure, eleven years old through the gods to cross the catastrophe, twelve years old three cure dog demons, thirteen years old to eliminate demons and demons.

At the age of fourteen, he set up his own sect and extradited immortals.

"Boring ......"

Lin'er overturned a deck of cards on the table, and the other three card-playing friends were startled and hurriedly ran away.

One of them was a monkey, the other was a rabbit, a white cat, and the three animals stood sideways, not daring to speak, and I saw her boredly cocking Erlang's legs, putting them on the table, rocking the chair, looking at the center of the mountain pavilion, and the sky was spinning.

"Sometimes, it's really boring ......"

She squinted her eyes, and the white clouds in the sky turned into invincible loneliness, an empty loneliness pressed on her body, and as time passed, it was extremely boring.

"The pleasures of the world are nothing more than that...... It's nothing more than eating, drinking, and having fun, and there's nothing else at the end of life, waving your sleeves and not taking away a piece of what you have, it's too boring. ”

She sighed as she placed herself in the air, wandering close to the top of the beam of the pavilion, which she had made always felt like something was missing and made her feel too bored.

Bored! Bored! Bored!

These are all! Human stuff! If she doesn't belong to her, she will naturally feel bored.

She can't be blamed for this, after all, she is too much more than ordinary people. But boredom is always boring, she doesn't have to take care of the sky, she doesn't have to take care of the earth, and she doesn't have to worry about people, but she feels bored, at this moment, just like the spring and autumn meeting, there is no scorching heat and winter, no law of life and death, no lust and sleep.

Nothing but loneliness.

All cause and effect are cut off from her. Everything in the world is no longer about her.

She was born suddenly, her achievements were sudden, and her detachment was sudden, and the cause and effect of the world could not keep up with her, and she did not have time to extract some "human shadows" from her.

or parents, or marriage, or grievances.

There are none of them, and they are worried about giving new words.

Sad, really sad, sad can't taste.

I don't know why I'm worried.

Don't stick to cause and effect, worry, don't know what life is, worry about worry.

Just ask, how can you relieve your worries?

Breaking the cause and effect, and relieving the marriage cannot relieve the sorrow, where to go?

I don't know, I don't have an answer, I'm too confused.

It's just sorrow.

Worried about the new words.

"It's boring."

She sighed.

"Alive...... Fifteen years old...... It's a long ...... It's too long...... I wish time could go a little faster......"

She sighed sadly.

"After fifteen years of life, I am bored......"

She was really, worried.

Carefree, not worldly troubles, no cause and effect of emptiness, and I don't know why I am worried, in short, I am worried.

As soon as she caught the monkey, stuffed the rabbit, and moved the white cat, the three animals were contaminated with her fairy aura and came to her side.

"Little master, worry!"

The monkey nodded affirmatively, and it was oily and smooth.

"Little master, it's really sad, it's sad......"

Then there is the rabbit, which is gentle and timid.

"Oh, little master, if you are worried, you will not be worried."

The white cat is lazy and self-suspicious.

And Lin'er herself is also a little lonely, squeezing her eyebrows and making eyes, not knowing what to do.

"Heh, I don't go to the world, I don't go to the fairy world, I don't go to the heavenly palace, I don't go to the demon world, I don't fall into the five elements, I am not governed by the astral realm, I am not bound by human law, I am not trapped by human feelings, my mana is boundless, my desire is empty, there is no cause and effect, there is no marriage, there is no sorrow and no joy, and I should not be sad."

She herself said she shouldn't have been sorrowful.

But he still has a sad face, and there is no change in the slightest.

"There is no death without cause and effect, there is no death without marriage, there is no birth, there is no death, there is no time for everything possible, there is no time for everything to be finished."

"Pathetic." The monkey grimaced.

"It's a pity ......," the rabbit shook his head.

"Poor ......" the white cat licked its paws.

"It's sad and pitiful."

She sniffed and lowered herself from the top of the pavilion's beams.

"It's sad and pitiful."

She muttered to herself.

"So...... What's the point? ”

"I don't know."

"I don't know, and you don't know either, since everyone doesn't know...... And how...... Let's find out......"

"I went down the mountain and went to the world, for fear that those causes and effects would be involved, the cycle of life and death, and the fate of the two boundless, and I would not be able to see the suffering of the poor, I would not be able to listen to the evil words of the rich, I would not know the warmth and coldness of human feelings, and I would not be able to sing the heat and coldness of the world. How can there be cause and effect, birth, old age, sickness and death, what kind of end, birth, old age, sickness and death, where cause and effect, birth, old age, sickness and death. ”

"The sorrow of the world, the cause and effect of the world, why is it not the same? And what it means. ”

"Or, cry a joy, anger and sorrow, laugh and know one's warmth and coldness, be sad and joyful, and be happy with the impermanence of the world......"

"Eating and drinking Lazar can be sad, marriage can be sad, birth, old age, sickness and death can also be sad, sad and sad, happy and joyful, can only be sad and sad. Two hearts are empty! ”

She sighed, she shook her head, she paused, and landed in the pavilion, her eyes blank.

"Sorrowful ......"

She's bored...... I touched my face.

"Sorrow...... It's sad...... Sorrowful for the new word ......"

"How can you not worry...... How can you not worry...... Why are you worried about ......?"

"Worried."

She closed her eyes and lay down in the pavilion, with plants and trees growing beside her.

"The world, sorrow, heavenly palace, sorrow, world, sorrow."

"Sad, sad ......"

Lin'er turned over gently, lay on her side, opened her eyes, and looked at the mountains outside the pavilion full of flowers, and the spring was beautiful, and she felt that the birds and birds were noisy, the flowers were blooming, and the meaning was difficult to find.

"Worried, why are you worried?"

Since she couldn't ask the answer, she stopped asking herself.

Go ask others.

Ask the mountains, ask the water, ask the world.

How can you not worry.

There are birds and birds in the mountains, flowers in the water, and morning dew in the grass and trees.

People have love and love for things, and heaven and earth have a heroic spirit.

She was the only one, empty, nothing.

Then it's not good to ask, it's hard to answer, it's not good to make a sound.

More worried.

Worry on top of sorrow.

Raise a glass to dispel sorrow and sorrow.

also complained, complained about heaven and earth, and blamed themselves.

She didn't look for any answers without worries or complaints.

Born in sorrow, died in sorrow, empty and lonely in sorrow.

Heaven and earth lost her.

She. No more looking, no more looking, not even herself.

The bird she asked was dead.

The flowers and trees she asked were withered.

The men and women she asked were dead.

The world she asked is over.

She was born and died, leaving only her sorrows.

She was so worried that there was no answer to everything.

Worried about herself, no longer has herself.