Walked to the outer hall to take the crying child in the nurse's arms, looked at his eyebrows and eyes that were very similar to you, and looked at me curiously with crying watery eyes, Xu looked at me for a while, and finally smiled at me. Laugh? My poor emperor, your queen mother left us behind, do you know?

Touching the child's soft fetal hair, I thought, he is still so young, you just leave, when the child grows up and asks you, how should I answer? How to answer that?

It was snowing again outside, and a few of the snowflakes that were flying in the sky were carried by the cold wind into the wide open temple gate, and fell on the side of my face, and the cold feeling was like my heart hollow again. Some time ago, I always thought that God was treating me well, so that I could find you in these three thousand prosperous worlds. It's late, but as long as you're by my side, you're gone.

I heard the nurse kneeling on the ground and saying your last words before leaving, you mentioned our child, worried about his future, and even what he will do in the future and you have thought about it for him, these are always good for you as his mother to tell more. There are also the palace people in Weiyang Palace who are serving you, since you explain it like this, I will definitely be approved.

I looked at the gray sky outside with a bitter smile, and these last words, from the beginning to the end, you didn't say a word to me. I don't blame you for thinking you don't love me.

I don't blame you for leaving, it's my fault that I lost you in a daze. I always thought that the world was in my hands, let alone you. I always think that tying you **** to my side and taking good care of you will not be the same as before.

But born in an imperial family, the most common and least lacking is the coldness of human nature. When I first entered the palace, because of my mother's unearthly appearance, one of my father's concubines came to my mother's Jinhua Palace from time to time to find fault, and my mother always suffered silently.

At that time, I was young and vigorous, and I had nothing to fear, so I asked her to reason, but I was beaten on the ground by a group of eunuchs and palace people, and I gritted my teeth and kept silent when I was beaten, and I was often like this when I was in the village, and I was used to it for a long time.

But I hate it! I hate the man in a dragon robe, he just stood there silently as if he didn't see it, I don't hate him for not stopping these palace people, I hate my mother who didn't even dare to touch the corners of his clothes and fell to the ground crying, begging him with tears on her face, but he took the arrogant concubine and walked away without looking back.

That's when I thought, right? The world? These have to be mine! When I win the world, I will let them repay the shame of today! It was also from that day that I was no longer impulsive, thinking about everything in my heart, and silently paving the way for the future.

began to play tricks, play with power, and designed to save the most favored little daughter of the Mo family, so that she was obsessed with herself, she was born beautiful, that person loved the beauty the most, I asked her to marry that person, I knew that she would agree, and she really responded with tears.

Everything went well, I sat in that seat, I got what I wanted, and the first decree I pronounced on the throne was to let all the concubines of the former emperor be buried with them, whether they had children or not! I was glad to see their frightened eyes.

When did it begin? That's the day.

Xu is that day ~ you ~ scarlet clothes flying under the Qionghua tree, with faint eyebrows and eyes, and a faint tone. I guess I was already scared at that point.

But, scared? I don't know how to be afraid. I am the emperor, the world is mine, the power of life and death is in my hands, I am not afraid. But I won the world and won the hearts of the people, but in the end, I couldn't fight for my life and couldn't keep you.