Chapter 84

The feast bell was actually not as painful as Ning Shuo. Ning Shuo entered the WTO, thinking too much and thinking hard, so he naturally couldn't breathe. But she saw a lot more openly, and while she was in pain, she insisted on her thoughts.

There's nothing bad about that. She even thinks it's better not to get married for the rest of her life. I thought I was married to my husband, and when he died, she was widowed and widowed. It's just that this thought is too terrible, and I'm sorry for her parents and aunt, so she can't decide for a while. Even the thought of having this thought makes me feel very guilty.

So I decided that I couldn't do it, so I didn't think about it. Just thinking about it like this, caring for it, and feeling at ease in my heart, I can be happier.

She has never been a person who is reluctant to herself, her husband always said that her heart is rare, she didn't think it before, but now that she has suffered, she has solved herself a few times, and finally saw the benefits of her heart - don't think about it, she can always be happy.

You can't be really happy. She sighed slightly, turned to look at her third cousin, and saw that he was looking at her intently. She chuckled in her heart, a vague thought flashed through her mind, and before she could think about it, she heard footsteps outside.

It's Shenchi. He stood at the door, and when he saw that there was a feast bell in it, he stood aside. Ning Shuo also came back to his senses and introduced the two to each other again.

He told Shen Chi, "This is my cousin, and the tomb guard beast I gave you a few days ago was woven by her." ”

Shen Chi was very grateful, "Thank you Miss Sheng for your kindness." ”

He was very kind to the feast bell, sat down to light the fire for her, and then whispered, "I know that you are all good people and sympathize with my plight, so you want to help me, I receive this affection." ”

Speaking of this, he suddenly paused, looked at the feast bell and smiled, "When my little sister had an accident, she was the same age as Miss Sheng. She also loves to read. ”

Xu is feast bell has an aura similar to Miss Shen, and just now she helped again, and Shen Chi is very willing to tell her about her sister.

He threw a piece of wood into the stove, and the dry wood burned instantly, and the raging fire was about to burst out, and he didn't retreat, he took out the burning stick and dialed it inside, and the fire instantly went down, and he turned the fire left and right, and said, "My sister has a word with you, her name is Yanyan, Yanzi's Yan, Shen Yanyan." ”

Thinking back to his sister, there was a hint of warmth in his eyes, and he said: "Yanyan has also been smart since she was a child, she can recognize the words she has seen once, and the words she writes are good. ”

"It's a pity that our family is poor and has no money to buy books, and we can't send her to study all the time."

The feast bell was a little guilty. She felt guilty for her husband. If the gentleman was there, he would definitely not be able to look directly into Shen Chi's eyes.

Ning Shuo lowered his head, knocked another egg in his hand and stirred it, and only raised his head after half a ring, and said, "Don't worry, God has the virtue of a good life, maybe...... She has been reincarnated into a rich family and has a lot of books to read. ”

Shen Chi laughed, "Yes, I pray to the gods every year to let her have no more pain in the next life. ”

Ning Shuo began to cut onions and garlic, still lowering his head, and said, "I was about to ask my brother, my aunt said that she would do a ceremony for the gentleman who feasted on the bell...... Why don't you also hold a show for Miss Shen and Uncle Shen? ”

Shen Chi hurriedly refused, but Ning Shuo said first, "Other things can be pushed, this matter should be done, right?" Although I don't know if there are gods in this world, it is worth it to think that if there is, they can receive this kindness. ”

Shen Chi did not refuse again. He threw another piece of dry wood into the stove, "Yes...... When I was young, I would never believe in ghosts or gods. Later, when Yanyan died, I began to pray to God and Buddha to come back to life. Later, I also knew that it was wishful thinking, so I hoped that the gods and Buddhas could let me help her avenge her hatred, but it was useless, and after Daddy and Auntie also died, I began to hate the gods and Buddhas in the world. ”

If they were there, how could they allow the wicked to do such evil? If they were not there, how did the God of the world come to be preached for thousands of years? What is the purpose of their existence? ”

Feast Bell felt so heavy. She took a deep breath, and then said, "Brother Shen, there will always be a day when the grievances in the world will come to light." ”

She also firmly believes in this, so that she can bravely step out to investigate the affairs of the family.

She moved a stool to sit on the side, thinking that she could understand Shen Chi's heart very well, just as she now also hoped that the gods would take revenge on her husband.

She took a vegetable basket and sighed while choosing vegetables, "When I was young, I didn't believe in gods and Buddhas very much. Now...... It is not so much faith as hope given to them. Hopefully they can help me with this. ”

Shen Chi asked casually, "What does Miss Sheng want?" ”

The feast bell paused, and finally said, "I hope that one of my old friends can come back to life." ”

Shen Chi smiled, "This old man must be very important to the girl." ”

Feast Bell: "Yes, very important, very, very important, if I can, I hope he can come to my dream and tell me a ......"

Tell her what to do at home, tell her what to do, who to trust, and who to stay away from. Tell her one more sentence, whether it is ...... Have you ever been tempted by her?

If I could tell her, I wouldn't let her run around like a headless fly.

She sniffled, held back her tears, and said: "But the deceased has passed away, and the living can only fulfill their last wishes for them. ”

The matter of the gentleman's family is so big, and the identity is so unusual, it must be recorded in some wild history or official history. When future generations mention this matter, they can't let them scold a "dog thief at home".

She didn't want her husband to be infamous through the ages. He is so good, he clearly cares about the world and the people, and he is also a king, he is a good official and a good courtier, but the name of such a person should be engraved on the pillar of shame, and he should be scolded by others, which really should not be.

She pulled out an ugly smile, "Huh? I don't ask what the world thinks, I just hope that the deceased can die innocently and rest in peace, and this is enough. ”

Shen Chi was stunned by her sad smile, and didn't dare to talk, so he hurriedly went to see Ning Shuo, but saw Ning Shuo with his head down, still chopping ginger.

A drop of water that I don't know if it was sweat or tears fell on the broken ginger, he sniffed and chuckled, "Ginger...... Chopped, a little smoked to the eyes. ”

Shen Chi just said, and a sentence flashed in his mind: That's tears.

Two chapters on the 11th were written.

I owe (one shift on the 9th, two shifts on the tenth)

Owe three more!