Chapter 128: Weisi People, Who Am I and Returning (2)
An article?
The eldest lady came here to read an article for her son/husband?
Su Yuanshang's parents and wife were stunned.
Everyone knows that Su Yuanshang has never been famous for his literary talents?
"Not interested."
Su Yuanshang shook his head unexpectedly, and burped loudly, without giving face at all.
He saw everything now, and he didn't care about anything that didn't offend the big people in the clan, if it weren't for the fact that there were still family members to take care of, he even wanted to save the superficial politeness and etiquette.
As soon as these unceremonious words came out, his family members on the side were about to raise their hearts to their throats, and they wanted to persuade them, but they knew that they were useless, and they were even more afraid that their kindness would help them and add fuel to the fire, so they had to look at Su Yanyan nervously.
Su Yanyan was still calm, and took out an envelope from his cuff, "Xia Jingyun wrote it, and I copied it." He left and went to Zhongjing City. β
As she spoke, she directly asked the maid to hand it over, as if she was very confident that Su Yuanshang would take it.
When Su Yuanshang heard Xia Jingyun's name, his eyes regained a little clarity.
When he heard the news that Xia Jingyun was gone, his haggard expression showed a trace of amazement inexplicably, hesitated for a moment, and really reached out to take it.
He slowly opened the envelope.
These letters, which he used to deal with every day, have not been touched for a long time since he came back.
Pulling out the letter paper, the words on the paper jumped into view.
γThe Story of Yueyang Towerγ
[In the winter of the twenty-third year of Chongning, Yu Yueyang County, and the Su family Junyan will be in Yueyang Tower, enjoy its beautiful scenery, talk about the world, feel a lot, and write to remember it. γ
His face was expressionless and he continued to look down.
When I saw the sentence "Deng Si Lou also, there is a country to nostalgia, sorrow and fear, full of gloom, extremely sad and sad", the whole body is like an overelectricity.
Isn't this what he is like now, he lost his official position, returned to his hometown lonely, and his eyes were full of gloom, how could he not feel extremely sad!
He pursed his lips, and for the first time there was more emotion on his face than an indifferent expression.
Su Yanyan's eyes were fixed on him, and his heart was silently looking forward to it.
She came this time, not for herself, nor for the Su family, but for Xia Jingyun.
She could see Xia Jingyun's admiration for Su Yuanshang, and she also tacitly sensed Xia Jingyun's desire to take Su Yuanshang under her command, and the regret that she never succeeded.
Therefore, after getting this Yueyang Lou Ji, she was moved by Xia Jingyun's magnificent mind, and she also thought about helping him go on this trip to see if she could make Su Yuanshang cheer up again.
She wasn't sure about that.
Su Yuanshang's gaze stayed for a long time and continued to look down.
Seeing the pleasure of drinking and forgetting about the humiliation, I couldn't help but think of the time when I was high-spirited and became a dazzling star in the officialdom of Daxia.
It's all about the past.
The sky was still overcast.
Su Yuanshang sighed, and suddenly felt a little excited.
But there is a beginning and an end, it is something engraved in his bones, and he subconsciously continues to read it.
Then his heart slammed like a hammer.
And more than a hammer.
Don't be happy with things, don't be sad with yourself!
The height of the temple is worried about the people; Far away from the rivers and lakes, you are worried about it!
The worries of the world are worried, and the joy of the world is happy!
The three sentences that suddenly rose in his emotions were like three hammers in succession, brutally and rudely smashing the door of his self-enclosed heart.
Aren't you just an official, just there to feel sorry for yourself and give up on yourself?
Go to your uncle's heart lock love, and borrow wine to kill your sorrows!
Let me tell you, a real cow beep person should not be happy with things, not sad with himself, and be able to tolerate the ups and downs on the road of life just like the lewd rain and spring and Jingming of this Dongting Lake.
Your mentality is adjusted, and then what?
If you want to live in the temple, you will worry about its people, and if you are far away from the rivers and lakes, you will worry about its king.
What can't you do with the world in mind?
What? Why do I do this, you ask?
Because I think you Su Yuanshang is such a person, a person like a person with lofty ideals in ancient times.
Such a person can be summed up in one sentence, the worries of the world first, and the joy of the world after the world!
Su Yuanshang completely woke up.
He remembered the vows he had made in his heart when he was studying hard in the cold window;
remembered that he was listening to the clansmen praising Su Lao Xianggong, and he was full of admiration and secretly born of ambition;
remembered the inevitable smugness in my heart when I used to look at those officialdom frustrations;
I remembered my disdain for those colleagues who changed their original intentions at the slightest setback, and even went along with the same stream;
I thought of the hardships of the people, the expectations of my family, and the persistence of Xia Jingyun's visits several times and the regret of not being willing to leave
But even so, the other party still wrote such an article, trying to wake himself up.
I used to regard it as the heir to the mantle, but now I look at it, the other party is the real guide on the road of my life!
He didn't know it himself, and in the eyes of everyone on the side, his originally indifferent expression suddenly became vivid under this article.
Shock, confusion, remorse, shame, and emotion appeared on his face in turn like catching up with a big set.
His parents and his wife couldn't help but wonder what the eldest lady had given him.
Can just one article really produce such a big effect?
Looking at Su Yuanshang's ever-changing expression, Su Yanyan also breathed a long sigh of relief, it seemed that he had made the right bet.
This trip can also help him a lot.
Although he didn't say it, and she didn't ask, this is the tacit understanding between a pair of golden boys and girls who are still in the stage of lip service.
Su Yanyan was a little happy, and the curvature of the corners of her mouth betrayed her.
But in an instant, that trace of arc quietly disappeared.
Because the complicated but vivid look on Su Yuanshang's face slowly disappeared, the whole person fell into silence again.
All:???
As everyone knows, Su Yuanshang's heart is also confused at the moment.
He certainly realized how wrong and meaningless his actions were in the past few days, and he was sorry for others and himself, but at the same time, he fell into another layer of confusion, what else could he do?
His ability, or his pursuit of life, is in the world, for the people, for an official, for the benefit of one party, these things, but he can't do those things now, even if he wakes up, what can he do?
It's not like you can only sit at home and spend your days here, it's better to be drunk and dream of death!
After going around, Su Yuanshang went back again.
It may sound like this guy is quite axial, but when you think about it, you really don't blame him.
A political star who was already in his thirties and was already a county guard, and was sure to be promoted, and finally expected to be a scholar and even a new political star, suddenly he could only teach his wife and children at home, this sharp gap in a short period of time, the kind of path dependence after being forcibly deprived, few people can stand it.
Just when the situation took a sharp turn for the worse, an unexpected person came to Su Yuanshang's house.
When the man with the huge cloak obscured his appearance walked into the porter and showed his face, the porter almost rushed into the backyard.
A moment later, Madame Luo stood in front of Su Yuanshang.
Now that the Luo family in Zigui County has withdrawn the lawsuit and divorced his wife, Mrs. Luo's official charges are gone, and she can return to Sujiawu.
The old couple naturally cried bitterly, Mrs. Su was very dissatisfied in her heart, and shook her face directly, but Su Yanyan thought of something and raised her eyebrows slightly.
Sure enough, when he saw his sister's face, Su Yuanshang stood up and nodded lightly with her with emotion, but Mrs. Luo hugged him and cried her remorse and gratitude.
Hearing the touching words, Su Yuanshang's heart was also a little sad, and Mrs. Su's eyes were about to turn to the sky.
"Brother, I'm coming back this time, and I have one more thing."
Mrs. Luo wiped the tears on her face and looked at Su Yuanshang, "This time I was sent back by Xia Gongzi, he asked me to invite you to enter Beijing together, he said that although he has no official status, many things in this world can not only be done by people who are officials, there are many ways to contribute to this world, he wants to work with you." β
She reached into her arms, took out a note from her arms, and handed it over, "He also asked me to bring you a word." β
Su Yuanshang stretched out his hand to take it, opened it and looked at it, and was stunned in place.
There is really only one sentence on the paper: He should cut the candles in the west window, but when it rains at night in the green mountains.
(End of chapter)