"I wanted to trust him, but he did everything he could to teach me how to trust him."

"What the hell did Tajima do to make you so angry?"

"When I got home, I found Kuwabara in my home."

"Kuwabara is the woman you mentioned last time, right? It must have been that woman who came uninvited, and you just happened to be home when Tajima was about to drive her back, don't you think so? ”

"Yes."

Hong Limin said resolutely. The sweet laughter she heard with her own ears was not the laughter of the expulsion, but the laughter of her sitting in the studio chair or lying on the bench showing her full breasts.

"Anyway, I can't trust my sir." Hong Limin looked at Guan Lin with gloomy eyes.

The wine is bitter. Hong Li was a little drunk, and looked at Guan Lin with hazy eyes.

"In any case, please trust Tajima."

Guan Lin repeated this sentence, which he had said several times just now, and Hong Limin felt as if he was saying, "I am a friend of Tajima." ”

"You must forgive him, for the sake of a boring woman, it is too unworthy and too shameful to destroy the happy family that has been built so hard, isn't it?"

"Maybe the reason is that boring woman, but I don't believe that my husband's love is real."

"I understand your feelings, but what I want to say is that if for the sake of that boring woman, destroy the happy family that was built with great difficulty, it is right in that woman's heart, so-"

"Therefore, do you want me to bear with me?"

"I can't say that, because there is something wrong with Tajima, I want to meet him again and persuade him to break up with that woman, and I also hope that you will tolerate him, he is an honest man, and the bad is that he has a cowardly personality and is easily seduced, so it is not only unfair but also too pitiful to put all the blame on him."

Guan Lin repeated this passage, perhaps he was also drunk, and he struck matches on the wall to light a cigarette, but he did not light them once, wasting several matches in vain.

"Anyway......" Guan Lin repeated. Please forgive Tajima, he is an honest man. ”

"Say no more!" When Hong Limin said this, Guan Lin looked a little surprised.

"Really? But—"

"Come on! Let's dance. ”

Hong Limin took Guan Lin's hand and stood up, she imagined the day before yesterday, avoiding sentimentality before drinking, needless to say, of course she knew that drinking could not solve anything, but now she wanted to forget her husband, no, not only her husband, but even Kuwahara wanted to forget.

Guan Lin's arms tightly wrapped around Hong Limin's body, and Hong Limin closed his eyes and reveled in the beautiful melody.

Three years disappeared from Hong Limin's mind, and she escaped from reality in her fantasy to three years ago, when she thought that love and happiness were linked.

At that time, she thought that Hongxing's appearance and suspicion were just the plot of novels and movies, and if she could, she hoped to go back to that time so that she could be with Guan Lin.

Escapism and sentimentality are habits that Hong Limin has developed since childhood, and even though she is now twenty-seven years old, she still has not changed this character, which clearly shows that she is a person with very weak willpower.

The habit of writing a diary, for her, is not introspection, but an act of masturbation.

Hong Limin closed her eyes tightly because she knew that once she opened her eyes, the terrifying real world would appear in front of her, and she had to meet her husband when she broke up with Guan Lin and went home.

"It's terrifying......" Hong Limin was held in Guan Lin's arms and whispered as if muttering to himself.

At about eleven o'clock that night, Hong Limin came home, hoping that her husband had gone to bed, and at the same time entered the hallway, because she hated to see her husband's face.

It's a pity that Tajima didn't go to bed first, but was still waiting for her.

"I have some things that I have to explain to you."

Tajima said in a firm tone. Hong Limin's expression also became very stiff, and the remaining drunkenness suddenly sobered up, and it seemed that he would not be able to escape the fate of face-to-face negotiations tonight.

"Please sit down." Tajima said in a dry voice.

Hong Limin sat down on the sofa silently, and his vigilance naturally surged into his heart. "Don't be deceived," she told herself, because she had seen that her husband was going to justify what he had done.

"That ......," Tajima said in a deep voice, rubbing his hands together as if in a panic. I beg your pardon for my ......"

“……”

"Needless to say, I love you deeply, more than when I got married, this time it can be said that I am evil......"

"I don't know what you're talking about."

"You really don't know?"

"What's the matter?" Hong Limin looked at Tajima with malicious eyes.

After Tajima coughed lightly, he looked at Hong Limin's face with suspicion.

"You really don't know?" Tajima said again. "Actually, it's Kuwabara-sama's business......"

"What's wrong with Miss Kuwabara?"

"That's ...... A month ago, she started seducing me, and I was seduced by her because I couldn't restrain myself, and I did something I regretted, and I want you to understand that I love you deeply......" Tajima said with a blush on his face.

The husband looked very flustered, but Hong Limin was very calm, and her husband's flustered expression looked funny.

"Do you mean that you went to the hotel with Kuwabara for a tryst?"

"How did you know that?"

A panicked look appeared on Tajima's face, and his face changed, and his distorted face looked like a toddler playing a prank.

The husband is a little childish, but he cannot be forgiven for this.

"Yes, how do you know?" Tajima said with a pale face. "I look funny, don't I? I'm afraid you'll be angry, so I'm scared. ”

"I can't see that you're frightened, didn't Kuwabara have a good time talking with you in the studio today?"

"That's Kuwabara uninvited, I didn't call her to come......"

"She's your model, and she's coming to you at will, don't you have any responsibility at all?"

"No, I'm not evading responsibility, I just want you to understand that it was just a momentary misunderstanding, of course! There's something wrong with me too.

"It's all wrong, I can't change the truth if I want to say more, but I don't want to lose you because of this mistake, if I lose you......"

"If your love for me hadn't changed, this shouldn't have happened."

"I have nothing to say, and even I don't know why that happened, and I think I must have fallen into the wrong spirit."

"Therefore, you want me to forget ......"

"If you can, I want you to forget."

"You're saying it pretty easily!"

"It's natural that you'll be so angry, I know I'm sorry for you, but I don't want to ......"

"Don't want to lose me?"