"Yes, I don't want to lose you."

"I'll think about it."

"Would you really think about it?"

"Yes, I will consider it."

Hong Limin said in a relatively gentle tone and got up from the sofa. A timid look appeared on Tajima's face, and he pouted and said, "You won't abandon me, will you?" ”

"Abandon you?" Hong Limin said with a wry smile. "I'm just talking about it, why would you think that?"

"Because I guess you have a boyfriend."

"......" Hong Limin not only widened her eyes in surprise, but also reminded her of what Guan Lin said.

Guan Lin said that he seemed to see her husband following her behind, and his husband was probably really following her at that time, right?

Maybe her husband followed Hong Limin and saw her enter the bar with Guan Lin, so he suspected her of misconduct, right?

The husband is a willful and jealous person, and this speculation may or may not be correct.

"No matter what, I won't let you leave me."

Hong Limin left what Tajima said behind him and walked out of the living room and climbed up to the second floor.

It was already 11:40 p.m., and after Hong Limin went to bed, it was difficult to sleep because of all kinds of things rolling in his mind.

There are some things that have to be considered in detail, but Hong Limin doesn't know what to consider.

Since he couldn't sleep, Hong Limin simply got up, turned on the bedside lamp, and turned on the diary. Hong Limin picked up the pen and wrote it in the diary.

love

deviation

disturbed

Kuwabara

Hong Limin looked at the words she had written. My husband turned his back on me and embraced other beautiful women.

Her husband asked her to forgive him, but with these few words alone, she couldn't forgive him so easily, she could reconcile with him for the sake of face, but the wounds in her heart could not be healed, and casual compromise only increased the hatred in her heart.

I do not know!

Hong Limin wrote this in her diary, although she didn't understand, but she had to draw conclusions.

Does the husband really feel responsible for his actions? Do you really ask me for forgiveness? Or is it just talking? If it is only a mouthful of words, he will never be forgiven; It's also about things, my husband seems to look at me and Guan in a strange way, if that's the case......

Hong Limin wrote this, put down his pen and pondered.

What do I think of Guan Lin? Hong Limin suddenly thought of this question.

"I just brought him in as a person to talk to." Hong Limin said this to herself, but she couldn't believe it.

When she danced with Guan Lin in her arms, did she just treat him as the object of conversation? Hong Limin did not have the courage to answer "yes".

When she heard that Guan Lin left Nanguang three years ago because he loved her, didn't there be a trace of sweetness and sadness in her heart? Didn't she commit mental infidelity at that time? Hong Limin can't deny it.

What does Guan Lin think of me?

Guan Lin's mood is also a big problem, he is in the position of Tajima's friend, repeatedly persuading her to forgive her husband, she does not think Guan Lin is lying.

However, if the love for her three years ago has not disappeared so far, Guan Lin's words and mood are a bit problematic, maybe until now, he still restrains his feelings, but once this kind of feelings break out, what will happen? Maybe she will soon fall into Guan Lin's arms.

It is also possible that the husband will hate Guan Lin because he is afraid that his wife will be snatched away by Guan Lin.

Hong Limin felt a sense of foreboding.

Let's hope something terrible doesn't happen.

The next day, Hong Limin slept until three o'clock in the morning before getting up, her husband was not in the studio, nor in the bedroom, when she came to the living room, there was a letter on the table.

I was invited by the magazine to go on a sketching trip to the beach, and I couldn't bear to wake you up because you slept so sweetly.

Scheduled to come back the day after tomorrow, please think about what I said last night, I really don't want to lose you. I hope you understand my mind.

The blank space has the name of the hotel where he stayed by the sea.

After reading the letter, Hong Limin breathed a sigh of relief. She was happy to postpone her decision a bit, as she wished she had had more time to think about it.

In the afternoon, when Hong Limin met Guan Lin in a café, she told Guan Lin about her husband's trip.

"Maybe it would be better to have a little more time to think about it." Guan Lin said.

"I think so, too, because I think I have to think about it in many ways."

"Multifaceted?"

"Now I have to pay attention to my husband's affairs, I feel that the three years of married life are in the past, and I have not paid attention to my husband's shortcomings at all."

"Please wait a minute." Guan Lin hurriedly interrupted Hong Limin's conversation and said: "If you think too much, it will be dangerous, at present, you think that Tajima is deceiving you, if you look at him in this mood, everything will feel wrong." ”

"I'm calm!"

"But ......"

"I will calmly observe my husband's shortcomings, although I have gradually lost faith in him, but I still want to know if he still loves me in his heart?"

"Of course Tajima loves you, and because he loves you deeply, he begs you for forgiveness, and if he doesn't love you anymore, he won't ask you for forgiveness."

"Really? Maybe there is a little bit of love, but it is not the kind of love that I had three years ago, and my husband did confess his relationship with that woman to me, and begged me for forgiveness, saying that he didn't want to lose me, but I don't think it means that he still loves me deeply, he doesn't want to lose me, maybe it's just to take care of his face. ”

"Don't always think about the bad side." Guan Lin said with a difficult face. "Because it will not only hurt Tajima, but also hurt yourself."

"I've been bruised and bruised." Hong Limin looked at the night view of Ginza through the glass window, his eyes full of anger.

"What's more......" Hong Limin continued. My husband does not reflect on himself, but suspects that there is an affair between us, and I will never forgive such a selfish husband. ”

"I'll ...... you" Guan Lin was first taken aback, and then said with a gloomy expression: "Since I loved you too, it is natural for Tajima to be suspicious. ”

"Why is it a matter of course? Isn't there no secret between us? ”

"It's true that we didn't do anything that was worthy of our conscience, I loved you before, no, even now, I still like you very much, so if it's only me with you, it's easy to be suspicious, especially when Tajima is afraid that I'll lose you, it's easier to think that I'll snatch you away, so I said that it's a matter of course for Tajima to be suspicious."

"I don't care." Hong Limin glared at Guan Lin with sharp eyes.

"Is my husband qualified to reproach us? If you don't reflect on yourself, but you doubt us, it is enough to show that he is a selfish person, and I knew before that my husband is a selfish person, and he is very lenient with himself, but he is very strict with others......"