Mu Xinan knew where Shi Yanchen put the medicine box, she successfully led him to find the medicine box, and carefully helped him treat his wounds.

Only then did Shi Yanchen understand that Nannan was so anxious to let him open the chain just now, it was for him, not for escape.

"Nannan is so good to me." The boy muttered.

Mu Xinan twitched the corners of his lips...... That's it? It's good for you?

She followed his words and said, "You see, I am so good to you, should you also be good to me?" ”

Shi Yanchen said: "Of course. ”

"If you're good to me, you should make me happy, right?"

"Uh-huh."

Mu Xinan said seriously: "I am only happy if I am admitted to a good university, so you have to let me go back to school." ”

Shi Yanchen was puzzled, "Why are you happy only when you are admitted to a good university?" Isn't Nannan usually unhappy? ”

This made Mu Xinan ask, "That's not what I said." ”

Shi Yanchen asked again: "Then why does Nannan regard the university entrance examination so important?" ”

Why?

Mu Xinan was a little confused.

She never really thought about it.

Why should she take the college entrance examination because she has never taken the college entrance examination in her previous life.

However, why does she regret not taking the college entrance examination?

Because the dean said that if you want to become a great adult, you must study hard, take the college entrance examination to a good university, get out of the welfare home, and leave the old and broken place that has raised her for more than ten years.

When she becomes a great adult and an excellent celebrity, she doesn't have to look for her parents everywhere.

At that time, as long as she tells her life story in the media-

There will be a large group of parents who will come to her automatically.

However, Mu Xinan had already died in that fatherless and motherless world.

Now Mu Xinan has a happy family, good health, and is pampered.

She doesn't have to chase those things desperately anymore.

Therefore, when Yanchen asked her why it was so important to be admitted to a good university, she suddenly didn't know how to answer this question.

"What makes me happy is not that I finally got into a good university, but that I was able to test my learning ability with a high score."

"If I get a high score, it proves that I have mastered most of the knowledge in high school, that I am excellent, that I am smart, and that as long as I study, there is nothing I can't do."

"It proves that I am not a good-for-nothing person......"

"It proves that they were wrong to abandon me......"

The more Mu Xinan spoke, the quieter she became, and she was almost persuaded by her own reasons.

But she knew that these were fallacies.

"But you're already good." Shi Yanchen touched her head and said.

The boy's eyes were full of pity for her, and he knew that she had not had a good life in her previous life, just like him.

So, she desperately needs a result to prove that she is worthwhile and worthy of being loved.

"Where am I good?" Mu Xinan asked Shi Yanchen rhetorically.

"You have a good personality, you make delicious cakes, you have concentration, and you play the piano very well......"

"Is that already good?" Mu Xinan raised his head and asked.

"Well, that's already excellent." Shi Yanchen said softly.

Mu Xinan remembered something, and suddenly laughed.

So that's already good.

However, in her previous life, she knew more than she does now.

He can cook, do laundry, clean, build blocks and always be the fastest, always give toys to his younger siblings, and help the dean sell children to other families.

She doesn't get angry and she doesn't cry.

When I see someone, I smile at them.

But.

She still doesn't want anybody.

"Shi Yanchen." Mu Xinan called Shi Yanchen's name softly.

"Huh?"

"When I finish the college entrance examination, you can claim me." The girl stood on tiptoe and whispered in his ear.

In this way, in addition to Mu Xiangqiao and Shen Daliang, there will be one more person in this world who loves her.

Shi Yanchen's eyes blinked, and after a few seconds, he nodded slightly.

"Listen to Nannan."

*

Mu Xinan successfully persuaded Shi Yanchen and returned home.

After days in the basement, she had to forget what the air on the ground smelled like.

When she got home, it was late in the evening, and there was no one at home.

In the past few days that Mu Xinan lived in the cage, Shi Yanchen asked her to use her mobile phone to report Mu Xiangqiao's safety every day.

What Mu Xinan told Mu Xiangqiao was that he was playing at a friend's house.

After playing for a day or two, Mu Xiangqiao didn't say anything.

But she hasn't been home for five consecutive days, and Mu Xiangqiao still hasn't sent a message urging her to go back.

When Mu Xinan came out of the cage and breathed in the fresh air, he expressed doubts about this matter.

It stands to reason that even if she stays at a friend's house for so long, Mu Xiangqiao should ask.

However, Mu Xiangqiao rarely takes the initiative to send her a message these days, let alone make a phone call.

The first thing Mu Xinan did after returning home was to go to Mu Xiangqiao's room to find her.

There was no one in the room.

It was Sunday, and Mu Xiangqiao should be at home.

Mu Xinan went back to his room and sent a message to Mu Xiangqiao: [Beauty, where have you been]

After sending it, she went into her room.

However, as soon as he entered the room, Mu Xinan noticed something unusual.

The cabinet next to the desk was actually locked.

She remembered that in order to find Shi Yanchen, she hurriedly opened the cabinet under the desk, found the key given by Shi Yanchen, and went to his house to open the door.

She was in such a hurry that she didn't have time to relock it.

But now, the lock on the outside of the drawer is clearly tightly locked.

Could it be that she remembered misremembered after being in the cage for so long?

Mu Xinan opened the lock with the key and opened the drawer-

The black-clad codebook, the only one in the drawer, was moved.

It was the diary of "Mu Xinan".

It records all her gloomy psychology.

Mu Xinan frowned slightly, suspecting that Mu Xiangqiao had touched it when she came in to clean the room.

She took out the codebook and saw that the combination lock on it had not been altered.

She opened the notebook and flipped through the pages.

[I am always very irritable, my heart is full of prejudice and rejection of anyone, I always distort the direction of the facts, I am a complainer.

However, I also think that it would be nice if I could communicate with Mu Xiangqiao normally, but I can't control myself, every time I come into contact with her, I feel like my body is going to explode, and in the end I will only speak badly to each other. 】

"I want to be gregarious, but I'm always lonely.

I suspected, I asked, I wanted to fight, but I just thought about it.

Because my fate was already sealed. 】

[Die, just die.

It's just that I'm sorry Mu Xiangqiao and Shen Daliang, they probably don't know, I'm crazy, I've been crazy a long time ago, like a psychopath. 】

If only I had died, they would have a daughter again. Their daughter must be a cheerful, lively, laughing, and well-graded child. 】

Mu Xinan rarely looked through the diary of "Mu Xinan" because she was afraid that she would sympathize with her.

It's already very tiring just to adjust her emotions to the best state, and if she experiences the sadness of "Mu Xinan" again, Mu Xinan will probably sigh for her every day.

What would happen if these words were seen by Mu Xiangqiao?

Mu Xinan couldn't imagine it.

Because she hadn't found a good reason to explain this diary to Mu Xiangqiao.

Just as Mu Xinan was about to close the diary, Mu Xiangqiao's voice came from the door behind him.

"You're back."