Chapter 156: Mother-Daughter Relationship
Sometimes, a change in a relationship between two people only takes a simple little thing as a pivot.
When Mu Xinan turned his head, he noticed Mu Xiangqiao's eyes.
The eyes were so sharp that her back was cold, and her whole body had a strange sense of unease.
Mu Xiangqiao first stared at Mu Xinan for a while, and then moved her gaze to the diary in her hand.
At this time, Mu Xinan understood that Mu Xiangqiao had already read the contents of the diary.
Her mind was trying to explain the words.
Unexpectedly, Mu Xiangqiao asked first: "Is that the diary you wrote before?" ”
Mu Xiangqiao found this diary when she was helping Mu Xinan tidy up her room.
She has always respected her daughter's privacy and has never touched her things.
But that day, as if she were enchanted, she took out the diary by surprise.
Try to unlock the combination lock.
It didn't take a few tries to unravel.
Mu Xiangqiao sat in Mu Xinan's room and read all the words in the diary.
In addition to shock, it is more distressed.
It turned out that her daughter ...... Living in pain all the time.
Mu Xiangqiao didn't tell Jiang Xiaoli about this matter, but digested it silently.
At night, lying on the bed, Mu Xiangqiao recalled Mu Xinan's changes over the past year.
The diary ended on October 9 last year.
No writing has been recorded since.
And Mu Xinan's personality changed greatly, also on that day.
Mu Xiangqiao remembered that at that time, Mu Xinan said that he was hit by a car.
She said she believed it, but she had doubts in her heart.
It's just that her daughter finally became lively and cheerful, and she couldn't bear to bring up the old things again, which made the relationship between the two ossify again.
Over time, I forgot about it.
But sometimes dreaming at night, Mu Xiangqiao still dreams of Mu Xinan in the past.
That Mu Xinan doesn't like to talk, and always stays alone in the room.
I don't have friends and don't like to make friends.
Now Mu Xinan is loved by everyone and is a very sunny child.
It stands to reason that any parent would be happy if her daughter had such a change.
Mu Xiangqiao is too, in the past year, she has become accustomed to Mu Xinan's voice in her ears, and she is used to whispering to herself and her heart.
Almost forgetting that her former daughter was a withdrawn person.
It wasn't until she saw Mu Xinan's diary that Mu Xiangqiao woke up suddenly.
That's right, my former daughter lived such a miserable life, and the word "death" was written in every diary.
Why, overnight, did he become a different person?
No matter what the reason is, it must not be what Mu Xinan said before that broke his brain and changed his temperament.
Mu Xiangqiao walked into the room and held Mu Xinan's hand, with mixed feelings in her heart.
"Child, tell me that what is in the diary is what you really thought before?"
Facing Mu Xiangqiao, whose eyes were tearful, Mu Xinan couldn't tell the truth.
She can't tell her: Your daughter is dead.
"Mom, I'm different now." Mu Xinan whispered.
Mu Xiangqiao asked again: "Who enlightened you?" Do you still have the same thoughts as before? ”
"I actually ......"
Mu Xinan was scared.
She admits that she was really scared at this moment.
I'm afraid that Mu Xiangqiao will cry bitterly after knowing the truth, and I'm afraid that ......
I'm afraid that after everything is said.
Abandoned by mom again.
Mu Xinan, you are so selfish.
Mu Xinan admitted his selfishness.
She coveted this hard-won family affection, and finally swallowed back the truth that came to her lips.
"Mom, I've figured it out now, and it won't be the same again."
"I'm pretty good now, am I?"
"Mom, you like me now, don't you?"
Mu Xinan held Mu Xiangqiao's wrist, and his eyes were full of greed for maternal love.
Tears slipped down and melted on the back of Mu Xiangqiao's hand.
Mu Xiangqiao laughed silently and said softly: "Well, you are very well-behaved, and my mother likes you now." ”
After that, Mu Xiangqiao didn't ask any other questions, she seemed to find something through Mu Xinan's eyes.
She sensed the fear in her eyes.
What exactly is afraid of, Mu Xiangqiao doesn't know.
Although he didn't dissect the truth, Mu Xinan still felt that the relationship between their mother and daughter had undergone some changes.
I don't know if she's weak-hearted, or if she's too sensitive.
In short, she believes that the relationship between the two is slightly more distant than before.
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At the beginning of spring, it is also the beginning of school, and the bald branches have climbed new shoots, and the seeds are ready to break through the ground.
Jiang Wei went to Qiyi Education to study art as he wished.
Jiang Xiaoli saw that Mu Xiangqiao was not in a good mood recently, so he asked for leave to take her on a trip.
Shi Yanchen has to deal with the chores of the Shi Group and does not often go to school.
Mu Xinan went to and from school normally and focused on studying.
Usually in class, Shi Yanchen will personally send her to school, and when it is time to get out of class, he will personally pick her up.
Mu Xinan was in a state of no one to be controlled, and Mu Xiangqiao just sent a message asking her to pay attention to safety, eat and drink, and not be thrifty, and didn't tell anything else.
Therefore, after school, Mu Xinan went back to Yanchen's house to do his homework.
Shi Yanchen renovated a room and study that belonged to her in the main house.
Usually, he sits on the sidelines and works, while she sits at her desk and studies.
The two get along very peacefully, Mu Xinan encounters a problem that he can't do, as long as he glances in the direction of Shi Yanchen, he will immediately put down what he is doing and come over to teach her.
Sometimes when she learns late, Shi Yanchen will force her to stay overnight on the grounds that "it is dangerous to walk at night".
Mu Xinan did not refuse, obediently took a bath, climbed into bed to rest.
The second semester of the second year of high school passed quickly, and Mu Xinan had already learned all the knowledge points of high school before the final exam.
After the test results, she was the first in the grade, and she was still the kind of fault.
Even Shi Yanchen was more than fifty points lower than her.
During the summer vacation, they were sophomores and juniors in high school, and they only took a month's vacation before restarting classes.
In August, Jiang Xiaoli came back from abroad with Mu Xiangqiao.
Mu Xinan learned that Jiang Xiaoli had opened a company abroad and even planned to settle abroad in the future.
In addition, there is a big event happening in the family -
Mu Xiangqiao is pregnant again.
This time, Jiang Xiaoli attached great importance to it and arranged for a private doctor to live at home to check on Mu Xiangqiao's condition at any time.
Mu Xiangqiao also spent all her thoughts on the child in her belly, she had already had a miscarriage once, and she couldn't let this child leave her.
After Jiang Wei heard that Mu Xiangqiao was pregnant, he specially asked for leave to come back to see her.
On that day, the three members of the Jiang family stayed in the room together and chatted about going abroad in the future.
Mu Xinan stood at the door and listened quietly to their conversation.
Mu Xiangqiao's pregnancy is a great joy in the family.
She should be happy.
But why couldn't she get into the room as if her feet were pinned?
Jiang Wei saw Mu Xinan standing motionless at the door with a fruit plate, and walked over and asked, "What's the matter with Aunt Mu?" Quarreled? ”