Xu Su was chilled by her metaphor, she shrunk her neck and shivered, and before she could speak, she was hugged into her arms by Xi Zirong again.

"Cold?" He looked at her bare legs, frowned even more, opened the suitcase and took out a black coat, covering her legs: "Take my car tomorrow, we have the same destination, okay?" ”

"......" Xu Su wanted to agree, but when he thought that if Zhou Mochen learned that she was traveling here, he would actually go all the way with Xi Zirong...

She shook her head resolutely: "No, I'll just go with my own convoy." ”

Xi Zirong looked at her silently, and after a few seconds, he sighed helplessly: "Okay, then I'll go with your convoy, Su Su, don't you don't agree to this, be careful that I cry to you." ”

Xu Su's expression was indescribable: "You still have this trick?" ”

Why didn't she remember that Xi Zirong still had the skill of crying...

Isn't this exclusive to Zhou Mochen?

Xi Zirong smiled slightly: "No way, you only seem to eat my trick, by the way, if I say I cried a lot, can you come back?" ”

Xu Su was really stunned.

What does it mean to cry a lot?

When did he cry a lot?

Xi Zirong seemed to have made up her mind to soften her heart, and she couldn't care about any face, for fear that she would regret it, so she took off her coat very quickly, and inside was a white short-sleeved shirt, he stretched out his arm and handed it to her.

"Oh," Xi Zirong's voice was calm: "I almost didn't get it back, isn't it pitiful?" ”

There was a very fresh scar on the wrist in front of him, the scar was very thick, it looked like it had only healed for a long time, and the newly grown flesh buds were pink and tender, and it was clearly visible that the original knife was very deep.

Xu Su grabbed this hand, his mind was blank in shock, he was almost speechless for a moment, and he slowed down for a long time before raising his head: "When is it?" ”

The voice is dry and trembling...

Obviously, when they met for the last time at the thank-you banquet, he was still fine.

"After you go to the capital, don't cry,"

Xi Zirong raised his hand to help her wipe her tears, and added: "After you went to the capital with him and didn't reply to my message, I was so uncomfortable, I couldn't control myself, I didn't mean to, don't blame yourself, it has nothing to do with you." ”

Don't blame yourself, it's none of your business...

Xu Su's hands trembled, how could it be okay, how could it have nothing to do with her!

Obviously, at the Xie Shi banquet, she saw that he was gloomy and misanthropic, and she saw that something was wrong with him, so she wanted to turn around and coax him, but she just didn't look back.

also had an awkward quarrel with Zhou Mochen in front of him, and took the initiative to kiss Zhou Mochen!

I never thought about what this young man who was left behind by her, who was already extremely depressed and almost world-weary, would see that scene...

She was always the most ruthless to him, never considered his feelings, and broke up when she said she would break up, cleanly.

No matter how good and mature he is compared to his peers, he is still a teenager, and his endurance is not limitless...

Guilt and distress attacked in turn, with a fine and dense dull pain, which instantly overwhelmed Xu Su's reason.

At this moment, her reason collapsed, and her mind was full of mats.

The mat should not be like this.

How could he be so weary of the world that he wanted to die!

He is an upright and self-contained god of learning, a gentle teenager who is as bright as the moon, the boyfriend who will patiently teach her to learn, will smile and hug her and be coquettish, and will also drag her to the grove to kiss her fiercely because of jealousy.

What did she do!

"Don't be like this," Xi Zirong held her face, looked at her face full of tears, and said helplessly: "I don't want you to sympathize with me, Su Su, don't cry." ”

In fact, he felt weak when he said it himself.

Obviously, when he took off his coat to expose his wounds, his thoughts were, even if it was sympathy, at least don't leave him...

He doesn't want any dignity or face, even if it's guilt and sympathy, he doesn't care.

It's good that she can feel sorry for him...

Xu Su burst into tears, hugged him tightly, and couldn't say a word.

What to do... What to do...

Xi Zirong let her hold it, and felt that she was very bad, using this means...

By this means!

But so what?

If she didn't, how would she be willing to look back at him again.

His eyes were scarlet, and he raised his hand to stroke the hair of the girl in his arms.

The college entrance examination has just ended, if the freshly baked provincial science champion commits suicide for love is spread out, it will be a sensational news, thanks to the Xi family's parents who blocked the news very tightly, and none of Xi Zirong's classmates and friends knew about it.

Only Jiang Chusheng, who is far away in the magic capital, knows about this, the two of them are world friends, Xi Zirong followed his parents to school in the magic capital when he was a child, and the relationship between the two is very good, and they have not broken contact for so many years.

Upon learning of this, Jiang Chusheng specially invited Xi Zirong to travel together, just to relax.

Otherwise, Xu Su's identity information is estimated to have to be dug out, even if Zhou Mochen's people accuse and delete the picture, but if you really want to find out the news, you will know about it.

Xu Su couldn't think about anything else for a long time, and the fear that rose in her heart at this moment was all for Xi Zirong.

She didn't dare to think that if she really received the news of Xi Zirong's death in the capital, what would she do...

What will she do!

Can you still be with Zhou Mochen as if nothing happened?

I am afraid that all my life, I will live in guilt and self-blame, self-punishment.

She once thought that it was right to break up with Xi Zirong and be with Zhou Mochen, to set things right and make the lives of the three of them return to the trajectory of their previous lives.

She once thought that Xi Zirong could do without her, but Zhou Mochen couldn't, Zhou Mochen couldn't do without Xu Su.

She used to think that she was doing everything right, that she was right, that she was doing it for the good of all three of them.

But now, is she really right?

Xu Su, look at this scar and ask yourself, are you really right?

It turns out that Xi Zirong really can't lose her...

Xu Su looked up stunned, "Do you hate me?" Xi Zirong, do you hate me? ”

"What do you hate?" Xi Zirong sighed, his eyes were always gentle: "Xu Su, I will only hate myself and can't keep you." ”

“……”

It's really not the same at all, it's still the boy who had some 'licking dog' attributes when I first met.

Xu Su pursed his lips, embarrassed and didn't know what to do.

She had to admit that at a certain moment, she did have the idea of breaking up with Zhou Mochen for the sake of Xi Zirong.

She didn't want Xi Zirong to be so decadent and misanthropic...

This time I saved it, just in case...

Xu Su clenched Xi Zirong's hand, buried his face in his arms again, and hugged him tightly.

This is Xi Zirong, it is her Xi Zirong.

She never thought he would die, never thought that he would die because of his departure...

"Don't cry..."Xi Zirong fished out Xu Su's face from his arms, held it with both hands, and pressed his forehead against hers: "I told you this, I didn't want to see you cry." (End of chapter)