"I told you this, I didn't want to see you cry, Susu, I'm not as good as you think, I'm very bad, and I'm very scheming, I know that you are the softest, so I told you."

His eyes were so red that he looked like he was going to cry in the next second.

Xu Su smiled bitterly, of course she knew what he told her intentions, but where did she come from to blame him, it was obviously her fault, she lived up to her sincerity, and she was seamless...

The scar on his wrist may never go away for the rest of his life...

Xu Su touched it lightly and looked up cautiously: "Does it hurt?" ”

Xi Zirong was slightly stunned, and nodded aggrievedly: "... Hurt. ”

"......" Xu Suzhen couldn't see his pitiful appearance, held his wrist and blew it gently, feeling really guilty, and kissed him carefully.

At the end, I said 'I'm sorry' very lightly...

She's really guilty...

Xi Zirong was speechless for a long time, and smiled slowly: "Since the breakup, the most you have said to me is 'sorry', but you know, the last thing I want to hear is this 'sorry'." ”

The last thing I want to hear is this 'I'm sorry'...

Xu Su had a splitting headache, she knew what he wanted to hear, but she couldn't do it at all, she came out for a spin, and when she went back, she would break up, Zhou Mochen estimated that she could swallow her alive...

Unless she can split herself in half.

If she really cares about it, even if she splits it in half, Zhou Mochen will definitely want both halves.

That person is good at everything, it can be called a hundred and obedient, Xu Su sometimes thinks, according to Zhou Mochen's kind of favor, if one day she says on a whim that she wants to go to the sky and go to the moon to take a turn, he is afraid that he will find a way to meet her wishes.

He will satisfy everything she wants, except for her to mention breaking up, which is the bottom line of his bottom line.

Xu Su was uncomfortable and didn't know what to do at all, if she had the right to choose, if she...

"Alright, don't be so embarrassed,"

Xi Zirong bent down and leaned his face closer, his eyes were very gentle: "Su Su, it's my own problem that I can't let go of you, you don't need to bear any psychological burden on this, I just want you to be happy." ”

I just want you to be happy...

Happy fart!

Xu Su took a deep breath and looked directly at him: "I also want you to be happy, so Xi Zirong, tell me, is there anything I can do to help you?" ”

Her gaze was frank and straightforward, and her sincerity was fierce.

It's like saying, "As long as you say, I'm willing to do whatever I can do."

Xi Zirong looked at it, and couldn't stop feeling extravagant in his heart, and suppressed it fiercely.

He couldn't take advantage of her guilt and make demands that embarrass her.

After being quiet for a long time, Xi Zirong finally just said, "Can you accompany me on the next journey?" ”

Xu Su paused slightly, and quickly nodded before his expression gradually fell lonely: "Okay, okay." ”

This is not an excessive request, but it is just to go all the way to LS, Xu Su thought about it and held his hand: "You must not do this kind of self-harm in the future, I promise that I will never reply to your message again." ”

She also had the urge to self-harm, knowing that kind of uncontrollable discomfort, she was annoyed with Shen Chen at the time, and she didn't know how to face Zhou Mochen, under the dominance of the ostrich escape psychology, she wanted to self-harm inexplicably.

And what about the mat?

Xu Su didn't dare to think about how he was so desperate that he wanted to die in the days when she was ruthless and didn't reply to the message.

…………

They stayed in the tent for more than two hours, and when they went out, their eyes were redder than the other, like two rabbits.

Sika and Jiang Chusheng were both sitting at the round table not far from the tent, each holding a can of beer in their hands, seeing that the two of them finally came out, they still looked like this, their faces were stunned for a moment, and then a wicked smile was revealed, the male god was by her side, she didn't say anything explosive.

just looked at Xu Su with a smile and said, "What are you talking about, seeing you crying like that, the pear blossoms bring rain, which makes me feel distressed." ”

Xu Su pursed her lips and didn't speak, she was a little embarrassed, so she simply opened a can of beer and sat down.

After a few sips of beer, Xu Su raised her head and continued to look at the stars, under the same starry sky, her mood was completely different from two hours ago.

The four of them sat quietly for a while, until Xu Su, who was wearing shorts, felt cold and dispersed.

On the way back, Sika couldn't help but brave the gossip light.

Xu Su was also worried about a lot of things that no one had to tell, so he briefly described the entanglement with Xi Zirong and Zhou Mochen to her.

After hesitating for a while, she still didn't say anything about Xi Zirong's wrist cutting, after all, it was personal privacy, and she had no right to tell others.

After saying everything she could say, Xu Su condemned herself again, and she sighed sadly: "I'm really not human!" ”

Sika didn't interject the whole time, and after she finished speaking, she was silent for a while before asking her, "Then who do you really like?" ”

Xu Su: "......"

Seeing her speechless expression, Sika glared: "Don't tell me you don't know yourself?" ”

"No, no, of course I know," Xu Su hurriedly denied it, and after thinking about it, he hesitated a little: "If it's the kind of 'he has to be' like, I don't seem to have reached that share." ”

Whether it is Zhou Mochen or Xi Zirong, she can adapt very well without anyone, she doesn't have much pursuit of material life, without Zhou Mochen, she can successfully enter B University with the scholarship issued by the No. 1 Middle School in the city, and become a new student of B University.

Losing those drunken gold fans and stars holding the moon, she will still have a bright future.

This is also her plan for her life when she was just reborn, but she didn't expect that she couldn't get around the mountain of Zhou Mochen after going around and around.

If there was only one Zhou Mochen, it would be fine, but Xi Zirong was attracted again.

Sika groaned: "I didn't expect that you are the most scummy one." ”

"......" Xu Su was speechless, and asked her with a sad face: "What do you say I should do?" ”

"You're so indecisive only going to make things more complicated,"

Sika pondered for a moment and said seriously: "According to my understanding, falling in love with someone must have exclusivity and exclusivity, if you don't have it, either you haven't felt it yet, or you don't love it, you don't love either of them, and you haven't met someone you really love." ”

Xu Su subconsciously wanted to refute, but before he could speak, he was interrupted by Sika:

"I think it's impossible for you to really not be tempted by these two best, compared to you not loving any of them, it is more likely that your life is too good, and the boys you meet love you more than the other, you don't need to ask for it, they can consciously satisfy your 'exclusive desire'."

"In love, you get too much security, and you can't feel the pain of gains and losses, so you don't feel the importance of 'exclusivity'." (End of chapter)