Ma Bowen is a coward, at least in his marriage to Xu Qin.

He knew that the blind date was for marriage, and he knew that most of the men and women who entered into marriage through the blind date were balancing their interests, but he still fell in love with Xu Qin at first sight. From the day of the blind date, their relationship was in an extremely unequal position.

Ma Bowen took the initiative every time, and it was Xu Qin who took the initiative every time he went on a date.

The first time he held hands, it was Xu Qin who took the initiative.

The first time they kissed, it was Xu Qin who took the initiative.

Even when he opened the house for the first time, Xu Qin took the initiative, although he was a man, he was passively like a fledgling during the whole process.

Marriage was mentioned by Xu Qin, and everything was done according to Xu Qin. She wanted a wedding that combined Chinese and Western, and he tried his best to do it for her, but on the wedding night, she held his face and said, "Ma Bowen, you should be glad that you have a good parent." If it weren't for your parents being rich, if your family didn't have a quarry, if your family hadn't been able to buy me a house and a car in the city, I wouldn't have married a fool like you with only a junior high school education. You go and look in the mirror and see that you are worthy of me. ”

Ma Bowen was very hurt, but he had to admit that Xu Qin was right. If he doesn't have a pair of good parents, if his parents can't provide him with such a life, according to his personal conditions, he really can't marry Xu Qin.

Xu Qin is not very beautiful, but she has a good personality and an indescribable attractive charm.

Ma Bowen also complained to his friend about this incident, but his friend comforted him and said that it is also his ability to be reincarnated into a good family. Ma Bowen believed it, and firmly believed that Xu Qin also recognized his ability to be reincarnated.

The first time Xu Qin was found to be cheating was half a year after the two of them got married.

It was raining lightly that day, and Ma Bowen, who knew that Xu Qin did not bring an umbrella, rushed back from the quarry in advance. The Ma family's quarry is in the mountains, and it takes more than two hours to drive, he didn't hesitate, and stepped on the accelerator all the way, just because he didn't want Xu Qin, who had just become pregnant, to be drenched in the rain.

He took an umbrella and rushed to the market, but saw Xu Qin coming out hand in hand with a man. They behaved very intimately, Xu Qin touched him with her shoulder from time to time, and the coquettish laughter fell into Ma Bowen's ears through the drizzle. He only felt stiff all over, and stood motionless in the corner.

When he staggered by, Xu Qin saw him, his eyes met, but his heartbeat almost stopped like a thief who had been caught.

Xu Qin looked at her and smiled, that smile was sarcastic, and then, casually, she walked in front of him with the man's arm on her shoulder.

The man noticed Ma Bowen, and he asked Xu Qin, "Is that person your husband?" ”

Xu Qin replied: "No, how can my husband be so ugly, he is in the quarry, and he can't take care of me." ”

The man put his arm around Xu Qin's waist, leaned into her ear and said, "Your husband can't take care of it, I can't take care of it." ”

Xu Qin pushed him with a smile: "Dead, I'm not afraid that your wife will be jealous." ”

The man twisted Xu Qin's waist: "Don't be afraid, it's good for her to die of vinegar, so that the two of us can fly in two nights." ”

Xu Qin smiled and said, "Die, if you earn those three walnuts and two dates, I won't divorce my husband." ”

Ma Bowen followed all the way, unable to explain the emotions that filled his chest.

He watched the man and Xu Qin enter his community, watched them go upstairs, and watched the elevator stop on the floor where his house was located, and he didn't even have the courage to press the elevator button. He sat in the stairwell, looking out through the wooden door in the stairwell. There is a rectangular piece of glass on the wooden door, and through the glass, you can just see the elevator.

The glass could also reflect his shadow, and although it was blurry, he knew what he looked like.

He is 1.78 meters tall, strong and fat. He has a big skeleton, and with a fat-prone physique, he can't lose weight at all. His belly was very large, and when he sat on the steps, the flesh was pressed layer by layer, and he sat for a long time, and he was a little out of breath.

He was dark, and his skin appeared rough due to his work in the quarry. The hair is very short, so wash your hair well. Because of his nearsightedness, he also wore a pair of glasses. There is no scholarly temperament, only a dull old-fashioned atmosphere. He looks more than a decade older than his actual age.

At that moment, Ma Bowen had low self-esteem, and he persuaded himself that as long as Xu Qin didn't divorce him, as long as Xu Qin still wanted to be his wife, no matter what she did, he could tolerate her and forgive her.

About forty minutes later, the man came down from the stairs and couldn't wait to light a cigarette as soon as he got out of the elevator.

He was in a good mood and hummed all the time.

After the man left, Ma Bowen entered the elevator and went home.

In the living room, Xu Qin was watching TV, and a pack of freshly brewed instant noodles was placed on the dining table. Xu Qin didn't mean to explain what had just happened, she just pointed to the dining table and said in a very ordinary tone: "You haven't eaten yet, the pack of instant noodles on the table is for you." ”

Ma Bowen stood in front of the dining table for a long time, he didn't move the instant noodles, and he didn't know what to ask Xu Qin, let alone how to speak, but Xu Qin, as if she suddenly remembered something, first stroked her hair, and then said to Ma Bowen with a very casual attitude: "Don't think about it, the two of us are fine, we just chatted at home." You also know I'm pregnant, so I wouldn't do anything out of the ordinary. ”

"Then you-" Ma Bowen felt as if something had been stuffed in his throat, holding back uncomfortable, but he couldn't speak.

"I was deliberately angry with you, you came to pick me up, why didn't you speak? Why don't you speak? Also, you've seen me with other men, and you're not angry at all. Ma Bowen, Ma Bowen, am I still not your wife? You keep saying you love me, and that's how you love me? What if I encounter human traffickers, you stand still, don't you? ”

Ma Bowen wanted to explain, but was scolded back by Xu Qin's words: "I called people upstairs, and you were waiting downstairs like a turtle with a shrunken head." Ma Bowen: Are you still not a man? You just gave me away. When I saw you, I got angry and quickly ate the instant noodles and went to sleep. ”

Ma Bowen didn't know if what Xu Qin said was true or not, but with a man's perception, he felt that Xu Qin and that man were not so innocent.

The second time was when Xu Qin was seven months pregnant, in the parking lot downstairs, he saw Xu Qin kissing with the man in the car. But Xu Qin said that he was wrong, saying that the man was just helping her blow her eyes, and that she was seven months pregnant, and Ma Bowen, as a husband, was still in the quarry all day long, and he didn't care about her as a wife at all. ”

Ma Bowen can't say Xu Qin, this matter can only be stopped.

Ma Bowen also thought about divorcing Xu Qin, after the child was born, he deliberately took the child to do a paternity test, and it turned out that the child was his, 100% his own. The moment he saw the appraisal report, he felt that he had misunderstood Xu Qin, and that it was his failure to fulfill his duties as a husband that would allow other men to take the opportunity to ask his wife for warmth.