Later, the results of the college entrance examination came out.

They got into the same school as they wished, but neither of them did.

The agreed party, at the age of 18, completely left this world, and Jiang Xiaobai also suffered from severe depression that year.

That year, Jiang Xiaobai was also 18 years old.

Later, accompanied by his family, Jiang Xiaobai seemed to come out.

In addition to studying hard, she often travels, using the photography techniques he has taught, recording the bits and pieces of the motherland, she always remembers that they once agreed to measure the beauty of the world with their footsteps.

Now, he can't do it, but she wants to take his share and do it together.

Everywhere he went, Jiang Xiaobai would take his photos with him, and he would tell him the bits and pieces of his trip in the dead of night, as if he had always been by her side and never left.

Every bit of these records was recorded in her penguin account, and unintentionally, she became a travel blogger with countless followers.

Fans, many people also know the story of her and the teenager.

Whether it is family members or fans, they are all saying, Jiang Xiaobai, you have to be strong, you have to learn to forget the past and start a new life.

But Jiang Xiaobai never dreamed of what her teenager said to her.

Jiang Xiaobai also knew that people should move forward, so she learned to enrich herself with various things, and even forced herself to accept other boys who pursued her and fell in love.

It's just that the longest lasts for half a year, and the shortest is only one or two months, and they will eventually break up.

Jiang Xiaobai remembered the words that the cheating ex-boyfriend yelled at her angrily before he left: "You don't even want to touch me, I don't even hold your hand, you reject it, maybe you don't realize it, but I feel it, Jiang Xiaobai, if I can feel your love or like, I won't be like this."

Jiang Xiaobai came to his senses in a trance and found that he had a sentence that was right.

She seems to have lost the ability to love people as early as the age of 18.

From the age of 18 to 28, she still hasn't come out.

Sure enough, people, you can't meet people who are too amazing when you are young, if you can't be with them, then the rest of your life will be Er.

In her youth, in that chaotic boyhood, she met her teenager, there were so many beautiful things together, how can she accept the future of life now, her heart has long been closed, and she has long been unable to live in other people.

Today, Jiang Xiaobai came to Qinghai Lake again, in order to see the starry sky that he agreed to see again.

Unfortunately, it seemed that the sky was not beautiful, and she sat outside the tent, looking at the sky, but she could not see the stars.

picked up her mobile phone in a daze, and unconsciously saw a song shared to her by her fans in private messages, maybe it was the word "Starry Sky", which touched her, and she clicked on it.

The moment the starry sky was played, it was amazing that the stars appeared in the dark and irrelevant night in front of us, lighting up the night sky.

Staring at the starry sky, listening to the lingering minor tunes in his ears, and humming softly, Jiang Xiaobai felt for a moment that his soul was withdrawn, and his whole soul was detached from his body and thrown into the starry sky.

And in the midst of the stars, she seemed to see her youth.

The boy was still 18 years old, dressed in white, and he walked towards her with a smile.

hugged her, gently touched her head, and said in a doting and helpless tone: "You stupid, why are you so stupid, even if you don't have me, you have to live well, you have to love yourself well, you are like this, how can I leave with peace of mind......

"Jiang Xiaobai, it's a pity that I can't spend the rest of my life with you, let's agree whether the next life is good or not, the next life, I will not leave, and accompany you to old age. And now, it's time for me to leave, and you're going to start a new life, I believe......

"There will be someone in the future who loves you as much as I do, and at that time, I hope you don't push him away."

"Xiaobai, remember, you have to regain the ability and courage to love."

"Be happy."

After speaking, the young man left, Jiang Xiaobai stretched out his hand to grab it, but he couldn't catch it.

When she suddenly came to her senses, she found that she was still sitting in front of the tent with her hands and knees, looking at the stars in the night sky.

The song "Starry Night" seems to be played again and again.

His eyes were blank and empty for a moment, Jiang Xiaobai finally couldn't hold it back and cried bitterly......

She clutched the pendant around her neck, which contained a picture of the two men.

I don't know how long she cried, she slowly took off the pendant, looking at the familiar smiling face of the young man on the pendant, her hand was tightly clenched, and she responded silently in her heart: Xiao Yunnian, I promise you, I will keep you in my heart, I will learn to let go, I will regain the ability to love myself and others, I will be happy, you, in another world, also want to be happy.

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In the empty room, the song of "Starry Sky" was playing, and 35-year-old Lu Yunhui sat alone on the sofa, exhausted and crying silently.

There was no one else in the living room except her, it seemed to be very quiet, but a moment ago, Lu Yunhui was always too busy, picking up the two children from school, shopping for vegetables by the way, finishing cooking, bathing the children, washing dishes, cleaning, coaxing the children to sleep, she herself had not taken a bath, the clothes on her body had long smelled of sweat, and there were piles of clothes outside the bathroom that had not been washed tonight, waiting for her to wash.

When she is done, maybe it should be until the early hours of the evening, every day, Lu Yunhui repeats this life, busy and numb, like a machine, as long as she is responsible for running, she doesn't need to have her own soul and mind at all.

But at this moment, listening to this song shared by her best friend, I don't know why, Lu Yunhui just cried.

There is too much bitterness in my heart to say, even tears, I can't fully express it.

When she was a child, she lacked love, and fantasized about having a happy marriage, a warm and reliable husband, and the crystallization of their love, but unfortunately her husband's changes before and after marriage completely broke her illusions.

Married at the age of 25, and now it has been 10 years, and these 10 years have brought her countless pains and disillusionment with the original beautiful marriage.

When she was pregnant, her husband never accompanied her to the prenatal checkup, she went by herself, and her husband, who was too troublesome to even pour her a glass of water, slept directly with her in a separate bed.

If the husband doesn't like it, he will drop things, kick people, and even a two-year-old child who is scared to cry can pick it up and fall to the ground.

For the sake of her family and to take care of her children, she quit her job, and every time she palms up, she was sneered at, aggrieved, and regretted.

Widowed marriage, widowed with a baby, the husband never takes the child, and often uses the excuse of working overtime late or does not come back at night.