Chapter 73: Healing the Adult Breakdown
Sometimes, when the two children are sick, crying and making trouble, and she is facing a lot of housework that has not been done, if she encounters herself when she is also sick, it is even more difficult, Lu Yunhui is really broken, she is so broken that she can't wait to have children, regrets having children, and collapses so much that she keeps slapping herself.
She needs to spend money to buy things during the New Year's holidays, but she will always be said that she is not considerate of him and it is not easy for him to make money, but what she buys is not for her husband, or for the elderly and children, what has she bought for herself? She used to like to wear delicate makeup and wear beautiful dresses every day, but she didn't know how many years she hadn't put on makeup, but she was unkempt in her busyness.
quarreling with her husband, like a shrew, and silently crying in no one's place, like a mute.
She used to be a girl, looking at those women who were up and down in marriage, constantly struggling, thinking that life was really terrible, that more and more vulgar, old appearance, not what she wanted.
But now that she has been married for ten years, she has found that unconsciously, she has lived like she once hated.
She kept thinking about the question, what does marriage bring to a woman?
If marriage makes people unhappy, then why get married.
Lu Yunhui was really tired and tired, physically and mentally, like a person who had hiked a lot in the desert, but could not see a trace of an oasis in front of him, as if he was about to fall down and die of despair in the next second.
Lu Yunhui was numb in the past, and now, she couldn't help but think, she is only thirty-five years old now, and there are still decades left in the second half of her life, does she still want to continue to live like this?
At this moment, Lu Yunhui seemed to be relieved, and she seemed to be suddenly enlightened.
She wants to change, she wants to grasp the future life, even if she can't live as she envies and likes the most, she has to work hard for herself, and she doesn't want to repeat this life numbly.
At that moment, the door clicked open.
The man who was supposed to come back drunk in the early hours of the morning was rarely back early today.
The man threw the briefcase on the sofa, didn't even glance at Lu Yunhui, and spoke directly, as if ordering, "I'm hungry, you go and give me a bowl of noodles, add two eggs, a ham sausage and lean meat."
It's just that until the man took off his shoes and socks, he didn't see Lu Yunhui move.
The man's face suddenly became impatient, and his voice rose a little, "Did I hear you talking, are you dumb or deaf?"
Lu Yunhui looked at him coldly, looked at this face that was so familiar and so unfamiliar, and calmly spit out a few words, "Let's divorce."
The man was stunned for a moment, and then as if he had heard some big joke, "Are you kidding?"
"No kidding, I'm telling the truth."
"What are you mad about? Isn't it a lesson?" The man reached out and kicked the entire shoe rack down, making a bang, which directly woke up the two children who were sleeping in the bedroom, and the children immediately cried.
At this moment, Lu Yunhui's heart is resolute.
On this night, how many people have a completely different choice from their original lives because of this tune.
In the middle of the night, Li Hong, a middle-aged man who sat in the car after work and relieved his pressure, was not going well at work, his parents' health, children's education and growth funds, housing loans, car loans...... Everything pressed on him, making him almost out of breath, and even for a moment, he stretched out the idea of wanting to give up in despair, and now, listening to "Starry Night", the original depressed, anxious, and pessimistic mood gradually disappeared. Life can't always be smooth sailing, but at least, the family is still there, the warm and loving family is still there, everything is not too bad, there will be pressure, there will be fatigue, there will be pessimism, but more is firmness and effort for the future.
A barmaid returned to the cramped rental house where she lived at three or four o'clock in the morning, recalling her life in the past 23 years, her family was poor, her father cheated and divorced, her mother was seriously ill, she had to take medicine every month, and she had to be hospitalized from time to time.
In order to quickly earn more money to treat her mother's illness, she entered the bar and became a barmaid, even if it was not timely
When she was harassed, she endured it, she didn't even dare to talk about her boyfriend, those who fancy her appearance, either left when she learned that her mother was seriously ill and needed money for long-term treatment, or she retreated after learning that she was drinking with her in a bar, she didn't blame them, even if she had always stuck to her bottom line, but it was just what she thought, and even a little ridiculous in the eyes of some people.
It lasted like this for eight years, to be honest, she was really tired, she was accidentally calculated last night and almost lost her body, her mother's condition deteriorated, and she almost collapsed when she saw a poster of a costume designer by chance.
Who would have known that she had a dream of being a fashion designer at the beginning, and this is the major she applied for in college.
Eight years, she was so tired, she wasn't that strong, she couldn't stand it anymore, and even had a bad idea for a moment, wanting to get rid of everything she had now, her mother, her job at the bar, the eyes of the outside world......
She had even bought the medicine, but now listening to "Starry Night", she clutched the half-opened medicine bottle tightly and cried bitterly.
Since she has been persisting for so long, then she will insist on it, she loves her mother, and her mother loves her, otherwise her mother would not have thought about leaving to fend for herself in the early days of illness, what about deterioration, it is not that there is no possibility of treatment, what about working in a bar, at least she earns money with her own hands, worthy of her conscience, and worthy of heaven and earth.
She will try to heal her mother, and she will try to pick up the lost dream.
Throwing the medicine in the trash, Fang Lin's gaze became extremely firm.
Tonight, Mo Dalong is making a difficult decision whether to continue writing or go to the factory to screw it. He was very lucky, even if he didn't have much education, no house and no car, he met his wife who didn't dislike him, and later the two had a lovely daughter, and after learning that he was writing, even if others objected, his wife always encouraged him. But he doesn't know if it's not enough strength, or not lucky, five years, one after another, he has hit the street one after another, and he basically gets full attendance, and the guarantee is also the price of cabbage, so he can only get more remuneration by updating the number of words, and he is barely able to support his family, and sometimes he even needs a wife subsidy, but now, his daughter is going to kindergarten, and the rent has risen again...... The financial pressure weighed on him and his wife, and he was at a loss.
Does it really make sense for him to insist on writing like this? Even if his wife didn't say anything to him, and even encouraged and supported him, but he still felt sorry for his wife and daughter, Mo Dalong looked at himself and looked at the new opening and outline that he had conceived on the old computer for a year, and improved step by step, and then thought about the fact that his father called and said that a certain factory was recruiting general workers, and he was really making a difficult choice.