Chapter 172: Clown-like Shen Xuan
He studied hard, got excellent grades, was admitted to a prestigious university, found a relatively high-paying job, and when he learned that his stepmother was not in good health, he sent money home, and when he learned that his younger brother needed money to buy study materials, buy clothes, want to watch star concerts, and want to buy game consoles, he also sent money to him, and when he learned that his father was going to buy a house and make a down payment, he did not hesitate to call home all the money he had saved after working part-time and working in college......
Every time he heard his father, stepmother and younger brother praise and care for him on the phone, he was very satisfied.
Especially the sentence "The weather has been cold recently, remember to rest more", "No matter how tired you are, remember to eat, don't be hungry", "......"
Every time I hear Shen Xuan, infinite motivation will ignite in my heart.
Because that's care, love, and warmth.
Every time he heard these words, Shen Xuan felt that he was not alone and afraid in the city.
Later, he got a girlfriend.
It was his girlfriend who chased him first, and it was also his first girlfriend in more than 20 years.
In fact, he used to have a girl he liked when he was studying, but he only liked it silently, and never dared to confess, because he felt that he was not good-looking, his personality was not good, and his family background was average, which was too bad compared to other boys, even if he confessed, he couldn't get the girl's like, so he hid his liking in his heart, and until he graduated, the two never saw each other again.
Today's girlfriend is an employee of the company next door when she was working, and Shen Xuan didn't like her at the beginning.
I never thought that the girl actually began to pursue him, the feeling of being pursued, liked, approached, and cared for was strange to Shen Xuan, and it was also fiery and beautiful, so that Shen Xuan was immersed in it unconsciously.
The two became boyfriend and girlfriend, and Shen Xuan was thinking about getting married to her in the future.
He tried his best to be good to her, she bought whatever she liked, ate whatever she liked, and tried to give whatever she wanted.
He invested all his emotions and quickly fell in love with her.
For his girlfriend's work, he is tolerant, and the quarrel is also the first to bow his head and admit his mistakes, and he also secretly went to the Internet to search for how to get along with his girlfriend, to understand the girl's personality, the difference between ideas and boys, sense of security, emotional value, sense of ritual, sense of boundary...... He gave everything he had to give.
He thought that in the past two years, although sometimes noisy, they had a good time.
He even planned to save more money in the future, or take on an extra part-time job in the evening, save up money to buy a diamond ring, and marry her.
As a result, he saw something.
When he came back from a business trip, he saw that his cherished girlfriend who he had been reluctant to touch for two years was actually rolling together with another man on the bed in their rental house, the picture was unbearable, and the visual impact of the scene also made Shen Xuan stunned at that time, at that moment, as if something had shattered, and he couldn't put it back together.
It took him a long time before he hoarsely asked why.
He saw a very different side of his girlfriend and his eyes, as well as the contempt and impatience in her eyes.
"Why, what's the other why, I don't like you in the first place, you don't think I liked you when I chased you. It's just a pastime when I'm bored."
"Look at you, your monthly salary is not very high, and you actually take a lot of it home, how much can you spend on me? It's not enough for me to spend."
"I want to do it with you, how many times have I said it, but you don't want to, it's ridiculous to say that you want to protect me, and you are reluctant. If you don't want to, then I'll find someone else, as you can see."
"Your personality also makes me very unbearable, I refuse to do it, but I always want to kiss and hug, and I like to stick together when we meet, you say that you are not sick, so I have no freedom at all."
"What brown sugar water to cook during menstruation, let me pay attention to safety outside, buy me vegetables and cook, I don't need these cheap payments at all, I want to laugh every time I see me, men should earn more money outside for women to spend, actually do these things."
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Shen Xuan clearly remembers his girlfriend at that time
Contemptuous eyes, disdain on faces, words of mockery and complaint.
I also remember the man sitting next to her smoking a cigarette, crossing Erlang's legs, looking at him, and looking at him with a smile in his eyes.
Later, Shen Xuan didn't say anything, and after his girlfriend said a word about breaking up, he left.
Yes, I didn't say a word, I was gray, like a clown who finally finished his performance and left the stage silently embarrassed.
Shen Xuan sat quietly on a bench in a nearby park, his mind blank, unable to think about anything.
At this moment, he received a phone call, from a neighbor's grandmother in his hometown, telling him to go home immediately, with something important to say.
So Shen Xuan hurried home.
When I got home, I met my neighbor's grandmother and found out what had happened.
It turned out that the house in his hometown was going to be demolished, and the neighbor's grandmother heard that the house and a sum of money that had been redistributed after the demolition were planned to be left to his younger brother and aunt.
The house is given to the younger brother, and the money is given to the aunt.
As for him Shen Xuan, there was nothing.
After the neighbor's grandmother found out by chance, she realized that something was wrong, so she called Shen Xuan and asked him to come back immediately.
In the past, when Shen Xuan's mother was still there, the relationship between the neighbor's grandmother and Shen's mother was good, and she also felt regret and emotion when Shen's mother died of a vicious illness, leaving a little Shen Xuan.
The neighbor's grandmother knew that the house that the Shen family was going to be demolished was originally bought by Shen's mother and her husband.
And now, the house is about to be demolished, and the man can ignore Shen Xuan and leave all the house and money to the woman and the child in the back.
"Xiao Xuan, your father is too partial, it's too unfair to do this."
"You can't hold back anymore, you, it's okay anywhere, but your personality is too soft."
"That house also has your mother's share, which is your mother's guarantee left to you, but they can't take it away."
"Xiao Xuan, your mother loves you, didn't your mother put the money you studied with me in advance?"
At the beginning, Shen's mother was about to die, but in the face of her 7-year-old son who was still ignorant, she was really not at ease, especially not very relieved about her husband, she knew that her young husband would definitely remarry, so what should she do in the future.
She can't imagine what kind of life Xiao Xuan will live after her husband remarries and has a new wife and children, maybe she is alone.
But he's still so young, he doesn't understand anything.
Mother Shen is reluctant not to speculate on the evil of human nature, but she is indeed sensible, her son is the flesh that fell from her body, and at the last moment of her life, she must plan for her son's future.