So, she gave the money she saved before marriage to the neighbor's grandmother, she trusted the neighbor's grandmother, hoping that when Shen Xuan grew up in the future, when he encountered difficulties and needed money, this money could help Shen Xuan.

In fact, the money did help.

When Shen Xuan was admitted to a key high school, the man wanted Shen Xuan to drop out of school and work because his family did not have enough money to pay the tuition and could not provide Shen Xuan to study.

It was also at that time that the neighbor's grandmother appeared and told Shen's mother's arrangement and the money.

It is precisely because of this that Shen Xuan was able to continue his studies in high school and later in college.

When the man learned about the money, he tried his best to get it back, but unfortunately, the money was Shen's mother's premarital property, and she could give it to whoever she wanted, and the man couldn't get it back at all.

When Shen Xuan was 18 years old, the neighbor's grandmother handed over the rest of the money to him.

After learning that the house was going to be demolished and the man's plan, he immediately called Shen Xuan back.

Shen Xuan didn't want to believe it, so he went home and asked his father.

Outcome......

In the dim street, Shen Xuan raised his head and took a sip of beer, accidentally choked on it, he bent over and coughed constantly, coughing and coughing, but tears fell.

Shen Xuan wiped away tears.

He didn't want to cry, it was just physiological tears stimulated by coughing.

This is the first time Shen Xuan has drunk alcohol in so many years, to be honest, the taste of wine is really bad, but at this time he wants to drink.

No matter how bad it is, pour it into your throat.

"Shen Xuan, are you Shen Xuan?" Suddenly, Shen Xuan heard someone calling him.

He turned around and found that he had unknowingly walked to the courier point in his hometown.

At this time, the owner of the express point stopped him.

"You just happened to be here, here's a delivery of yours." Soon, the boss found a small box and handed it to him.

Shen Xuan took the palm-sized box and thought about it with a brain that was not very fresh at this time, only to know what was going on with this express.

It was two days ago, and he accidentally clicked into the Penguin live broadcast platform, a live broadcast room called "Pastoral Taste".

Shen Xuan was very busy at that time, and he didn't have any interest in watching live broadcasts.

I never thought that he just accidentally clicked in, and the live broadcast room happened to be doing a lottery giveaway.

And he somehow happened to win the lottery.

The thing that won the lottery is still a vegetarian circle.

The silvery-white ring seemed to have a halo in the sunlight, and it looked very dazzling.

To be honest, Shen Xuan is not interested in plain rings, rings, necklaces and other accessories, but looking at the plain circle through the Internet, he inexplicably likes it.

Thinking that since I won the lottery, I can take it and give it to my girlfriend when the time comes.

It's just that he didn't expect that before this circle arrived, he found out about his girlfriend's betrayal.

"When I chose the address, did you choose your hometown?" Shen Xuan was slightly puzzled, he opened his mobile phone and looked at it, and found that the arrival address he chose was indeed his hometown.

"Could it be that I was too busy to pay attention and chose the wrong one?"

But fortunately, he happened to be in his hometown at this time.

Shen Xuan had no intention of opening the courier at this time, so he continued to drink beer and continue to walk forward.

He didn't choose a special direction when he walked, and at this time, his brain was confused by alcohol, and he couldn't tell the way, so he walked according to his feelings.

As I walked, I found that the light in front of me was getting dimmer and there were fewer and fewer people, and it gradually became silent.

These Shen Xuan, who was drunk at this time, didn't notice it.

Until the surrounding area was full of old trees, there was no longer a single light to be seen, and the surroundings were silent, and even the temperature dropped a little.

At this time, Shen Xuan came back to his senses, he shook his head and identified the surroundings.

But when he realized where this was, Shen Xuan was stunned, and his eyes, which had recovered a little, turned red again.

He covered his face and smiled silently wryly.

Throwing away the empty wine bottle in his hand, Shen Xuan continued to walk forward by the light of his mobile phone, and he didn't know how long he walked until he came to a tombstone.

There was silence all around, and the faint light of the mobile phone reflected a grave in front of me, and on the tombstone, there were no pictures on it, only the name and the date of the man's birth and death.

White Sujuan.

I don't know how long no one has been here, it's overgrown with grass, and the tombstones are covered with moss, almost covering the words.

Seeing this scene at first glance, Shen Xuan's heart ached.

His eyes twitched, and tears fell silently.

Shen Xuan put his phone aside, squatted down, and pulled the grass with both hands.

He crawled silently on the grass, tears falling from his cheeks little by little, and finally fell silently into the grass, and disappeared in the darkness, in the grass.

It was a long time before he finally spoke.

"Mom, I'm sorry, I only came to see you for so long......" The words came out, Shen Xuan, who was originally just choked, couldn't help it, tears poured down, and he whimpered.

The movement of his hands did not stop, but his back was slightly bent.

"Mom, I should have come to see you earlier, I, I didn't mean not to come to see you."

"Mom, can you forgive me?"

"Mom, how nice it would be if you deserved, I used to think that what I got from my aunt was my mother's love, but now I realize that it is not. So, what is mother's love like?"

"Mom, it would be nice if you were still here. When I was a child, I was so envious of those children who were playing outside and being called home for dinner by their mothers, or being chased and beaten by their mothers because they were naughty, because they had mothers, because their mothers loved them, so they would take care of them."

"I also envy those children who can go home to complain and find their mothers to call the shots after being bullied by others, because they can find their mothers when they have grievances."

"Mom, I want to say, I want to say, over the years, I haven't had a good time, I'm very uncomfortable, and I'm very wronged, I want to complain to my mother, I want to sue my mother, but I can't find it."

"I can't find my mother......

In the end, Shen Xuan almost collapsed and cried bitterly.

The sadness, sadness, and confusion, like a wounded, abandoned young beast that no one wanted, could only cry alone, lick the wound, and taste the blood from his wound alone.

In the silent mountains and forests, except for the sound of Shen Xuan's bitter crying, there is only the sound of the wind blowing through the trees and the leaves rattling.

I don't know how long I cried, but Shen Xuan gradually stopped.

He didn't care whether the floor was dirty or not, and just sat down beside the tombstone, resting his head on it, like a child leaning on his mother's warm embrace.

His fingertips touched the words on the tombstone and whispered about the past of these years.

Talking about his father, stepmother and younger brother's family, talking about his study career, work, talking about him and his girlfriend, no, it's the past of his ex-girlfriend......