Chapter 18: The Cardamom Covenant
'Youth is fiery, and the age of thirteen or fourteen is always full of fantasy and beauty. ’
Although Wu Tao is in our class, there are many things that I don't really want to bother him, for fear of affecting his grades, and the most important thing is that he has not experienced these things. Naturally, I basically asked him.
"Do you think I should express it to her?"
At this time, he got serious and said with an old face.
"It's very simple, do you like her?"
I shook my head.
"I don't know, I feel a little excited when I talk to her, and I'm happy when she laughs......"
"I'm afraid you're in love with her. You hurry up and confess to her, if you don't agree, it's another matter, and it's over. He said it lightly.
"If it's a big deal, you can refuse, and if you refuse, you can withdraw while you're not deep in the trap," he continued. "Look at me at the time, I shot when I should have struck."
"Then I can see that you are in a lot of pain when you divide it, I still remember that weekend was the first time we both drank, and the drink was still white, and after drinking, you still treated me as her ......" The next thing was simply unsightly, I didn't continue, and began to laugh at him.
"I'll rub it, you remember it."
When I saw that he was trying to parry me, I ran away.
"You're still trying to murder me, be careful that I tell her about your drinking."
"You dare!" He chased harder.
After dinner, there were many students walking and chatting around the playground, some were running in sweat, and the afterglow of the setting sun shone on their faces, and their faces shining with golden smiles were particularly moving. And Wang Yan and I were so frightened by the chase that some of our classmates hurriedly avoided until Wang Yan and I were exhausted and sat on the lawn sweating profusely.
When I returned to the classroom, I was lying on the railing outside the corridor in a daze, and Huang Qi was also quietly in a daze next to me.
I reacted.
"When did you come here?"
"Just now, I don't know which sister you're thinking about, I don't know I'm standing next to me?"
"I'm ......" I paused, thinking of her for a moment before I came out of that emotion. It's not too hasty to say it. Forget it, it doesn't matter so much.
"Miss you." I tried to hold back those two words.
"Really!" She smiled sweetly and asked pretending to be difficult, "What do you want me to do?" ”
"Surely," I never said these words, and I couldn't hold back my words.
"I like you!" I don't know if my face was flushed or shy, I just felt that my face was completely hot, but fortunately the last rays of the setting sun hit half of my face, and others couldn't notice anything.
"If you confess, you will be responsible!" She smiled evilly.
"Ah, how responsible?" I looked confused.
"Just confess to me, don't tell anyone else." She whetted my appetite with a serious face.
I smiled shyly. "Hmm"
She deliberately put her hand next to mine, and our hands could touch, and I could clearly feel that her hand was a little cooler than mine, which made me feel a little impulsive inside. Suppressing the heat in my heart, my hand was still carefully covering her hand little by little.
'Oh my God, this is one of the best goddesses in our school, how did she get taken down by an ordinary boy like me? Is it a dream, my hand used a little force to hold her hand, and I can really feel the softness and temperature, this is not a dream! I was stunned for a moment and came to my senses.
Her hands are angular, her fingers are thin, crystal clear and slightly bony in her hand, and the small one makes me feel very cute.
In this way, my body leaned a little over there, and our arms were pressed together, and my body was a little numb while feeling her body temperature, and I guess this was probably the feeling of liking someone.
"It's good to have a warm youth, it feels so good, you're so interesting." She turned her head a little to the side and whispered with her hand to her mouth.
I don't know about the hot youth, I don't know if it's interesting or not, and at this moment I just know that I'm already caught up in it.
In Chinese class, the teacher regarded my essay as a model essay and asked me to read it on stage in front of the whole class.
Huang Qi and I held hands at most, no one hugged her stiffly, and we chatted with each other in physical education class...... Although it seems a little dull, I am already very satisfied, and I am full of energy in my studies, so my grades in the first half of the second year of junior high school are okay.
"Si Yan, you can write me a love letter, I feel so interesting."
"We're in the same class, so we don't need it." I don't understand it.
"You see that your essay writing is so good, and the love letter you write must be good, I want to read it!" Huang Qi said playfully.
I scratched my head, "Okay... ”
So I thought hard and couldn't sleep at night and began to ponder, how to write? I haven't written yet, let alone what era, and still write love letters? I really don't know how to start this thing. So I also wrote an 800-word essay in a random manner.
The next day, I handed her the letter. Within a few days, this matter spread in the class, and even some students in the whole school knew about it, and even the content of the letter was spreading, and Huang Qi seemed to enjoy it.
What 'you are a seed that takes root in my heart', what 'I believe that fate is always predestined thousands of years ago, and this life is just a journey in the river of our long life'...... These moments have become a classic phrase among my classmates, and I have naturally become a celebrity in the school, people who have seen me ask me, people who have not seen me talk about me, and I can hear some rumors about me from time to time on the way to dinner. Even Wang Yan and Wu Tao, who didn't gossip much, came to ask.
"If you don't make a noise, it's a blockbuster, it's warm enough." Wang Yan said without a big deal.
"I don't understand Huang Qi now, I obviously gave it to him quietly, why did it come out." I'm puzzled.
"You help me figure out what's going on, Brother Tao" I looked at Wu Tao again.
"Hey, hey, you have to ask Xueba about this kind of thing, Xueba's head is learning, okay."
Wu Tao also shook his head. "I don't understand, but I feel like she's playing with you."
Wang Yan looked at Wu Tao with strange eyes. "Damn, I didn't expect Xueba to understand, yes, I also feel yes."
The authorities are obsessed with bystanders, and I know they can see better than I do.
"So what now, me?"
"I think it's better to do it, so as not to fall deeper and deeper and be unable to extricate yourself." Wu Tao said.
The three of us lay on the railing outside the hallway and talked, but by this time the seed had already taken root and sprouted, like a weed, and even if it was cut off and burned, it would continue to grow.
Let's see. I thought to myself.
After this incident, I still maintained a relationship with Huang Qi, but gradually I could feel that she was not as interested as before, more casual, and treated like an ordinary friend.
In my mind, things like kisses are more solemn, and we're all young now, and doing these things is somewhat casual and taking advantage of other girls, so I haven't had that thief's heart. So when my deeds were flying all over the school, the homeroom teacher only brought me over and gave me a few words, nothing else.
After a while we were together, she hinted at me, but I pretended not to understand, and never said it again, and there were fewer people looking for me, so I didn't find anything unusual.
On Friday, after school in the afternoon, as usual on the way I sent her home, she took me into a quieter section, and suddenly kissed me on the face, I felt electrified, and instantly felt that one side of my face was hot, and the blood in my heart surged, I slowly put my head close to her face, and she also leaned forward, and slowly we hugged each other.
As I got closer, I could feel the temperature of her lips, and gradually like a dragonfly, our lips touched together, her lips were soft, and then I could feel a sweetness, she was very good, and I forgot how long we kissed together before stopping.
This kiss suddenly moistened and watered the green shoot of youth in my heart like a spring rain, and the taste buds of the first kiss made me not forget it for many years afterward.