'Cut constantly, rationalize and mess up, it is affectionate. Don't be a taste, in the heart. ’

This kiss made me completely fall. And she told me that after this time together, I am not the person she really feels, and I don't know what this "feeling" is in her eyes, and what it represents?

She told me that this kiss was her apology to me, and she hoped that we would continue to be good friends, and that I would not forget that I asked me not to forget her. This kiss is also a farewell to her relationship with me, and I hope we are all well.

I asked her, "Did you really like me?"

She didn't answer me.

Looking at her departing back, like a violent storm, the growing seedling in my heart is swaying and pulling violently.

The beauty came so suddenly, and it went so suddenly, I didn't react at all.

When I got home, I took out some of the money I had saved and asked my grandfather for some more, called Wang Yan, who was also in the town, out of the town, and ordered four side dishes at a restaurant called "Fugui Youyu", such as cucumbers, peanuts and other appetizers, plus a dry pot chicken, and took out the liquor I had prepared in advance, and poured half a cup of each cup in a disposable cup.

Wang Yan looked at me and didn't say anything, but he usually chattered but said surprisingly little today.

"Here, let's go first." I raised my glass and touched one with him, and then I took a big sip, usually I eat meat and drink wine, how do I know that this bite is spicy, I feel that the whole throat to the stomach is a violent burn, and then a burst of wine on the head, the head is a little heavy in an instant.

Wang Yan took a sip and persuaded me to drink slowly from time to time, or let me eat slowly. The last time Wang Yan drank, it was the first time we both drank, and I didn't drink much by myself, and I also said that the wine was really hard to drink, and I wouldn't drink in the future, but this time I drank it again.

The water is more flowing when the knife is drawn, and the glass is more worried. The more I drank those memories, the more I threw them in front of my eyes, but the advantage of drinking is that your heart is like opening the floodgates, and you don't feel bitter when you drink it deeply, and I naturally let down my guard and chatter with Wang Yan non-stop, he just listened, and persuaded a few words from time to time.

I woke up to find that it was the next day, and I was still lying on the bed at home, and my grandparents knew that I woke up and reprimanded me fiercely.

I don't know how I got home, I just felt dizzy, I didn't have the appetite to eat, and I poured several glasses of water in my mouth to relieve it.

"Eat, how can you do without eating?" After my grandmother reprimanded me, she kept calling me over for dinner.

I really had no choice but to get up from the bed, endure the dizziness of my head, try to stabilize my body, took half a bowl of noodle soup and picked a few noodles, and sandwiched a few vegetable leaves on the table, eating and drinking were quite comfortable, and continued to sleep after eating, and my grandparents didn't say anything.

In the middle of the morning, I heard someone talking to my grandparents in the house, and after a while, there was a sound of footsteps, getting closer and closer to my room.

"How? It's all right. ”

"Okay, how much did I drink? Last night. ”

"I didn't drink much, just the half cup you poured, you drank too much."

"Let's go, go out and breathe?"

"Okay."

We walked to the only sports field in town, where a few men and women were playing basketball, table tennis, and badminton, and a few couples were sitting on the stone pier next to them chatting.

"Ah, you're so bad." A familiar voice was heard in the distance.

I turned my head and found a man and a woman flirting with each other behind a lute tree in the distance.

The girl's back was to the court, the boy put his arm around her waist, and his hand was even on his hips, and the moment she pushed away the boy's hand, she turned her face sideways, and I was stunned for a moment, and quickly turned around and walked a few steps to keep up with Wang Yan.

"Wang Yan, let's go to the river." I can't wait.

Wang Yan was a little puzzled, but immediately said, "Okay." ”

I told him when I walked to the river.

"I might have seen Huang Qi and a boy over there." I sighed as I spoke.

Wang Yan understands in seconds. "It's all in the past, let's not talk about this, by the way, it's going to be the third year of junior high school soon, you have to be admitted to the first middle school in the market, or you have to come out early."

"yes, what do you want to do in the future?" I found a wide and thin stone and threw it at the surface of the pool, and the stone jumped several times and sank to the bottom.

"With my grades, I don't think I can get into a good high school, anyway, I have to go out of society, and if I can't get into a good high school, I will come out first to learn a technology."

"Work hard, in case you get in." I say it solemnly.

"Forget it, I see that those questions are either a headache or I want to sleep, and I can't learn." He smiled a little sheepishly.

"Okay, just think about it, go out and be free." I said casually.

Just like this morning passed.

In those days, I felt like I had a pimple in my heart, and when I went to school, because the relationship between me and Huang Qi in a class was obviously only ordinary friends, and I hid the situation that day and the previous situation in my heart and didn't mention it again, so as not to be embarrassed.

The broken thread is still connected, and I still feel it in my heart when I see her, and I don't reduce it by half, I just pretend to be calm.

Sure enough, as I saw on the court that day, she told me that she had a new boyfriend, a freshman boy in high school. I didn't show anything, but my heart was churning. I understood what she meant by telling me, because I was afraid that I would still have illusions about her.

From the second semester of the second semester of junior high school to the third year of junior high school, I began to sprint hard, but I only remained in the upper middle school.

I know that Huang Qi has changed several boyfriends in the past year or so, and her grades are not as good as when she first came, and the head teacher has also looked for her several times, and even found her parents, I don't know if it's because of the trauma before the transfer or what, she doesn't care, I watched her from a princess to a social sister that I can't see through, she is familiar with the gangsters in the school society, and I am such a real person in her friend book. Despite this, I also pay attention to her from time to time, because I have never let go of my heart.

Huang Qi is also maintaining a normal friendship like what happened to me with her before and it doesn't exist.

In the third year of junior high school, Wang Yan and I were both assigned to the second class, and Huang Qi was transferred to the third class, and Wu Tao entered the first class.

Wang Yan basically slept on the desk all day because he couldn't understand the class, and the teacher took care of it at first, but then he was annoyed, and his tablemate was a girl with a good figure and good looks.

I heard him say something about the girl one day, and within a few weeks I saw them together, and then he would bring her with him to dinner on weekends.

Zhou Li, the academic performance in our class is slightly lower, and her eyes are clear and beautiful, I found that Wang Yan was more serious this time, and there was no vanity like the kind of vanity that I talked about with Yang Liu at that time, and a sense of calmness and a long stream of water came faintly.

Although I can't learn, I still take my studies seriously.

Although Huang Qi was assigned to the third shift, Huang Qi often asked me to chat with her. She said that she didn't really have friends, and lived a false and arranged life all day long, including her parents who arranged everything for her, and she felt a sense of reality when talking to me, even if I didn't say anything, she could be a little soothed, and she could be her truest self again, which was comfortable.

Because of her insight into me, in addition to liking a little more pity, I really want to protect the girl next to me, protect her trauma but pretend to be a strong heart, and want to help her find the sincerity and purity that I saw her at the beginning.

I put my hand on her shoulder slightly. I fell to the lawn, and I fell with her.

"It might be better to look at the sky, then take a deep breath and close your eyes." I turned my face to look at her.

She turned her head around affectionately.

"Thank you, actually, ......"

I interrupted what she was about to say.

"It's good to be quiet and maintain a sense of mystery!"

I watched a smile tug at the corners of her mouth, and then slowly closed her eyes. You can see that the smile is coming from the bottom of my heart.

Then I closed my eyes gently until the bell rang.