When you see something clearly, you will find that the things that subvert your perception are just the normal state of the world, and most of the beauty in those stories is the protection of a pure place in people's hearts. ’

Back in the dormitory, let's go to sleep.

On the second day, these people seemed to have nothing happened, the minor regained his elegance, and everyone seemed serious. I transferred the money to Chubby, and then found a quiet place to open the boxy piece of paper.

After reading it, I was stunned.

I'm broken up!

Here are the words she wrote on the note:

"Si Yan, thank you for liking me, I am also lucky to have this experience with you, we have known each other for so long, and we are very familiar with each other.

This time, I'm sorry, I broke my promise and broke our promise!

I still have you in my heart, and in order to compensate you I gave you my most precious thing, I don't regret it, I'm glad that I can give myself to a man who has liked me for so long and I have recognized and liked. From now on, we will live our respective lives, and I hope you can be happy with the girl you belong to in the future.

By the way, that girl, she likes you very much, and not long ago, she sent me a picture of the two of you being together at the time, and you were a perfect match.

I wish you all happiness! ”

What's the situation? That girl? Photos together? My mind was very confused, so I hurriedly called Huang Qi, but the prompt was an empty number.

I finally remembered the abnormality of sending her messages two days ago and she hadn't responded until now, and I thought of the way she looked when she had dinner the morning I came back from her city.

'That girl? Photos together? I was racing my brain. 'Who the hell is it?' ’

I didn't have much contact with my classmates before junior high school, and in high school, I rarely spent time alone with other girls, except for ...... That birthday party...... Don't?

I suddenly remembered Lin Miaomiao's birthday party, which was also something I didn't confess to Huang Qi, but she didn't have Lin Miaomiao's contact information, how could she know?

I knocked on my head and followed the timeline to the "mountain city" of Will, and that night, we got the wrong phone......

After a while, I finally guessed the possibility.

I want to explain, but it's too late, so much time has passed, it's futile to explain anything, not to mention that Huang Qi didn't give me a chance to explain, as for Lin Miaomiao, I don't need to ask what's going on. I think since Huang Qi doesn't answer my phone, let's take it slowly.

Every time I think of Huang Qi's phone call, I am in a bad mood, I always speed up my work, let myself sweat, and only then will I dissipate some thoughts.

I didn't call again for the rest of the time, and I still had a glimmer of illusion......

During the eleventh holiday, I saw her officially announcing her boyfriend in her circle of friends and saw them traveling together.

I was a little discouraged all of a sudden, I suddenly felt so tired, and working every day seemed to drain my spirit, so I wanted to change the environment to work and live.

I called Wang Hui, and I expected him to be working "in heaven and on earth". When he knew about me, he also suggested that I go to work in a different environment, and suggested that I go to work with him, which would give me some open-minded views on life and feelings.

This time, I agreed.

In the spring of the second year, according to the address he gave me, I went to the most prosperous place in the city center, all kinds of entertainment venues are intertwined, and the flow of people is endless, I saw the colorful brand, and there is a sense of palace arrogance and luxury when I walk in.

"I'm here for an interview." I walked to the front desk, and two beautiful women glanced at me.

"Oh, what's your name, who introduced you in." One of them casually said without paying attention.

"Li Siyan, my friend Wang Hui introduced me."

"Oh, then please come here." The girl immediately became respectful and sent me to a supervisor's room.

When I came in, I saw Wang Hui dressed neatly, like a leader, and the girl immediately withdrew and closed the door.

"I'll go, Li Siyan, you're finally here." The image that was very solemn just now was broken all of a sudden.

"I didn't expect you to mix so well here, don't you have any secret to success?" I was surprised.

"Well, the owner of our bar is a woman, and you know." He smiled sheepishly.

"Oh oh, I see, you're a rich woman."

"Well, I'm lucky."

"That's it, you work as a waiter here first, although the waiters here have some additional services, but I won't let you do it, maybe you won't get a tip, and the salary is normal." He continued. "This industry is like this, and when you work a little longer, you will understand the doorways here."

"It's okay, it's okay to drink with you or something, forget about the rest." I've had some knowledge since I went to the last KTV, and I can probably guess eight or nine.

"It's up to you to decide, so you won't blame me then." He laughed.

'Isn't it just a drink, I'm afraid of something.' But nothing else is possible. I thought about it for a while, and after chatting with Wang Hui for a while, he told me to start work the next day and take a rest, and said that he would introduce me to the top in the future when I worked for a while, and I admired this buddy's righteousness.

The next night, I showed up at this crazy entertainment place for men and women, and finally saw the indulgent carnival in all its colors.

Soon a week passed, and I also learned about this place, except for the male and female waiters, the men and women in these activity venues, either with boyfriend and girlfriend, or single men and women, most of them often haunt here, and some occasionally vent their emotions.

I finally understood that sometimes a lot of unhappiness makes some people fall and they don't believe in something anymore and indulge themselves. And some people may like this kind of life originally, looking for peace in the heart in the noise and excitement, but at the same time what I see is indifference and fear of some things, in this materialistic fast food era, maybe a night of carnival brings excitement and catharsis, but also the unrest in people's hearts, this is probably the norm in the world today, and the oath and sincerity I originally knew will be destroyed in an instant.

I have been here for half a year, and I am used to seeing the love of the world in the vulgar place, and the betrayal of the body and soul in the red dust field, I am indifferent and disappointed, which makes me feel that being alone in the future may be a good choice.

In the last few weeks, I saw a lady dressed in extreme luxury, who would party with everyone or sit alone and drink, a little different from the others.

"Come, have some wine with my sister." She looked at me a few times.

I also wanted to know her story, so I sat down. While drinking with her, I listened to her talk.

She is an executive of a company, because of her outstanding ability and beauty, she was hired by a good company after graduation, and the green light all the way, and then the company's boss fell in love with her, so she has today's financial status, but after she became the boss's woman, this man is not responsible, which makes her feel that it is not what she wants, but she can't give up her current achievements, which is what she has spent so long and effort. She and this man after each time, the man asked her to take medicine to avoid accidents......

After listening to her story, we had already drunk a lot of alcohol, and I was also depressed and sympathetic, and I felt that the whole person was not in a state, and then gradually became unclear......

Early in the morning, I woke up with a sullen head, only to find myself lying on the bed of a luxury hotel, the hotel decoration was very interesting, and there was a thick pile of red banknotes on the bedside table.

I'm going, I've been given that!

I picked up the money, and at this moment I realized that I had become the same self I used to hate, and I felt that I should not go on any longer, that I had one foot in the abyss, and that I should not fall again.

I have decided to resign.