Chapter 207 He was willing

It just so happened that Chen Shi came over to pour hot water for Jiang Yan, and when he saw the two red-faced people arguing, he passed by indifferently and was stopped by Jiang Shu.

"You also pay attention to proportion, some people have questioned that you are too close to the little."

Chen frowned slightly, lifted his eyelids and glanced at Yue Lin, who was already frozen.

Yue Lin didn't expect Jiang Shu to be so doggy.

actually said his words to Chen the most so simply and rudely, and he didn't shy away from himself.

There are also "people", he directly reported his ID card!

Didn't they all say that Jiang Shu had the most bad relationship with Chen?

has been on the hot search before, saying that Jiang Shu and Chen are the most robbers!

Now he really pulled out the rumor-mongering "insider" and asked, who is a good person who calls this a bad relationship?!

After pouring hot water, Chen Shi put the lid on the thermos cup and walked over.

He was a head taller than Yue Lin, glanced at him condescendingly, and his thin lips opened slightly: "Do you have an opinion?" ”

Chen was the most indifferent and calm, his brows were furrowed, and his dark eyes narrowed dangerously, like a wolf ready to attack.

Yue Lin swallowed subconsciously, and he didn't know what to say when he opened his mouth slightly several times in a nervous manner.

I only heard Chen's most mocking smile, and he leaned over slightly, "Don't fucking hinder Lao Tzu's eyes." ”

After he finished speaking, he straightened up, and didn't look at Yue Lin, whose face was pale, the corners of his mouth seemed to be smiling, and his whole body exuded a dangerous aura.

There is a coldness that is too lazy to deal with it.

Until he saw Jiang Yan looking over here, he suddenly seemed to be a different person, and the cruel words just now seemed to come from his mouth, and his eyebrows and eyes gently raised the thermos cup in his hand at her.

Yue Lin was surprised by his change, but he didn't dare to say anything, so he could only wait for him to leave.

As soon as he breathed a sigh of relief, he heard Jiang Shu next to him sneer, as if he was laughing at his cowardice just now, Yue Lin felt that he had lost face, angrily dropped the half-worn skewer in his hand, and turned around angrily.

He can't stay in this place for a moment!

Jiang Ran, who had been silently observing here, couldn't hear what they said, but looking at Yue Lin's appearance, he also knew that he didn't get any benefits from Chen Shi and her eldest brother.

She was anxious to go over, but because Jiang Shu was there, she didn't dare.

"Jiang Yan, do you want to eat baked gluten? Shall we go and get it? She had to come to Jiang Yan's side.

Chen raised his eyes and glanced at her when he heard this, and did not speak indifferently.

"Don't go," Jiang Yan was leaning on Chen's shoulder to look at the sky, and didn't even move after listening to her words, "I'm not interested." ”

Jiang Ran knew that she was doing it on purpose, and she could see that Jiang Yan was not used to seeing Yue Lin, and even Jiang Yan had a deep hostility towards Yue Lin.

But she felt that Jiang Yan had never gotten along with Yue Lin, so she had such a big misunderstanding of him.

She saw that Jiang Yan couldn't get through here, so she wondered if she should go over by herself?

Without waiting for her to raise her feet, she heard Jiang Yan's lazy voice: "Do you see that eldest brother's face doesn't look like baked gluten?" ”

“……”

Jiang Ran subconsciously looked up, and sure enough, he saw Jiang Shu as if he was shrouded in resentment, occasionally glancing at her, his eyes seemed to be eager to pull her over and roast her.

She swallowed nervously, forget it, her life matters!

No one bothered her, so Chen Si fiddled with the fruit on the small table in front of him, picked a piece of fresh and fed her.

Jiang Yan clinged to his arm like a koala, and found a comfortable position to nest in: "Brother, let's spend the first snow every year in the future." ”

Chen was most attracted by the "every year" in her mouth, and he said softly: "Okay." ”

The word is too beautiful, and it is the existence that he desperately desires.

He didn't care about the first snow, but her casual promise.

Sometimes he also wonders if he is too lonely in this world, so once he catches the light, he will die and not want to let go.

Fortunately, his light was willing to shine on him.

"Brother, what's the point of this bracelet?"

Jiang Yan shook the bracelet wrapped around his wrist a few times.

Chen looked over the most, and her white and delicate wrist was wrapped around the bracelet he had worn for several years, which was enough to make the ink under his eyes worsen.

"It's nothing, Shi Yanzhi thinks I'm too angry, I don't know where to find a string of Buddhist beads for me."

The nice thing to say is that I hope he can calm his mind, but in fact, he is using this bead to suppress his anger and wildness.

It's also ridiculous, he was like a lonely ghost wandering in the world, why did he think that just such a string of beads could stop him.

At first he scoffed at it, and by the time he picked up the beads, he was already suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder and waking up every night from repetitive dreams.

I dreamed over and over again that Jiang Yan was bullied by Huang Xiaohu, she was also injured, her frightened little face turned pale, and she smiled and comforted him and said that it didn't hurt.

The doctor prescribed him medication and even hypnotized him, but it did not make his condition better.

In his dreams, he never let go of himself.

At that time, his rehabilitation was not smooth, and the physical pain and psychological torture made him silent for a while.

During that time, Shi Yanzhi often flew over to see him, and when he saw his half-dead appearance, he was so angry that he was thrown directly into a dilapidated old temple on the mountain.

He said he was there to meditate.

Even psychiatrists are forbidden to accompany them.

You must know that without the intervention of a psychiatrist at that time, he could hardly sleep all night.

In fact, to put it bluntly, it is to let him fend for himself there.

After getting through, he will still be the only prince of the Shi family.

If he can't get through it, he will die in the mountains, and no one will know.

Fortunately, Shi was ruthless enough, and he did die and then lived.

When Shi Yanzhi appeared a few months later, everyone was shocked by the change in him.

He is like a normal person, and even the ups and downs encountered in rehabilitation have been overcome by him.

The doctors and experts brought by Shi Yanzhi took turns to examine him, and all the indicators were normal, and even his psychiatrist at the time was amazed that he had recovered by himself.

All were in disbelief, but he did.

Except for that damn PTSD.

It's just that he is good at disguise, he successfully disguises himself as a normal person, and even he can avoid the in-depth examination of the psychiatrist.

The excitement that can be seen with the naked eye is called a successor.

At that moment, Chen knew best that he had succeeded.

Later, he was arranged to study in a foreign school, and this bracelet of Buddhist beads was worn by him on his wrist since he was in the mountains, and he never took it off once.

Shi Yanzhi also laughed and said that he was worthy of being his son, and even his vision and preferences were the same as him.

In fact, Shi Yanzhi didn't know that what made him wear this Buddha bead willingly was because of Jiang Yan from beginning to end.

At that time, he stayed in the broken temple every day, and the only few monks rang the bell and burned incense every day.

Every day, in addition to being stuffy in the house, he sat in a wheelchair and watched these pilgrims burn incense, which later seemed to become his daily compulsory class, rain or shine, even if there was no one, he would stare at the empty door under the big tree.

From his point of view, you can see the Buddha overlooking all living beings.

"I never believed that, but at the time my mind was full of wonders, if I begged it, would it bless you."

If he could, then he would willingly wear this shackle and be the most devout believer in the world.