At that time, he was extremely pessimistic, thinking that he was simply terrible, he was not a good man and a woman, and he never thought that he had anything worthy of Buddha's protection.

But he couldn't stand up at that time, he was still a madman with mental illness, and he couldn't protect the people he wanted to protect.

Even now, he still can't forget the despair he felt at that time.

So he can only pin his hope on the Buddha who has compassion for all sentient beings.

It may be that his eyes are too gloomy and incompatible with the holy land of Buddhism, and the frightened pilgrims all bypass him.

The monks knew that he was an important person, but they had given orders from time to time, and no one was allowed to help him.

When people found him, he had already reached the door, his eyes were covered with red bloodshots, sweating profusely as if he had been washed with water, and the green tendons on his forehead and neck were protruding, which showed what kind of pain he was enduring to endure.

A few monks just finished the morning class, they saw him like this, they don't know how he survived this road, for others may be more than a dozen steps away, he walked for more than half an hour, everyone was shocked and frightened to help him.

But he threw it away with a cold face, and what he asked for was only his own business, and he would never fake it to others.

He fell to his knees and was more godly than all the people in the world.

The monks looked at each other, watching his crumbling body stumble head after head.

They couldn't hear what he was muttering silently, but at that moment, they were all expecting the Buddha to bless him with the fulfillment of his wishes.

Seeing that his body couldn't hold on, the monks could only invite the host to come over, but he was too stubborn, he wanted the Buddha to bless his princess, no one could persuade him, and they didn't dare to force him.

In the end, he fainted, and the crowd hurriedly carried him to the back room.

The host went to contact the person who sent him, but the other party just said indifferently that they would simply deal with him, saying that the boss said that life and death are fate.

In the end, it is a Buddhist place, and everyone will not watch him die here.

It's just that the conditions in the temple are poor, and the medicines are simple, Chen is the most sick, and his injuries have not healed, and this time he almost died.

He had a high fever for several days, and several monks took turns to wipe him and take care of him.

Fortunately, he was hard-hitting, and he really survived.

But since he woke up, it was like a different person, he had an extra string of Buddhist beads on his wrist, and he wore it tightly against his skin, and never took it off again.

There was no rehabilitation doctor, so he gritted his teeth and practiced walking in the room, no matter how painful and tired he was, he gritted his teeth and persevered.

I really couldn't hold on anymore, so he touched the string of Buddhist beads, no one knew what he was thinking, but every time he looked at the string of Buddhist beads, his eyebrows and eyes looked like a living person, and he had the breath of life.

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief, he got better at a visible rate, at first he was mostly in the small room, then he was able to walk slowly in the backyard, and by the time he was able to hold on to the wall and walk to the front door of the Buddha statue, he had never been in a wheelchair again.

Of course, he never entered that door again.

Just like the crazy kowtow at the beginning, the person who asked the Buddha to bless him was not him.

He was aloof, withdrawn, and could go all day without talking, and no one came to talk to him, and after a few months, Shi Yanzhi picked him up.

Now, a few years later, he hasn't been to that temple again.

“…… In other words, the Buddha will not bless me, because I am too angry, and I have no reverence for the Buddha in my heart, so whatever I ask for, the Buddha will not bless. ”

Chen's voice was slightly hoarse, and it was clear that these memories were not pleasant to him.

It's just that when he talked about these things, his expression was very indifferent, as if these things didn't happen to him.

"Brother, it's all over, and it will get better and better in the future."

Jiang Yan gently held his hand, trying to give him strength.

Chen Shi held her back, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly: "Actually, what Shi said is right, the Buddha will not fulfill me at all." ”

"Do you know why I didn't enter that empty door again?"

"Because I know that whatever I want and want can only be fulfilled by myself."

So, he desperately wanted to get back to her.

The Buddha had mercy on sentient beings, but he only protected her.

No matter how he thinks about it, he is relieved by himself.

Chen suddenly laughed lazily, and said unruly and firmly: "So, Jiang Xiaoyan, in fact, it was you who let me survive." ”

At that time, those monks thought that he wore Buddha beads because he wanted the Buddha to bless him to make his prayers come true, but in fact, he used this method to remind himself that he was coming back.

Jiang Yan said softly: "But I'm still very grateful to those monks and the Buddha statue." ”

Without them, he would have only been more tormented and miserable in those days when his high fever would not go away.

That Buddha statue aroused his desire to live, no matter what kind of intention he had to survive, but if he survived, he deserved her gratitude for a lifetime.

"Brother, believe me, you will definitely be a very powerful person in the future, everyone will look up to you, fear you, and everything you ask and want will come true."

"You'll still be with me then, will you?"

"Of course."

Her unthinking answer pleased him.

Chen raised his hand and gently pinched the back of her neck, "Okay, thinking about it this way, the future is still worth looking forward to." ”

"Brother, at that time, if I really can't get along in the Jiang family..."

"Brother raises you."

When Jiang Yan heard this, his eyes lit up, and he boasted again: "Actually, I am also very good at raising, I don't eat much, I have a good temper, I have a good personality, and I am also cute..."

The corners of Chen's mouth couldn't be suppressed, and his dark eyes were full of small smiles: "Jiang Yan, were you a princess in your last life?" ”

Wang Po sells melons, but she doesn't praise it well.

"Wasn't that what I said?" Jiang Yan's face furrowed, "Tell me yourself, do I have hundreds of advantages all over my body?" ”

"Yes," Chen supported his forehead the most, "our little princess has the most advantages." ”

Jiang Yan nodded with satisfaction: "Then you expand and talk about what advantages I have." ”

“……”

"Brother, in the few seconds you were silent, you hurt a little girl's sincere and kind heart."

"Ahem," Chen cleared his throat, "brother's fault." ”

When Shi Di went to the toilet, he passed by them and heard Chen say most seriously: "You are the cutest, the most beautiful, and the best temper..."

He has goosebumps, is this still the fucking Chen Shi every day?

It turns out that in private, it is this virtue!

I don't know who said that it wouldn't be coaxed!

It's not going to fucking be coaxing!

Who knows, immediately after that, Hongyan's not very satisfied voice came, "Brother, repeated." ”

Then he thought that Chen should be most impatient this time.

As a result, Chen Shi paused and continued, "Our Jiang Xiaoyan has the heart of my brother the most..."

Shi Di: I shouldn't be here, I should be under the car.