The bustling road is very suffocating.

Abnormality is just not used to the hidden facts behind it, this sentence, after all, will be clear.

In the impassable watery South Street, there are earthy faces in the empty alleys, and they are so strange that they have a sense of familiarity.

Behind each veil carries a unique experience, in which the fear and hatred that sprout in the heart are hidden somewhere in the world for a long time......

But man does not intend to face the naked truth, so he builds high walls and packs them in a gorgeous package, covering the real flesh forever in a shell of hypocrisy.

Therefore, it is blissful, and it is blissfully numb.

When the gorgeous garment was about to break through a hole, and when I saw the real self, I was strange, afraid, and thought that the skin was disgusting and sinister......

He forgot, she forgot, they all forgot.

That's yourself.

Every self that has been forgotten and abandoned.

What is abnormal has always been fundamental.

The sky is gradually darkening, and the glittering advertising signs around it are powerless to illuminate everyone's hearts.

Society, big stage, seven million actors, no audience.

The boy weaved through the crowd – passers-by didn't seem intent on giving the one-armed man more breathing room.

After crossing one intersection after another, the boy finally left the cramped watercrescent South Street and paced in the direction of Jiejie Street.

The orange sky comforts the soul softly, but how many people have spent two seconds looking up to feel the humble heart?

Gradually leaving the crowd of people, I turned a corner and came to Laundry Street, which is much less crowded with pedestrians.

I looked back, looking for the tiny figure

"Meow."

This cat is good at weaving through crowds – domestic cats are usually afraid of dense crowds.

Perhaps the only thing that can make people smile is this miracle cat that survived. The doctor told me that when the police found me, the cat was barking on the side of the terrace, and seemed to know me, but the left eye was injured but there was no major problem, and it was also rumored on the Internet to be a "gray-haired angel" because he was guarding me at the last moment......

Behind the tens of thousands of praises, they don't know the story behind them......

Although it has been two months since the incident, the fragments are still vivid......

I looked at the cross charm around my neck and couldn't help but smile wryly. This unbearable experience has changed me a lot, in terms of personality, words and deeds...... Yet, I am still not a believer.

This land is a cursed desolation, and I can't believe it...... But that's why I really want God......

The kittens walked in front of me familiarly, and by this time the crowd had become less and less, and there were a few lonely figures left in front of them, and the moon could no longer reflect their appearance, perhaps because they never looked up.

Everyone is lonely after all, and all smiles are just a veil of falsehood

"Meow."

Lang Lang stopped in the corner in front of him, curled up.

As the night fell, I could finally hide, cry secretly, and cry about the absurdity of the world......

I stared at the playground on the side of the road.

This dilapidated little world, the memories it carries, cannot be measured......

Isn't it today...... Well......

Just as I was about to get away from the slide where I used to stay in junior high school, what I saw made me change my mind

In a hidden corner behind the playground equipment, a figure is right

No.

I ran as hard as I could to the familiar figure, who sat at the bottom of the toy hut, alone.

"What are you doing—" The girl stared at me, first stunned—utterly stunned.

I looked at the object behind her and lowered my voice, "That's not—"

"It's all right...... the girl turned pale and bit her lower lip, "Sir, you—"

I threw myself on the ground, losing my right hand and unable to balance my body, but I still tried my best to crawl behind her: "...... than me"

"It's okay......" The girl's expression was even more inappropriate.

"Give it to me!" I couldn't hold back the sadness in my heart, my left hand had reached behind her back, but she was weak but grabbed my hand, and her emotions were tense: "Don't bother me......"

"Why are you doing this...... You answer me! My gasping for breath grew stronger, and my left hand pulled away from the girl, trying to snatch something behind her

"That's enough!"

I was stunned, staring at Meng Yao, who was pointing at me with a blade, her body trembling violently.

Time seemed to freeze in a second, and I stared at the sharp tip of the blade, the bright red that hadn't dried up.

The bloody scars on her legs stretching from her jeans to her knees finally came into view.

The surging worry and anger in my heart are instantly infused with the color of sadism. The young hand of the girl holding the blade changed from a slight shaking to a weak relaxation, and the blade "snapped" and fell on the red glue material, and continued to dye red.

I no longer had the desire to grab the bottle of medicine, and leaned weakly against the iron pillar support of the toy house, bearing the rapid heartbeat.

If it hadn't been stopped in time just now, there would have been endless regrets at this time......

Because, just now I saw a girl on the pavement holding a drug bottle ready to pour into her mouth......

Behind the girl is a sleeping pill, with at least thirty in it, which will inevitably be fatal if taken in large quantities at one time.

Luckily, I arrived a little early today......

Yes, it's become a habit for me to come to the park every night.

Despite being away from the girl, one evening shortly after I was discharged from the hospital, I witnessed her sobbing alone, only to find out that it was the same every night. I was really worried at the moment, but I couldn't step into her world...... Only the cynic hides in the dark corner of the park every night, secretly spying on the girl, for fear that one night she will hurt herself in the park......

Today, the regret is almost irretrievable.

"Why are you doing this...... I said in a hoarse voice, and passers-by would only think it was flirting between men and women anyway.

The girl lowered her head, tears rolling in the corners of her eyes, silently.

"Don't ......" witnessed her two tear stains and trembling shoulders, and the corners of her eyes were inexplicably wet. I tried my best to control myself......

After a few seconds, he was not angry, sobbing with the girl, and even collapsed.

These two months have been nothing short of tormenting.

I dream of Xiao Yao almost every night when I sleep, but she always cries sadly. I knew that her heart was empty and lonely, but I knew that I had to stay away from her and not be able to comfort her fragile world......

I really miss ...... Every minute, every second.

"Why are you doing this...... I thought it was ...... I still ......"

I thought my departure would bring happiness to her. When the distance of that crossing line was finally immeasurable, what I got was such a desolation......

The girl sobbed: "I'm sorry...... If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have to suffer so much......"

"Why ......"

"You and I must have been on the roof of the building before we fell...... Why...... Why am I on the rooftop and you are on the terrace...... It's because of my fault that you cut off your hand...... Not me...... Maybe you're in good limb right now...... I...... I'm sorry...... I can't forgive myself...... "The fragile girl burst into tears, urging me to have more emotions, pure and complex yet.

Everything is also wrong.